And with our broken smiles we walk away

And with our broken smiles we walk away

:: 2003 21 November :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: NELLY-HOT IN HERE!

GIRL I THINK MY BUTT GET' BIG
so, i'm still getting that pain and it's getting worse and happening more often.

but tonight i don't think i'll be able to sleep. i'm so excited. two weeks can be a very long time...

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 20 November :: 10.00pm
:: Music: baby it's cold outside

Well, I was suprised i wasn't more angry. It's just kind of gotten old and pointless. It will be over soon and i'll be in spain with my love. speaking of...what's wrong with you guys? i want to do something. like shake you and make you happy. i love you truely madly deeply dorkily...

...on the other hand...i am only 20% body fat and my blood pressure is slightly under normal.

saturday is approaching...i am going to go insane between now and then. i am having withdrawl. ahggggggg

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Rob	:: 2003 20 November :: 10.04pm :: Mood: bleck :: Music: Flavor of the week. Do you ever just get sick of people? This isnt geared toward anyone. Its just something I have been thinking about this week Sometimes people couldnt make you feel less unimportant. Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 19 November :: 8.37pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: shawn mullins

I dont even like smoking!

this week has been so slow. shouldn't it be thursday?

i don't understand chapter 14. why does everyone in it have to be such a jackass? i guess it's alright that andrew jackson isn't still around. he'd make it a whole lot worse. him a john brown would have a killing party.

homework club was grood. again we did nothing and patty v. is a cool chick.

and saturday should come faster. i want to build my fort and get my freak on. by that i mean go to russes for super fun. but someone should come up with a better plan.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 18 November :: 7.28pm
:: Music: chicago

i feel better now that i've put clothes on.

there is something about gloom. it seeps into your bones and makes you feel wasted. esp. when you have pjs on.

but i do feel like my exsistence has become my history book. i always feel like i'm way behind on something. supposing that it is history, we're all behind... but i never feel like i've achomplished anything with it, except that i realize now that american history is much more interesting than i originally believed. it's so complex.

my heart goes out to those who have more than one advanced class.

6 comments | Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 18 November :: 5.29pm

it's one of those times where you just want to cry for the sake of crying

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 18 November :: 5.14pm

i feel ugly and lazy. i just want saturday to come. also chair placements. and my gym assessment.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 17 November :: 10.05pm

nothing to say.