And with our broken smiles we walk away

And with our broken smiles we walk away

:: 2003 23 December :: 2.07pm
:: Music: billy joel-two thousand years

i think i need to find my spice world cd. asap.

i want to go to the gym but have decided against it since i don't feel good and i've done enough driving today.

and i think i'm going to stop going to Synagogue with Dad and start going to church again. I don't really like it. maybe that will end some turmoil.

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the mayans were wrong. or maybe it was the aztecs.

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Tbaby92588

:: 2003 23 December :: 12.08pm
:: Mood: cheerful

It's a wonderful life.
"What do you want? You want the moon? Just say the word and I'll throw a lasso around it and pull it down. Hey, that's a pretty good idea. I'll give you the moon."

"I'll take it. And then what?"

"Well, then you could swallow it and it'd all dissolve, see? And the moonbeams'd shoot out of your fingers and your toes, and the
ends of your hair. Am I talking too much?"

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 21 December :: 11.18am

yum

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 19 December :: 11.11pm
:: Music: switchfoot

oh goody goody gum drops. i am not abandoned.

and today didn't suck. sure, it wasn't party central, but i found that i wasn't annoyed with anyone really.

i was even reluctant to leave because everyone was in such a good mood.

and i have my bop it pen.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 18 December :: 10.41pm

it's all over for the ideal. that's the only reason we stay.

if it doesn't happen, i don't know. i guess i'll throw up.

i hate the phone.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 18 December :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: very sad

being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
ahhh

still. i my weekend will be ruined AGAIN. fff.
it makes me wonder if sabatage is in the mix.

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the nhs party was so much fun.

and what do you get for the girl who needs nothing?

a bop-it pen.

friday should be enjoyable.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 18 December :: 3.24pm
:: Music: blink 182 violence

it feels good to be home.

One agonizing day to go...everyone is freaking out.

i'm okay though.

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danibean

:: 2003 17 December :: 9.02pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: alkfjagjsdg

wow...the holidays aren't so great when you've got too much to do. it doesn't even feel like chirstmas. i haven't sent out any of my cards yet, i haven't even written half of my cards for my school friends, i haven't gotten any presents wrapped, i still have to buy freaking presents! this sucks big time. oh yeah...i have an assessment in stats tomorrow too and i have not the slightest idea on what we're doing. guh......which makes tomorrow a stressful day!!!!!!!!! plus i went to record today, and i forgot to finalize. woops...so now i have to record tomorrow...but wait!! the cd is due friday!! ahh..and no no no, i'm supposed to go to cedar view after school, and buy more gifts and and and help set up, clean up and go to the NHS party, and go to my piano recitle and sound really good!! yeah freaking right!! i hate how i'm so damn overbooked all the time!!! i never have enough time. oh well, on a positive note, playing at bk was good and i'm in love with champion health and fitness club. it's my new best friend because i bring beans with me, well, we go together...and i love it. friday will be the day to relax. woot. :)

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 16 December :: 9.51pm
:: Music: the ataris

i'd rob a quicke mart for you
so today wasn't horrible.

english wasn't as scary as i thought it would be, and we watched a cool movie in spanish.

history frustrated me. the btp and reconstruction. i'm sick of it.

and bmmt wasn't toooooo sucky.

But after school was glorious!

Beans and I had a super cool pre-date at the gym and it was so nice. and then subway....mmmmm

and pep band was a lot of fun. power rangers, improv, candian songs, pretending to be men...philisophical discussions. good stuff.

although someone i wished was there was not, but i knew that would happen. saturday had better come swiftly.

goodnight