And with our broken smiles we walk away

And with our broken smiles we walk away

:: 2003 9 December :: 9.23pm
:: Music: saliva rest in pieces

today is another day where i am useless to the world. i just feel very lazy and can't really bring myself to doing any work.

and i find that as long as i am in a good enough mood and can bable on for 30 minutes things will be okay.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 8 December :: 9.44pm
:: Music: dmb-where are you going

with what he wishes was love

i should feel more saddened but i don't. not yet anyway.

tomorrow is the big day.

and the gym was interesting...very.

and the concert was really fun.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 7 December :: 5.58pm

i'm so super lame. sitting here listening to sad songs because i messed up on the thing i was so sure i wanted.

good grief.

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Rob	:: 2003 6 December :: 11.52pm :: Mood: gloomy :: Music: Champaign Supernova-Oasis I'm even getting tired of my complaints. the ironic thing is that this itself is a complaint. 4 comments \| Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 6 December :: 6.35pm

mistake

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 6 December :: 4.53pm

and i don't want to watch x-2

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 6 December :: 4.51pm

my version of hell is the mall at christmas time. and my brother is there calling me stupid for no reason.

and there has still been no ring. not even to know how things went. not even to know that nothing happened yet.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 6 December :: 8.02am

i don't want to be worried about this
.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 5 December :: 10.47pm

...and then i think, it really wasn't such an awful thing...it's pretty much meaningless.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 5 December :: 10.01pm
:: Music: dmbcitm

there is absolutly nothing better in the world than laughing

but on the other hand, still no phone call. and i'm not giving in this time.
this was a really stupid idea. i should have been all, "screw you, you missed your chance."
but no, i had to be stupid about it. it seemed like everything was going to be okay. but it's all a mess.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 3 December :: 10.06pm
:: Music: vc-1000miles

flugflug.

i feel like it's gone, but i don't really feel sad.

and i don't want to bother with calling

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 2 December :: 6.09pm

much better.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 1 December :: 10.32pm

everything just got weird today.

just felt really angry. and for like 5 maybe 8 seconds at a time. I felt okay. then this horrible chill would overtake me again. it's one of those side effects of being out of school.

at least i did my homework.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 30 November :: 11.51am

feelin' slightly CRANKY

but zee sun it is out and i likes zhat

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 29 November :: 10.13pm

for some reason i feel dissatisfied

and nothing bad happened today.

i'd say it was all good.

but still. i'm not in a dazzling mood.

and for another strange reason, this bc party doesn't sound like a good idea.

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