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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 13 May :: 9.15pm

Food that is unacceptable:
Mustard
Meatballs
Spaghetti
Lasana
Ham
Pork
Carrots raw or cooked
Celery
Green Beans
Lettuce
Pinapple
Peaches
Hot wings
anything bbqed except chips
chips
mushrooms
beans
oatmeal
lobster
salmon
tomato
peppers
ketchup
bread and butter pickles
cream cheese
grape jelly
wheat bread
kiwi
banana
troy
eggs
pancakes
mayo
swiss cheese
bleu cheese
yougurt
mac and cheese
any melon
milk
radishes
pumpkin pie
cranberry
turkey
scalloped potatos
matzo ball soup
baked chicken
cake
shells
goolash
chilli
fruity pebbles
squash
panela
ice cream
ochata
oysters
sweet and sour
relish
broccoli
chocolate chip cookies
soup



Good Food:
Pizza
Honey Combs
Reeses Puffs
Candy
Oranges (mandrin or clementine)
Strawberries
Rasberries
Lemons
Gold Fish
Bosco Sticks
Ravioli
Breaded Chicken
Mashed Potatos
Feta Cheese
Onions
Peanut Butter
Marshmallows
Ranch
Cheese Its
chinese buffet
imitation crab meat
fried fish
duck
lemon ice
slushies














*updated periodically

8 comments | Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 12 May :: 10.12pm
:: Music: shaggy-it wasn't me

the opposite of mustard is....ketchup?

i'm not sure, but i do know that they both inhabit the world of gross.


and it's very sad that i'm not more popular with all my wit and such. i guess i'm just a hidden treasure.





and i'm too small to give blood my mom says. whatever. i show her freaking little. i'm almost 5'3".












and i've been reading some of my journal from this year and i guess we've been on the verge of break up all year. so i guess i shouldn't anymore worry because it's obviously me just being nerotic.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 12 May :: 9.49pm

It's funny.

The hypothetical thing that I brought up and made you angry is happening and I didn't even actually do anything.

Neat.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 11 May :: 9.46pm

Stupid momsy. You play the guilt card well.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 May :: 8.57pm

Furthermore, my mom is so digusted with my decision to spare my feelings that she couldn't bear to look at my cowardly face anymore.

and i don't want to take a shower. it seems like it's too much effort right now as i'm so distressed with my exploits in the world of idiots.

i'm so much better than this.

2 comments | Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 10 May :: 8.52pm

this is an ambiguous journal entry.

Its raining inside my head


danibean

:: 2004 9 May :: 10.44pm

tears have been rolling all weekend


i did get a hug from a happy person today though and that made me feel a little better.



i don't want to sleep

i just want to get to know you.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 9 May :: 10.31pm

i really messed up.



stupid.

i need my jab and her lbj.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 8 May :: 11.24pm

Act your age:to be or not to be...17
Born on what day of the week:monday 12:22
Chore you hate:mopping
Dad's name:bruce
Essentail make-up item:mascara, as of last week.
Favorite actors/actresses:adam sandler, jack black, ewan mcgregor
Gold or sliver:silver
Hometown:cedar springgggs
Instruments you play:clarinet and tuba
Job title:pizzaist
Kids:CHILDREN!
Living arrangements:momma romma
Mom's name:suzie
Number of socks you own:1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000
Overnight hospital stays:the days after my joyus birth probably, while the citizens were our proclaiming the event
Phobia:naked people or public speaking
Quote you like:"Having kids made me wish I had stayed a virgin" Actually, it's the only funny one I can think of right now
Religious affiliation:trying to talk myself out of it daily
Siblings:a-ron d is the only one for me
Time you woke up today:10 ish and then i saw the lovely face of jab. but then i smelled her and...it was rank
Unusual habits:i like to read magazines starting from the last page and then getting to the begining
Vicious thing you've done:i broke one of my toys because my mom wouldn't let me spend the night at amy's
Worst habit:sulking and being a brat and telling the same story over and over and probably spending too much money
X-rays you've had:they didn't want to take one cause i was having my period
Your favorite season:summer
Zodiac sign:a to the q to the u to the a to the r to the i to the a to the n

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1 comment | Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 8 May :: 10.42pm
:: Music: joss stone-dirty man

that's it. i really have to not do that thing.

Its raining inside my head


Rob

:: 2004 8 May :: 4.27pm
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: Jumper-Third Eye Blind

Today is kind of boring, My siblings and father are no where to be seen. My mom has been in and out of the house all day, So it's basically been just me here, sure is quiet almost depressing. I am not exactly sure what I wanna do.

Peace out

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danibean

:: 2004 5 May :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: annoyed

right about now is the time where i say...screw this shit...and i should just throw in the towel. i really could care less. i'm so opiniated right now. i just want to throw something. who to blame? the program? i'm guessing, yes, that and the students. it's all just a joke. if i were somewhere else, i know it would be different. and yet, i make it worse for myself by spending huge sums of $$ over the summer just to fufill myself. and it works, until about now where it wears off. summer wore off at the end of marching season and now grand valley is wearing off nowish. i could just skip the rest of the year and be really happy. i feel so strongly about it right now, and i know i always feel this way, just not this stongly. what would happen if i quit? could i still pursue my dreams and goals. i know i would piss a lot of people off and let a lot of people down, but shit, who am i doing this for??? me, or other people. i need to be like brent, and start doing this for me and not for everyone else in this world. i care too damn much for everyone else's stupid ass feelings. i want to scream at the top of my lungs right this very moment. i shall refrain. sick sick sick sick sick. but whatever, we'll see what happens. i need to not think. and i need to cut my diet in half so i'm not a freaking cow-a-bunga chick for summer. shit.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 5 May :: 9.30pm

It's just a complicated emotion. Being lonely and tired at the same time.

mon dieu.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 5 May :: 4.27pm

IT'S ONLY A RASH DON'T BE ALARMED



I am feeling useless and also I would like to wear a bag over my face.

Le'ts focus though
-MEAP was not bad, also I got to miss band.
Today I was a good writer.

-And English didn't suck compared to it's usual degree of crap

-Okay, and when you expect Spanish to be dumb because you know it's cinco de mayo and you know you're making posters...but instead someone brings in a lot of candy and you sit there making fun of the french and also completing the most informing cinco de mayo poster EVER, you feel better about your eyebrows for a few seconds.

-And when you've had a good time in espanol and it's bosco stick wednesday you can count on a good time at lunch, which incidently was pleasing to me.

-Entonces, Mr. Gallery was not cool today. In reality he is not cool at all. He's just sarcastic with the odd funny thing here and there, and is NOT Mr. Norkus. But somehow through our misery we found a way to muddle through and make disgusting jokes and make irrelevent comments and meaningless noises and pretend to be cool. It was hard, but we overcame adversity, AND we didn't have to watch that movie...euhg.

-subs in sixth hour are cool because then I don't have to stay in my seat and I learned how to do all of my algebra. Almost. And Miranda and Jon and Devon are way cute.




And after school I spent a few melencholy hours, but now after talking on the phone a little bit and learning that i'm going to see my favorite cousins tomorrow i feel much much better.










Coming soon to a Sarar near you!:

Dual enrollment
cookies of the peanut butter variety
finishing my history assignment
a shower
prom photos
a new cd
popey's chicken! it's the shiznit!






hurray for me.

13 comments | Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 4 May :: 3.40pm

Dear past, present and wannabe,
I don't want any of you at this moment.







Being alone would be nice.

Its raining inside my head

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