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2004 20 October :: 10.36am
:: Mood: disappointed
BAH!
well green day tickets are on sale for their concerts in europe. They are um...$120 each....and then i have to get to germany...$300, and then hotel, and taxi. that is a crap load of money for a concert.
That just sucks major.
i am so pissed. there is no way i can go, and besides i have to have someone go with me. Argh!you have no idea, just...bah!
DAMN IT!
i am going to hoffmans this weekend, and next weekend a halloween party.
but i still want to see green day!
why cant i just have an infinate amount of money??
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2004 18 October :: 7.21pm
hey, nice journal.
nice writing.
i wanted to know how you got the 93 days, 14 hours thing? just post me a comment back if you have the time.
thanks
<3
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2004 16 October :: 11.11am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: chevelle
pre cal cul us. um. gee im a tree?
siiigh.
chem is try.
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lisalion816
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2004 16 October :: 6.17am
:: Music: Brand New
ok. not much going on. Next week in school i dont go to any of my classes, but instead work on 'project work'. wek are holding a convention at the school in aprol for a week. the european youth convention...ive never heard about it but whatever. so i guess we will break into groups and work on different key things. that sucks because then i wont get to see hoffman. big sad face.
Next weekend the german class is going over to hoffmans place to have a movie night, eat tacos and my brownies. that should be real fun. i cant wait. i know that his parents aren't going to be there so that rocks major...and the girls are sleeping over..well...me, linnea, and izza are. Yay...i dont know how late its going be when the thing is over so we just decided to crash there..im not finding my way to the bus in the dark.
today we are going to morfar's to do laundry. fun. our washer is still broken and i have no clothes. i was supposed to go to town today with richard to buy some shoes and a nice warm winter coat. but guess that will have to wait till tomorrow, because evidently we have to tag along. thats just crap!
ive been looking all over for green day tickets. i cant buy them anywhere..or find them..hopefully they haven't gone on sale yet and thats why i cant find them. Eric said he might go with me to see them, even though hes not in to them. Why does he have to only like metal? what a nut. Richard would go if he had money, but im have to go regardless! I just have to bring someone with me who shares my semi-obsession of green day. that shouldn't be to hard to do right? I know carina would go with me in a heart beat, but the concert is in amsterdam, or germany, and shes back in fl, as i sit here in sweden. crazyness!!
I MUST SEE GREEN DAY!
later
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lisalion816
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2004 13 October :: 2.52pm
bah.
bored. have sooo many test this week. dont have enough time to study for them either. sucks.
i don't feel good.
i know i forgot to do something but i dont know what.
green day is touring europe in jan/feb. im in eruope. i want to see them so bad! i could die happy if i saw them.
i=borderline obsessed.
i heat green day.
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Rina
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2004 12 October :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: hopeful
meep.
new layout!!!!! you know that you love it.
because, hey, best movie ever. :)
ana and i = masterminds. really.
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lisalion816
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2004 12 October :: 5.36am
can you tell im bored?
The Perfect Guy | Created by madhatter and taken 4503 times on bzoink! | Hair color? | Dark | Eye color? | light | Height? | taller than me | Six pack? | thats a plus | Long hair or short? | in the middle-short | Glasses? | if they look good on him | Piercings? | sure | Eyebrows? | no unibrow | Big butt or little? | nice one | Chest hair? | not too much | Buff or skinny? | in the middle | Teeth? | clean...straight | Section 2 | Funny or serious? | both | Party-hopper or more stay-at-home? | both | Should he be able to bake or cook? | not a necessity | Does he have a best friend? | i hope so | Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends? | not too many | Out-going or shy? | out going | Sarcastic or sincere? | both | Does he love his mother? | he should | Should he watch chick-flicks? | i dont | Would he be a smoker? | no | How about a drinking? | from time to time? | And swearing? | ocassionaly | Would he play with your hair? | yup | Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time? | no way | Would he pay for you when you're on a date? | most of the time | Does he kiss on the first date? | depends | Where would you go for dinner? | depends | Would he buy you flowers? | sometimes | Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies? | yes | Would he write poetry about you? | no | Would he use endearments? | dunno | Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends? | hope so | How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends? | sure | Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening? | yes | Would you hold hands? | yes | Section 3 | Does he play soccer? | yes | Baseball? | yes | Football? | no | Basketball? | no | Water polo? | umm?? who does? | Golf or something equally boring? | eh... | Does he surf? | nah | Skateboard? | sure | Snowboard? | sure | Can he sing? | a little | Play the guitar? | yes | Play piano? | dunno | Play the drums? | dunno | Can he keep his room clean? | somewhat | Is he an artist of sorts? | sure | Does he write his own music? | no | Does he have pets? | yes | Section 4 | Does he use the word dude? | nah | How about tight? | no | Would he watch the sun rise and set with you? | yup | What kind of car does he drive? | a non crappy one | How old is he? | same or not much older than me | What's his name? | dunno yet | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
yup....
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lisalion816
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2004 10 October :: 8.21am
bored, bored, bored.
Im bored. Trying to translate some history homework but its not working out as well as i hoped. The answers arent anywhere in the book. its so dumb. I have to critique shit too. oh this is not fun.
i heart hoffman.
i need to go out and buy some new shoes, my converses have holes in them. not cool. oh well.
Later
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lovethehibiscus
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2004 7 October :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: she's the blade - sugarcult
wrote this little diddy in english yesterday
the day repeatedly lulled around her as she wondered why she dealt with such dull madness. everyone and their voices blended and created a whirlwind dancing from wall to wall, engulfing her. she could feel herself sinking in her chair. the people stopped spinning around the room and went back to their normal places. she could feel the sun pouring into the room from the window that she sat by. although she felt imprisoned by the fellow folk, the window was the place she could always escape too. she peered across the field only to find a parade of colorful dots. eyebrows furrowing in wonder she squinted her eyes to catch a closer glimpse. carefully peering to see where her instructor was, she gingerly opened the window. the dots were slowly disappearing in the tall jade and golden grass. she found herself leaning bit by bit out in to the sky as she tried to follow the movement of the odd dots. she felt the cool rush of air then fell out the window. screaming, she plummeted through the air. wondering why the fall was so long she then noticed the blackness the surrounded her.
to be continued?
andie andie oxenfree***
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lisalion816
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2004 5 October :: 11.02am
:: Mood: Happy
:: Music: Sum 41:chuck cd
chocolatey goodness
ok whats been going on?
I have German every tuesday until 4pm. its a long class. A couple weeks ago, we all thought that the classroom smelled like chocolate. So we decided that every tuesday someone would bring in something that they would bake. and every time it has been something chocolate.
This week was my turn. so i baked my popular super chocolate brownies. they are sooo good, with goo in the middle. yum! so anyway, everyone was hungry and eager to eat. I opened the container of brownies and everyone ooed and awwed. yayness. everyone loved them! I am soo happy that everyone thinks they were great. the teacher and some others asked for the reciepe. I was told i had to bring it in many more times. so that made my day. and Hoffman is in that class and we all know the way to a guys heart is through his stomach. or at least i hope so.
Yeah, so i guess thats it. But everyone should buy the new sum 41 cd. I think it goes on sale at the end of this month.
later
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Rina
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2004 4 October :: 4.03pm
bitching amounts of homework.
its sad, really.
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lisalion816
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2004 2 October :: 12.45pm
:: Mood: *sigh*
hmm...
Today i went to this comedy/music show. in swedish of course. everyone understanding, everyone laughing, everyone having fun.
i dont pertain to 'everyone'.
it lasted for 3 hours and i just sat there, trying to catch what the comedians were talking and singing about but, it was way to fast and the whole cultural difference thing didnt help. so i was lost the whole time. wonderful feeling that is.
and of course my aunt said, well, if you've seen them before or if you knew what they were talking about, it would be better.
NO SHIT IT WOULD BE BETTER. thank you captain obvious!
Yeah, so thats a waste of my day. could have spent it doing something else...important. like homework, or watching the hours waste away before the computer, listening to some kickass music...like green day.
yeah so maybe that sounds kinda boring and shit, but what the fuck am i supposed to do? not like i have any friends over here....
...yet. im trying to be optamistic. yay. go me. arh!
the only thing is...i cant go home. cant let anyone see that im a quitter. thats the only thing holding me back. nothing else. everything else sucks!
so im a little moody. fuck it. im ready to go back home, start school for real and get the hell out of there again once i have all my degrees and shit.
im done
later
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2004 1 October :: 5.18pm
:: Mood: :D
:: Music: the stills - lola stars and stripes
welcome to my world
last night was the incubus concert
i love live music
the thump of the bass drum as it takes over your heart for millisecond as it reverbates through your body
the shrill of the guitar as its notes travels down your veins
the fact that i could feel the bottoms of my jeans vibrate on beat
i love live incubus
'wish you were here' was magnificently beautiful
'circles' was so powerful and vibrant
i loved it all
but it was about the music
so okay brandon boyd was a nice plus
but i was like a zombie
just trying to soak this amazing music into my soul
this is going to seem salvador dali-ish
but i pictured the music coming out of a faucet as i heard it and it fell into a sink and i could see it whirling down into the drain that was symbolically my soul
'I don't do drugs. I am drugs.'-salvador dali
but i didnt really notice anything else that was goin on around me
twas the music
i was like in my own little world
andie andie oxenfree***
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lisalion816
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2004 1 October :: 3.42am
School
Yeah so im sitting here in the library in school. Nothing else to do really. I have to read this book in swedish but i can find the translation anywhere, so im thinking fuck it for now.
I think its really stupid to have such a long time between classes. Retarded. I have and hour and a half before i have swedish, and im to tired to bike home and bike all the way back. i can just sit here instead and try to catch up/translate some of the stuff i have to do. fun.
I'd go checkout some of the stores around here but they dont open till 10 or so.
Richard moved the computer downstairs to his room, so i dunno how often im going to be down there online. Soon we have to get my laptop up and running, i can't live without the internet for a long period of time!
yeah, well im going to do some other stuff...
Later
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lisalion816
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2004 29 September :: 3.36pm
:: Mood: cold
Extraordinary girl in an ordinary world
hello.
Im freezing. fun stuff..not.
I just downloaded a shit load of music. Need to be up to date with all the rockin bands out there.
Green Day is still # 1.
Tomorrow. School pics. well, class pics. They don't do the individual ones here in Sweden. Strange. I dont like taking pictures.
Went out and picked some mushrooms in the woods today. Haven't done that before. and no, they're not the of the magical sort...
other than that nothing interesting is happening. even though i want stuff to happen.
for example... i heart hoffman...hoffman doesn't heart me....yet
oh well
Later
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lisalion816
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2004 28 September :: 3.52pm
hey hey
made 2 green day desktops.
...carina why aren't you ever there when i talk to you???
arg.
yeah nothing else other than that.
CARINA!!!!!
*sigh*
Later
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lovethehibiscus
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2004 26 September :: 12.37pm
:: Mood: just woke up
:: Music: travis - love will come through..i heart this song mucho
dont wake me up before you go go. i want to sleep some more more
i love going over to my aunt's house.
i hate staying over there for this reason only.
my lil cousins wake up at like the crack of dawn and then feel the need to come wake me up.
oh no no no no no
last night we all stayed over
this mornin i was woken up when ryan came into his room i was sleepin in..yelled at him to get out
then rachael came into ryan's room
then i went into the livin room to go lay on the air mattress but they kicked me off
i was sitting on the edge but was kinda sittin on their dog ali so i backed off and i like toppled off the air mattress and landed on my elbow. that is only a thing i would do
then i went back into ryans room
brandon woke up
then he and ry came in and started playing 007 on ryans ps2
sorry kids i cant sleep when you are blowing peoples heads off
then i moved into rachaels room
by this time...i am REALLY grouchy
she comes in a coupla times
i yell at her
she brats at me
'andrea i will kick you out. this is my room'
bring it on rachael
finally she goes away
aaaah sleep at last
so i was thinking
next time i sleep over at terris
i am gonna have a deadbolt
and two attack dogs chained to the door who will gnaw off the leg of anyone who even thinks about waking me up.
all i need to do now is find mind reading dogs..
:P
good morning!
andie andie oxenfree***
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lisalion816
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2004 24 September :: 10.32am
:: Mood: disappointed
wow. today was such a fucking waste of time. got to school around 10...left at 4. what our class did all day could be accomplished in half an hour. can we say pointless???
i hate that im here...without 'anyone' to hangout with. id rather go to school on the weekends, but then again school isnt any better.
thought this year was going to be fun and exciting. wow. i was wrong.
later
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lisalion816
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2004 24 September :: 3.56am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: American Idiot album....Greenday
hey hey
went into town yesterday evening with nicklas and richard. i was helping them shop. giving opinions. it was just nice to get out of the house. Richard and i got home about 8 and i made dinner. he thinks im a great cook, and its nice to hear it. :) around 9 we went up to Ohlsson's house and watched The Day After Tomorrow. it was good...suspenseful. got home about midnight. fun stuff. i had fun talking...i never talk and it gets kind of depressing.
yeah. so. not much else.
im addicted to this cd...
gotta get going to school yuck.
Later
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lisalion816
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2004 23 September :: 2.28am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: American Idiot album....Greenday
ADDICTED TO THE AMERICAN IDIOT CD.
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