another day passes by while i sit and watch the clock stand still..
today was ok.
first period was dumb.
in second period, james, jesenia, and tiffany left me and ana to do the tiles. fuckers. i hate it when that happens. but we made some gargantuous slabs didnt we? hell yea. we are going to beat the shit out of james haha. nothing happened third period. nothing. Me and Darbie wrote notes because Mr. Bennett was working on the brass section and stuff. we were trying really hard not to laugh. i told her that we should just throw a bomb, put on gas masks, and make a mad dash toward the door. hahaha.
In fourth period we learned some new stuff that i didnt get at first because i was reading my book. which is very good by the way. i understood it as soon as i looked at the book. when i was home. listening to really loud music... anyways..
in bio, i have a lot of homework that im not even close to finishing. i swear to god ms. freis thinks we have no other classes that gives us homework. what word can i describe this with? fucker. blah to you and your damn assignments.
sixth period i wrote lyrics. because it was pretty boring. but i laughed like hell the first 10 minutes. i have no idea why, but i was seriously really slap happy. strange.. in seventh period i finished early again (big suprise) and could not bring myself to look at my homework. i ended up talking to melissa, and it turns out that her brother gives Eli bass lessons.
Yes, Eli is learning to play bass..
i can not picture him (because he is tall and lanky) holding a bass let alone playing it. i laughed. it was funny. I told melissa to tell him that i said hi.
urrrrggghh. i have a huge ass headache. not fair :(
well, i guess thats my day. i cant believe i have to babysit this weekend. 4 hours with connor and like 6 with these 2 kids i dont even know. fuuun. at least ill have money for christmas shopping. god knows i need it.
shut up. i procrastinate...

well, i'll leave you with this to strain your eyes upon. Amazing what you can find in other people's journals.

current clothing:	jeans and sweater
current mood:	depressed
current taste:	I'm dying for some chinese..
current hair:	in a ponytail? its my natural color dumbass
current annoyance:	commercials with their own 'jingle' i am severly damaged by the McDonald's song
current smell:	vanilla
current thing you ought to be doing:	Biology and math.. english too.. damn
current jewelry:	watch
current book:	The Other Boleyn Girl
current refreshment:	water
current worry:	exams
current crush:	no one yet
current favorite celebrity:	Johnny Depp?
current longing:	to scream
current music:	The boy who blocked his own shot - Brand New
current wish:	To pass exams
current lyric in your head:	If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand, i hope you find out what you want, i already know what i am
current makeup (if you're a girl!):	mascara
current undergarments:	hmm.. i wonder..
current regret:	not taking the time to get happy
current desktop picture:	Pierre from Simple Plan
current plans for tonight/weekend:	tonight? homework. this weekend? studying.. and babysitting grr
current cuss word du jour:	fuck.
current disappointment:	biology
current amusement:	my photo album
current IM/person you're talking to:	Andrea
current love:	the computer... and being with friends
current obsession:	hahaha.. i think andrea can pick that for me lmao
current avoidance:	myself
current thing or things on your wall:	pictures of friends, calendar, framed pictures, ben mckenzie, adam brody
current favorite book:	Calvin & Hobbes? who knows... it changes all the time
current favorite movie:	Pirates of the Caribbean

This is the survey thing. enjoy.... bring me tylenol. my head still hurts. brought to you by BZOINK!

fuck. hahahahahahahahahaha.
*cough*
nevermind.
*Rina


-update- it is 10:16 and i would just like to wish everyone a Happy Christman. since it was Christman eve yesterday i hope everyone played candyland, ate cherries, and drank hot cocoa with LOTS of marshmallows.
*Dont forget to sing Brand New christman carols!*

*screams*
ahhhhhhhh do not mess with me.. i am really angry. *points to mood*
the cause? none other than my lovely sister. yum. i think she might've broken my door too... *sigh* ya know the quiz thing? well, she filled it out and had some of my answers.. the same ones!! aaahh! i was really angry. its not my fault that she had a failure of imagination. grrrrrrr we yelled, like normal people do, and now my throat hurts.
and i have to do homework. o fucking joy. i just cant wait for my head to explode.
yarrrr
*continues screaming*
ok, i think im good now, but i hate to be pissed off all the time. grr. i really want to read my book too. i think all my teachers should go to hell.
*i am hell's librarian! dont you forget it either!!

I will update after homework.

strange...
Your Name: Carina
Your Mom: Julia Roberts
Your Dad: Joel Madden

that would be pretty freaky.
wanna see who your celebrity parents are? go to :
http://memegen.deskslave.org/viewmeme.pl?un=opp_girl_4_tp&meme=1066803486
enjoy.
*Rina

brrrr
Its cold like a bitch.
i am freezing my ass off. *shivers*
Well, babysitting went ok i guess. Connor has quite a bit of energy... I got $23 in one's and $1.50 in quarters. whoa. i guess they didnt have any $20 bills.. i was starving since i only ate a few pancakes in the morning, so me and Sven got Burger King. yum. i read a bunch of my book today. im on page 258 or something. go me. I need to clean my room so i can put up some decorations. Tomorrow, we are going to go get a Christmas tree. The house will smell like pine! yay! i love that smell..
(lmao andrea! damn pinecone conspiracy..)
ok, its so late in today that its actually tomorrow, which is today, so its not actually tomorrow, but it would be if i was in yesterday, which would be today a few moments ago. whoa. I just did not get what i wrote.
The sleep deprivation is setting in.
anyways, i had a talk with my mom about school and stuff, and i think she has the general idea of how im doing. blah.
asdklfiealkfnco and sdofiaefj to you.
* @!&^%$

hahaha... retard.
It is 10:30 on a Friday night.
feel my joy.
ok, The concert was really embarassing. someone showed up really late (we were about to play) and all this other crap went on like people talking in the audience and the flute choir not being able to play. damn. not that i care that much about it. anyways, it was crap. ok. I'd like to say congrats to all the people who made all-county and all-state. (darbie, jake, michelle, nora, a bunch of people i dont remember/know, etc.)
uh, today was really fucking boring. as hell. Lets recap. Since it was the art trip today (of course i didnt go because i had lame babysitting plans :( grr.) almost no one was there. for the first 2 hours of the day, i did nothing. absolutely nothing. sure, i talked, but thats it.
third period we gave back music. i brought my flute for no reason. grreeeaat.. fourth period we had to do this worksheet on quadratic functions. it was really easy. i only have like 5 problems left. Yay. it counts as extra credit too :) Bio was... better. 'its like way up here, then BAM down there' hahaha nola. we are so cool. we talked about hating ms freis as shae passed out these sheets that looked like tests. (my obvious reply was ' this is crap') then me and nola liked ms freis when she told us they were study sheets for our exam. We decided to hate her again because none of the answers were in the ap book. none. it was made for some book we dont have. beautiful. Sixth period was pretty dumb. the highlight of that period was the janitor people drilling a white-board to the back wall. my ears had fun.
i was almost bored to tears seventh period. i finished in 10 minutes. not even. i had nothing to do. kill me. now.
im not allowed to sleep either. thats a load of shit. i like sleeping.
I had to babysit at quarter to 6 today. it was ok. Connor likes to watch movies. 'lets watch clifford' (20 minutes later) 'we have to watch sleeping beauty' and so forth and i had to watch clifford again. I dont really care because i got to read the coolest book ever written. it will probably sound really lame to you but its not. so sod off. Its called 'The Other Boleyn Girl' and its about when Mary Boleyn comes to court as an innocent girl of fourteen, and catches the eye of Henry VIII. Dazzled by the king, Mary falls in love with both her golden prince and her growing role as an unofficial queen. However, she soon realizes just how much she is a pawn in her family's ambitious plots as the king's interest begins to wane and she is forced to step aside for her best frien and rival: her sister, Anne. Then mary knows that she must defy her family and her king, and take her fate into her own hands... oh, the drama..
sadly, i must go. I'm changing my journal though, so it'll be cooler in a few hours or so.
*Rina

fuck.. with a capital 'F ' =]
ahh, yet another new day.
it was really lame.
lets start with yesterday, shall we? ok then. Yesterday was wednesday. first period was ok. i talked. ALOT. typical me.. ok, second period we had that dumb sub, but i actually painted almost the whole period. yay. um, the sub was giving candy to whoever was working, so he gave me hot candy things. i didnt eat them. i gave them to ana :D
third period we played music. no big surprise there. Now, ._.:*:Math:*:._. is the fuck part. i found out what i got on my test. lets just say i didnt do too well. not well at all
:( my grade dropped more than 10 points. the only word to descibe it is... poop. or fuck. either one could go. =] fifth period.. still didnt do my other essay, and i dont plan to. i understand our new chapter (chapter 49.. isn't that retarded?) annndd... i think that'll be enough on that subject. in sixth period, when we last presented (me, lisa, and sabrina) our test, we had a fire drill, so we couldnt finish it. hahaha. well, we had to finish it. since im the only one who kept the papers, we had an answer sheet. thats it. no questions. lmao we were in a pickle. eww.. pickles..
anyways, we made up new questions to match the answers on my sheet. it was pretty funny.
:Moving on:
._.:*:Today:*:._.
in first period, me and carrie and carolyn talked about hot guys. yum.
second period - mr. smith was back. we still had to paint. but i didnt. me and ana stayed inside, and since our tiles were really dry, ana tried to get them wet so we could clean them. one of the tiles deteriorated hahahaha. then, i decided to make some clay slabs so i could redo my tiles. (they were warped and too dry to fix)
Ana, how much do we suck?
it took me a while. i made 3 tiles.
on the way to third period, me and carolyn and carrie talked about james marsters. ;D Beach blonde british boys! *hot* we also talked about potc.
in band we went to the auditorium to practice for the concert tonight. If i were you.. i would go to poke fun at the poor lame band nerds. think of all the fun you could have!
fourth period - i understand it! yay.
bio-had a quiz and didnt do too bad. go me :D i think im grasping the main concept of the chapter. yay again. no, this deserves a 'boo-ya'
Boo-ya!!
sixth period.. vocab test. i was first one done. everyone turned their test in like 15 minutes after me. now, i have this feeling that i skipped something, but im pretty sure that i didnt. ah well..
i hate seventh period. i was so bored i almost cried. i will soon die in that class if i stay there.
I have to play in a concert. it starts at 7. bring various fruits and vegetables. aerodynamic ones are best.
*Rina

Can’t count all the eyes that stare
can’t count all the things they see
she kills with no life to spare
just victims are left to bleed
one drink and the pain goes down
soft shadows lay by her feet
lay soft as you slowly drown
lay still while you fall asleep.

O.o
i hate bio. I didnt finish those essay things so i have to do them tonight. blah. and i have to read another section. nnnmngh.
First period was ok. i finished *1* out of 12 self portraits. 1. go carina... considering half of the people are almost done.
Second period was lame but funny. we had some gay ass substitute that made us work outside on the canvas. my table is supposed to work on tiles! anyways, me, jesenia, james, and tiffany (stubs wasnt there.. you should have seen james. he was pretty happy lmao. he got disappointed again because its only today that she is going to be gone. hahaha) tried to look like we were doing something. anyways, i painted for like 10 minutes, and then sat on the wall in the center courtyard with brittany. we were so fucking cold it wasnt funny. my butt was numb.. i swear to god. but then james and jesenia were probably going to tell on me that i wasnt working.. eevviill.. but i still love them :) we (being me jaik and james) decided to give eachother complements instead of complaining. so, i said i liked james' hair (lmao you know how that goes ana... :D) and jesenia's shoes. niiiice. james said i had a clean shirt. fuun. im so glad i have clean shirts...
um, third period was ok. i talked to darbie about some cool bands (she new who brand new was!!! ah! i freaked out because no one i know likes them... or has even heard of them..) so that's cool. we also agreed on pierre from simple plan being really hot. (lead singer) tra la la.
im math i was really bored so i drew this anime harry potter thing. its really cute! but now i have to do the lame worksheet that i havent even started on.
in *insert creepy music* biooooologgggy i was really bored too. i kept totally blanking out and missed 10 minutes of the lecture at a time.. fuuun. i did finish my picture anime thinger.. mabob. who knows. maybe i'll scan it. ;D ah! i think im losing one of my friends :( they dont understand what im going through and passes it off. also, they act as though my sarcasm is something new. hmm.. ive always been way mucho sarcastic, and have really good comebacks sometimes, i just usually dont say them to my friends because i dont want to hurt their feelings. arrrgh. asefjklasdfhjasdfhkasdl;ala!!!!!!
in sixth period everyone else presented their testy things from the stories they got. now, my freako teacher ms greene wants to make us turn a short story we did into a play using all the correct dialogue and presenting it to the class.
lets not and say we did. shall we?
pah. *twitch*
seventh period was better. i got to type on mavis beacon. :D me and chelsea rock. 70-75 wpm! woo, go us. nooooww i have to do those damn essays. excuse me while i die.
*Rina

*insert psycho babbling here*
grrr! feel my wrath biology!!!
if i have to do more biology, i WILL go insane and they will lock me up in a little white room with some fluffy walls for me to throw myself against in my attempt to get out and slay those who caused me to jump over the shiny cliff that is mental health.
*twitch*

*Rina

p.s. Panther showcase was actually really fun. :)

WOOHOO!

I AM THE LUCKIEST FUCKING PERSON IN THE WORLD

ok, i got it off my chest. wooohoooo!! today in first period.. i did nothing! fuuuun. second period.. we had to set up our tiles in the courtyard, and before we even had all our tiles OUT of the room and crap, we had to put it away. fuuun. third period was flute choir. we had to practice for the panther showcase. (which is toooooddaaayy) um, in math we learned about parabolas. not the hardest thing in the world. i dont understand how people cant get it. its basic substitution but with some plotting and graphing. not that big of a deal...
biology - i was the luckiest person in the whole world for like 30 minutes. remember how i didnt have to present my glycolysis step on tuesday? I DIDNT HAVE TO DO IT TODAY!! truth is, she skipped over my step.. thinking we had already done it. Boo-ya!! ahhh! i was so happy!
.. then i found out that we had two essays due today that i completly forgot to do. So now i have alot of homework that i should be tending to, but i also have to do flute choir this evening at panther showcase.. fun? umm.. no. :D ah well..
eeennggglliiiissh... we did vocabulary. that i didnt finish. i get to do some definitions... more fun. seventh period is still crap o.O
Well, better go kiddies
*Rina

haha... what?
Name: Carina
Age: 14
Favorite Song: What it is to burn - Finch
Parents think: you're lazy
Strangers think: you're hot
Friends think: you talk to much

haha.. . ha.. .. ha. haha.. .. . ... what?

I'm not a moose, I'm a squirrel, ay.
First of all, you need to click here for one hilarious comic stick figure thing with Harry Potter. It breaks the story down and makes it look completly ridiculous. :D
Alright.. Thanksgiving..
it wasnt as bad as i thought. My Aunt, 2 cousins, and my one cousin's boyfriend came over. o yea, and my cousin Matt brought his friend with him (I think his name was Drew or something). Also, when my grandma saw me, she was like 'you're taller. and have a thin waistline' i was like greeaat... but i just nodded and smiled instead. I told you i was good at it :P Then, magically, it was dinner time. I grabbed some turkey and mashed potatoes. i ate it within 15 minutes and went into my bedroom. I was so happy. I was free!! After about 40 minutes of going back and forth from my room and Lisa's room (playing playstation, scanning, and watching music videos) Mom called us for dessert, and everyone had pie, except for matt, drew, deanna, and her boyfriend. they had already left. Well, i had pumpkin pie with cool whip (yum ;D ) and talked to my aunt sue. after another 30 minutes i left (my ears were falling off) and i think i came online again. either that or i watched tv. i think i was watching 'Big' (with Tom Hanks). it was on TBS :) ok, that about sums it up.
The next day - (ooo's and aaahhh's)
I saw Brother Bear. The moose kick ass. 'im not a moose, i'm a squirrel, ay.' 'i cant believe you totalled the mammoth.' haha.. fuuun.
Today, I saw Timeline with Lisa and it has mad suspense. you need to see it. seriously. (hahahahahaha andrea) The plot actually makes sense. :D and there is no time-traveling machine. they accidently discovered a wormhole that is linked to a certain place and time. (Castleburg, France 1537) yum.
now i am here, and i will be making serious money during the next week or so. I have two babysitting jobs and i have to do 2500 labels for VIP. babysitting= $40 ; labels= $200. fuck yea! i am happy about that... pssshh.. i am off to do some mindless gaming. whoa buddy.. this weekend is pretty fucking awesome so far.
i will share my joy. *grins*
ok, im done.
*Rina

LMFAO

French Guard
I'm French! Why do think I have this outrageous
accent, you silly king-a?!


What Monty Python Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahaa!!!!!!!!
lmao lmao lmao lmao.
sorry, i couldnt keep it in.
i will tell you about thanksgiving tomorrow. i know you are all dying to know.

hahahahahahahahaahaha
haahahahahahahahaahahahahahaha
hhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. :D :D :D :D



ah, before i go...

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

(arrg.. i had to butcher the image by reducing it slightly for the sake of my journal width. sorry)

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
brought to you by Quizilla

pah. enjoy
*rina

a helicopter, a gas mask, and a bomb.. thats all i ask..
save me save me save me save me. ahhh. i really dont want to be here right now. grr. there are now 3 old people who will not stop talking in my living room. save me. on the bright side, the turkey smells really good. :) yum. ah, i am only the slightest bit happy because of the thought of food and chrissie's profile. hahahahahahaha fuuuun. anyways, i found another interesting thing that im sure ps and linds will thoroughly enjoy :D :D

You're so and so, the Kristina! Isn't that hella'
tight? ^_^


A Homestarrunner quiz - Which TEEN GIRL SQUAD girl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
i thnk more people are arriving...
o joy. i am overwhelmed with excitement and happiness. i am giddy and am giggling madly at the thought of conversation with my relatives. pah. saaaavvee mee.
i havent had anything to eat all day, and i feel like stealing the turkey and eating it. it smell oobergood. *stomach grumbles* maybe i can sneak a yogurt in here or something. wish me luck. i am relying on the fact that my grandparents dont have the best eyesight in the world.
... 2mins later...
o please god save me. i stepped out my door and my aunt and cousins arrived. save me save me save me save me. i reeeeaaallly dont want to be here. ill just have to talk about school and 'how well im doing' pssshh. at least im safe.. for now.. they'll come in hre any minute now. (wanting to examine our new house.) o no. my mom is coming. i must go outside and smile. nodding and smiling is what i do best :)
must go. please, call and help me stay away. please. i am begging you.
*Rina

thanksgiving
funkymonkey1428: if you are totally bummed, go eat
newYORKgurlie 89: i was too busy plotting ways 2 escape the asylum 2 realize u were my roomie
funkymonkey1428: hahahahahahaha
funkymonkey1428: yea, those padded walls really do you in

thank you for creating the highlight of all my thanksgivings combined, chrissie :D
ahh! look!

What Finding Nemo Character are You?
brought to you by Quizilla You are a happy fish with mad skills

hahahahahaha... what?

hahaha
This is who i am
and this what i like
GC, Sum and Blink and Mxpx rocking my room
if your looking for me
i'll be at the show
i could never find a better place to go

until the day i die i promise i wont change
so you better give up
I don't wanna be told to grow up
and i don't wanna change
i just wanna have fun
i don't wanna be told to grow up
and i don't wanna change
so you better give up
cause i'm not gonna change
i don't wanna grow up

I like to stay up late
spend hours on the phone
hangin' out with all my friends
and never being at home
i'm impoilte and i make fun of everyone
i'm immature but i'll stay this way forever

until the day i die i promise i wont change
so you better give up
I don't wanna be told to grow up
and i don't wanna change
i just wanna have fun
i don't wanna be told to grow up
and i don't wanna change
so you better give up
cause i'm not gonna change
i don't wanna grow up

hmm...
Elf was one of the most hilarious movies. 'Hello, Buddy the Elf, what's your favorite color?' 'i like smiling. smiling's my favorite' :D hahahaha funny stuff..
im cleaning.. o joy. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and i can already tell that it will be pretty lame. ahh, fun with matt, deanna, her boyfriend, grandma, grandpa, my aunt.. and my grand aunt or some crap like that. fuuuun. it will be at my house. fuuuun. at least i can barricade myself in my room when im done eating. sven will be freaking out because of all the food, and i think lisa will.... do the same thing as me. pretty lame.
I think thanksgiving is a bit over-rated. pah.
Must continue cleaning. *shudders*
Rina

comments anyone?
aaaahhhhh!!!!! good day today. not as bad as i expected :D no reign of terror though haha. *sigh* umm.. we had a math test and i think i might have gotten a B so thats cool. In bio, nick stalled ms. freis so i didnt have to talk about my step!! i am forever grateful nick!! yayness. okay, sixth period rocked because we watched Monsters Inc. that movie is so awesome! (not better than Finding Nemo though)
-aaayyy!! im talking to shoshi!!!-
hmm... im going to see Elf! .... in about 20 minutes. yay!
ahh! i must go again kids!
*Rina


i like thursday! :D

...

i bought 3 cds today. Brand New, Blink 182 and Dashboard Confessional. Alas, i was not able to get Thursday or Taking Back Sunday. I didnt have enough money :(

.. since no one cares about the stuff i do, i wont either. i wont care for any thoughts toward me, good or bad. they can shove their thoughts up their ass because i dont give a crap anymore. so if im blunt over the next few days, take it personally. im not afraid to be brutally honest. :)

good night. (to you of course, i dont sleep)
-me. beware. i bite.

Honk!
Honk totally kicked my ass 10 times over. i give a 'whoa!' to everyone in the show! I liked alot of scenes, but one part i like is when the colonel is like 'hip-hip pop-pop!' :D :D if you havent seen it, you're screwed because tonight was the last night! lmao! ah well, im not very tired, and im going to put this song on repeat because one of the songs from the show is starting to become a permanent part of my brain. *twitch* hahaahaha
linds: i dont never heard it?
hahaha.. i think that's what you said about brand new. but seriously, they rock! ;D
ah, must go kiddies :D
ta-ta.
Rina

The fever, the focus
the reason that i had to believe you weren't too hard to sell
die young and save yourself
the tickle, the taste of...
it used to be the reason i breathe but now its choking me up
die young and save yourself


hmm.. nice lyrics, eh?