oh what marvelous things

3 | glimpsed a bat with butterfly wings

:: 2004 13 January :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: daria theme

dont tell me truth hurts little girl, cause it hurts like hell
oh man i am so relieved.

i think i should cry, happy tears would make me feel perfect.

man i am having the worst cramps of my life. i am dying. karma is kicking my ass for being mean to my friends who get bad cramps while i get none.
oh well.

might be going to Charlenes this weekend. gunna have some fun there.

oh man i feel bad. last week James L. asked me to go to his chruch with him tonight. me and jesenia. he was like i want you to hear the message and all this. and i was all weirded out, cause even though i sit next to him he never talks to me. so i asked my grandmother if i could go and she got all, upset and went stick to your own religion.
i laughed, and told james about it, i forgot what he said but it was funny.

oh dude totally got my invite to join NAHS i am so excited. you have no idea. i mean i knew i was going to get in but im still excited anyway.

holy crap im not going to fall asleep until 1 tonight. i took some new allergy medicine today, the equate rip off of claratin you know? well i took that, and i feel asleep for two hours. i woke up at my clock said 5:55. i was all like holy crap!! im late! im going to miss my bus! then i looked out side and wodered why it was light out. oops.
but man, that stuff knocked me out.

madness. i swear.

oh man lmao. Charlene made me talk to her friend Matt yesterday, and he is such a thug its great. he was like hey whos this? and i went its ana, and he goes. oh youre my little buddy's girl right? i went Billy? and hes like yea. and told him, he meant ex-girl.
he talks soo funny, but he is really nice hes like we should chill sometime. lmao, i might meet him friday when i go to charlene's.

lol this weekend i watched west side story, i just got i feel pretty stuck in my head. thats a funny song.

i cant wait to start my next project in ceramics. finally, individual work!! we have to make a teapot and 4 teacups. i have so many ideas. i am trying to make it so the teacups fit on the pot and can stay that way and you wont be able to tell. im going to make mine really good cause im going to use it when im finished. except it will be a cocoa pot cause i dont drink tea or coffe or anything. i love cocoa. lol, carina.
but im thinking i might also make a whole tea pot set so i dont know.

i am so happy
*Ana

:: 2004 12 January :: 8.30am
:: Mood: _happy_

escape
hey hey!! i hav great newz...
we won our volleyball game

yepee!! which means now we go on to semi-final and ~~hopefully~~ we will go on to finals!!
i gotta go!!
luv
lala
ps we were kickin butt and takin numberz... YOU KNOW!

:: 2004 11 January :: 7.14pm

herez mah sn again!!
hey hey
itz OoOunfOrgiv3nOoO

:: 2004 11 January :: 7.11am
:: Mood: _ok_
:: Music: 3min3m

_______
hey yall
i got a new sn!! im me some time...

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i ~~love~~ you

1 | glimpsed a bat with butterfly wings

:: 2004 11 January :: 5.39am
:: Mood: _~~yOU tEll Me~~
:: Music: unforgiven, fefe dobson

the good, bad & ugly...
bay. kayla, lilia, rachel, kristi, mia, katheryn, lacey, mark, meagan, heather, and anybody who's close to me i just want you guyz to know
I LovE yOU ALl SooOo MUch aNd I donT KNow WhERE I'd Be WIthOUt you GuyS
Muahz
LaLa

:: 2004 11 January :: 3.24am
:: Music: miss you [blink 182]

hey hey
i just got back from kayla's house... SO much fun. we hav so many inside jokes now!!!
the green man, movies over here, kids fallin down, gummy bears, chasing liberty, mandy moore and the hospital, white boyz,serious talks, blink 182, chris chris, ice cream, the phone game folding chairs, short, cold walks, uptown girls, mad tv, dot!! just to name a few. [lol]
i love her like a sister. i hope we can do something next weekend!! luv ya babe.
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2 | glimpsed a bat with butterfly wings

:: 2004 10 January :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: creative? maybe.
:: Music: American Hi-Fi

[insert maniacal laughter]
Ok, first of all--

:)

Now i can tell you about tonight. It was way fun.
I went over to chelsea's house and syd was already there, so we talked and stuff until we went to meet melissa. We met her and went to Friday's. I think we might've mentally abused our waitress, but thats ok. It was all fun :D. Me and mel had a chicken blt and syd and chels both had a cheeseburger. yumm.. anyways, while syd was in the bathroom we were talkin in some funky accent and chelsea said that she was an australian-southern-chinese bitch. and somethin went on before that about her head being air or something, but i ended up saying 'if you're a chinese southern bitch with a booger blocking the air to your brain, then im the bloody easter bunny.' except i said it as if i was british and it all seemed fairly hilarious at the time. :D Sydney is Jesus.

Well, after dinner we went to the theatre and we got tickets. to peter pan. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
We were crazy in the theatre before the film started and chelsea ended up sitting on the floor between me and sydney. it was hilarious. Well, the movie went on, and near the end when wendy and peter kiss, and he smiles real big and the light thing is in the sky, yadda yadda; We all start cracking up. We were all laughing so hard. and i, personally, knew that i should stop, but couldnt. and then we laughed at the end when the freaky aunt lady gets to keep Slightly (one of the lost boys).

the end.

but i feel like writing so i think im going to do that. yay.

*Rina

:: 2004 10 January :: 3.00am
:: Mood: __bouncy__

lacey n me'szz songy!!
u think im there
but im really not,
gone forever,
never together.
u want me there
it's pain i cannot bare
my love for u
i alwayz knew
it wasnt true....
You broke my heart
tore it in two
just like the picture i had of you.
so now itz over
i think this is the end
i hav come to a conclusion.
our love was a mere illusion.
[ me n lacey made that up!!]

:: 2004 10 January :: 2.57am
:: Mood: ______ u tell me

kayla goldman
hey hey laLA herrr...
i had sooo mucho fun at the movies. though i didnt c chris :( j/p he told me on the phone that mona almost got into a fight with rachel. ne wyaz it was justme n kayla and we had such a good time we saw chasing liberty but we were laughing most of the time!!! i luv ya girlie. [so me n lilia r tied huh?] [that has to be changed!!! lol]
lacey spent the nigth last night n now we're gonna try to make a journal for her!!!
g2b
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:: 2004 9 January :: 8.04pm

your eyes can be so cruel
ok, so about two mintes ago billy called.

that was totally odd, holy shit.

hes at the fucking bowling alley.

i think i pissed him off cause he was like hey what have you been up to, hanging out with your new boyfriend. I went, yea, i have. he was all like na hah and i was just all calm and like mhm. then he goes, im going to go call charlene now, bye.

hahahaa

that was good. but i feel really mean, because i think i scared him.

oh golly gee. i feel so lame. i need to get out of my damn house. ehhh.

2 | glimpsed a bat with butterfly wings

:: 2004 9 January :: 4.09pm
:: Mood: ECSTATIC
:: Music: In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth:3 - Coheed & Cambria

Yawns are contagious. So is my overwhelming happiness.
I AM TOTALLY STOKED.
i, carina, shall be going to the AFI, Thursday, and Coheed & Cambria concert.
ahhhhhhh!!! HAPPINESS!!!

This makes me grin very much.

Ok.. Yesterday i went to the doctor. and it only took about 10 minutes. yay. and that included the time we had to wait. so.. yay. :)
I got a prescription for Amoxicillan. If you dont know what that is, its just a fancy word for extremely large pills. But they make me feel better. :)

*grins* i cant wait until March 4th.

Anyways, school was ok. I completly forgot that it was DEAR today. (haha ana) i felt kinda dumb because i thought it was wednesday. it is friday. wow i am incredibly retarded. but that is ok, because i can go to a kick-ass concert. Well, in second period we watched slides of Mr. Smith's life. what fun. i could tell that it was really great because ana, jesenia, and tiffany were trying to sleep. Poor Mr. Smith. no one really cares.
Third period was a free day. and i had brought my flute. The retardedness of me continued... ah well. Kelly was talking to me all period about Yuu Yuu Hakusho. I cant wait to see the Dark Tournament. :)
Fourth period i couldnt find my math book. someone stole it or something. i just took notes. fun.
Fifth period we went over the exam still. we spend about 10-15 minutes on some questions. i screamed 'Why dont you just give us our test grades? its much easier than us listening to the nonsesne that comes out of your mouth!' well, i was screaming it in my head. since i value my health, i didnt actually say it aloud. :)
Lunch.. i am loved! everyone missed me! :D
Sixth period.. more on 'To kill a mokingbird.' i honestly dont know why we're reading it.
Seventh period we got new computers! they are very sweet black gateways. yay :)
Im going to teach chelsea html. hahahaha fun.
Speakin of chelsea, we are most likely going to go to the movies tomorrow haha. and she is going to the concert too! fun,fun friends. much fun.
but i cant go anywhere unless my room is up to mother's expectations.
Gots to clean me room, mate.
*Rina [themonkeyinthemiddleator who is extremely excited about the concert. really.]

lisalion816

:: 2004 9 January :: 2.54pm
:: Mood: tired

OK... School started again! BLAH big time! I only have a little more to go so i'll just have to suffer through it like everyone else.
RICHARD: did you get the e-mail me and dad sent you???? I just sent another one!I'll send you the CDs you want!

Alright....wow I come back to school and find Chris is in my first period.....hes a hottie ha ha.....and well, i thought i forgot about Adam but i still like him so yeah....i can't talk to him about it because im a BIG CHICKEN! oh well, so goes life. Hmmm...what else has been going on....nothing. eh.
Oh yeah...on monday driving back to Alecia's house, Christina got in a car accident on the island. What a loser....yet again it wasn't a big deal, just some scratched paint...she rearended this guy who for no reason what so ever decided to slam on his breaks going 15mph. LOSER. oh well people are stupid.
im going to complain now ha ha ha. I have to go to work at 5:30...yuck!its only a three hour shift but its a friday night and i have better things to do! Losers! Next week i only have three hours...WHAT IS UP WITH THAT???? im mad. i have to work on saturday too. Same shift. ha ha.i don't even get to work with Logan...how fun is that? God i don't even get to stare at a gorgeous guy at work any more....lame.
well i got to go ha ha laterz yo....oh and uh poke the monkey!

2 | glimpsed a bat with butterfly wings

:: 2004 8 January :: 8.46am
:: Mood: _BlAnK_
:: Music: Miss u blink 182

hey hey lala herrr... obviously
today was _______ [make it what u want]
i was at school most of the time. congrats kayla for the poetry contest [remeber u told me u would give me a fraction of the winning money] [lol] and she also is gonna do free throws so wish her luck!!!
bailey and kristi r ok now... i knew they would get over it. they were to good of friends to let it all go.
and it was hard b/c i love both of them so mucho!!! i couldnt take sides.
ne wayz, marks g/f jenn keeps callin mah brothers celly n he gets really mad about it.
ok well i g2g hollA

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4 | glimpsed a bat with butterfly wings

:: 2004 8 January :: 12.35pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: 100 hottest hotties on VH1 :)

Just wonderful
Im home and im sick. It cant get anymore lovely. My fever went down a bit, and my eyes aren't watering anymore. But, my throat is worse, i have a constant headache, and my ears hurt. Beautiful.
Well Mom woke me up at 5:45 in case i was well enough to go to school. I wasn't. i had a fever so i hobbled back to my room and slept more.
I woke up 10:30. Then, I was too numb to do anything so i sat in front of the tube. kind of. I was almost awake watching I Dream of Jeannie. and then i saw that Vh1's 100 hottest hotties was on. now im watching it. I saw the first segment and Orlando Bloom was 76. I could have stabbed the tv. but this is the second segment, and we're on 54 i think. *shrugs* More later if my headache goes away.
*Rina

:: 2004 7 January :: 9.11pm
:: Music: david bowie - underground

it's only forever, not long at all
hell yes.

yesterday i went to Michaels and got $45 worth of art supplies.
-paintbrishes
-brush cleaner
-blue acrylic, the wrong one again
-paper for my walls,

oh and i also went to Best Buy. i got the soundtrack to the Labrynth. lol, i love this!
its sad, because there are only 4 actual songs, and the rest are instrumental, but that ok because i love this music.

im listening to it right now. hell yea.

oh and i also got a bright eyes cd. that one is pretty good too. im going to listen to it again soon.

god i hate school. i got way to much h/w for the first day back. its crazy.

lol my brothers school called today, said he was absent.

know what that means?...he wasnt withdrawn, lol. sucks for him.

*Ana

6 | glimpsed a bat with butterfly wings

:: 2004 7 January :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: sick :(

Where's my medication?
I'm sick :(
My throat is sore, my nose is stuffed, and i have a fever. not to mention i just feel like crap. and my eyes are really warm and keep on watering. and it hurts :( but, lets get on to better things, shall we?

Today was the first day of school since winter break. i'd like to tell you that it was really fun and amazing.. but it was school.

Woke up early, took a shower, ate breakfast yadda yadda, and left for school. it was really cold outside and i was wearing a skirt. im so dumb. Anyways, me and lisa went up to our alpha-home room which is ms. burbank. a biology teacher. yay. We went to our first period. yay. ms. roeder just talked the whole time and i died.
second period sucked. it sucked monkey. We had a substitute named ms. stebbins (or 'man-woman' as we used to refer to her in middle school.. yuck). We had to watch a movie on impressionism and had to answer questions. I died. i seriously think i would have cried of boredom if i didnt remember that this is school. you're not supposed to cry in school, silly. yea, i died. i just wanted to start screaming and crying,"Damn you, Impressionism!!!" :(
Third period was a little better. i just sat there. what fun. i was kept sane by darbie. thank you darbie.
Fourth period, i was on the brink of dying again. We had 11 projects to choose from and had to get into groups of 3. think again. none of the people in there are my 'friends.' Yes, we talk every blue moon but i dont think that is enough to have a friendship. *shrugs*
Fifth period was ok i guess. We had new seating arrangements and i thank the good lord that i sit by nola. Thank you thank you thank you. we got our exam questions back (not the answer sheet. i was going to strangle ms. freis.) we went over some questions and out of 19 i think i only got 5 wrong. i tried really hard to stay awake. but her voice is monotone so i just thought of me being at home in the next 2 or 3 hours.
hold on, my eyes are watering again.

alright thats better.

I didnt want to look bored to tears at lunch so i tried to be really happy and pretend that i didnt have to make up 3 pages of questions for biology since i didnt get them before break like everyone else. Well, i looked like i was high. i didnt shut up. really i didnt. i kept talking until 6th period. but i was kinda happy at lunch because Sabrina and Sam are in 3rd lunch with me.
*feels forehead*
lets get a move on. i have a headache. and im typing with my eyes closed so excuse any spelling/grammar errors.
sixth period i died too. i was a little cheery because sabrina was there, and i didnt finish some cookies at lunch, so i accidently talked with my mouth open and i sounded like a retard. More great news. we have to read 'to kill a mockingbird'. we listened to half the first chapter on audio and it was really hard to stay awake. really hard. i hate the book already. i understood it fine, but im not a fan of slow books.

No. you havent read a slow book until you've attempted to read the first few pages of this so called 'novel.'

anyways, i was really excited in seventh period because melissa got contacts and cut her hair. she looks good. and, she told me about the concert with Coheed & Cambria, AFI, and Thursday. I want to go sooooooooo bad!!! Maybe if i clean my room...
Got home, gave myself a headache from an unknown cause (my biology book) and felt extremely crappy. I had a slightly sore throat this morning. it became more painful at lunch. i had a huge ass headache that added to my suffering and now i am full blown with this cold. roar. i would scream but im too tired and it would probably hurt my throat.
I scanned my Orlando Bloom picture that took me forever. maybe i'll put the link up. *sigh*
Maybe Johnny and Orlando will keep me happy until the O.C. comes on. i swear that the show was one of the more powerful reasons i kept my sanity. Now i must try and get up ( i took the comforter from my bed and wrapped it around me because i was freezing. im still freezing and my fan isnt even on. )

I wish i get better by tomorrow so i can do something this weekend. I wanted to see another movie with speedy :)
*grabs cough drop bag*
this is my friend feelbetter the cough drop bag. we have bonded much since i first met him when my mother came home with him in a grocery bag. yay.
*Rina

crawlie! is there something wrong? you didnt seem that happy today. i wish i could give you a hug :(

3 | glimpsed a bat with butterfly wings

:: 2004 6 January :: 6.15am
:: Mood: ishy
:: Music: invisible

hey
hey hey lala herrr
today was eventful [yeah right] bailey and i woke up at 12 n took showers then brooke took us to tj maxx and ross [dress for less]
lol. then my mom called saying that she was already at baileys ready to take us to practice... so we went to mcdonaldz b/c we were really hungry and we were pullin like 65 on side streets. lol. nicholas parkway was backed up b/c they were pavin the rodes so we had to take the back way.
when we finally got bac to b's house we had to go straight to vball practice. cameron, robert debearos, one of his friendz, david, and cathryn came to watch. now baileyz takin another shower and im sittin here talkin to robert [fun]. and now guess what???? im gonna go!!!
hollA
<333 LAlA