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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 1 January :: 8.32pm
:: Music: sponge-have you seen mary?

i'm so hopeless with money. i think when i grow up i'm going to be very poor because i don't know when to stop. i do look considerably hotter though.

being with renee was cool, we had a lot of fun stealing babies and coughing and acting like seventh graders.

tomorrow will be fun too

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 31 December :: 6.04pm

the sky is really pretty right now, it's like the end of dusk and the light is still faint and i can see one star.

i guess i'm as disapointed as i thought. something like this usually happens. so maybe tomorrow.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 31 December :: 3.03pm

i am feeling the tremendous hurt right now.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 30 December :: 9.44pm

what's your poison?

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 30 December :: 8.34pm

it was like being ripped away all over again.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 30 December :: 4.08pm
:: Music: coldplay-in my place

i don't know. i'd give it an okay with a side of brooding boys.

it would have been funner if we were in the right place. they aren't part of our normal lives. an invasion of that doesn't feel right.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 26 December :: 4.55pm
:: Mood: livid
:: Music: lifehouse-simon

the more you will something to happen the more it doesn't.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 25 December :: 1.19pm

the only present that matters is coming tomorrow.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 25 December :: 10.56am

if you're not going to put effort into it, you might as well just not waste your money.

asdasdasdasdasdasdasdasd

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 24 December :: 10.32pm

i also hate the whole gift giving thing. i'm crappy at it, i hate shopping, i have limited funds. it would be more enjoyable if it was a holiday where we put decorations out for no reason and bought trees. but no presents. it would just be cute.

this is the only time of year i wish dad still lived with us, so he could help out.

my mom has one present. i'm such a jerk. and she's leaving us tomorrow. but if she stayed she'd just be grouchy all day.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 24 December :: 10.24pm

so far, worst christmas ever.

i feel so disapointed, so cheated.

it's a time for families to annoy each other and be all stressed about dumb stuff, like forks or exagerated misunderstandings.

christmas makes me deeply unhappy.

everyone ruins christmas for everyone else.

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Tbaby92588

:: 2003 24 December :: 9.02pm
:: Music: Mom breathing through her nose.


Do you believe in Christ?



How about Santa?

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Rob

:: 2003 24 December :: 12.28pm

I just woke up. I have a low blood sugar, I have no idea where my family is, we dont have very quick low blood sugar fixer foods.

The party is tonight. I feel anti-social already

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 23 December :: 10.56pm
:: Music: cardigans-lovefools

oh it's so very good. do you think the attachment stage has set in yet?

no, nevermind i don't think that would make me feel giddy.

Its raining inside my head


sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 23 December :: 7.53pm

i saw that lady again. funniest thing to happen all day


big boy wasn't so bad. even though i am dying and i don't have any sucky candy for my throat.

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