And with our broken smiles we walk away

And with our broken smiles we walk away

:: 2003 23 October :: 8.09pm
:: Mood: apathetic

hey everyone...just a quick favor to ask. can you all please pray for my grandpa and our family? he's in ICU right now and we think he'll be okay but we're not sure. my dad and i were up there yesterday at 3 am because the doctors told us that he might not make it. the hospital he's at is 4 hours away and my family is scattered about the country so it's hard for us to be with him at this time. thanks to anyone who can help by the power of prayer. it is much appreciated by my family.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 22 October :: 7.11pm

it's wrong. and it's dangerous.

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Tbaby92588

:: 2003 20 October :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: Good. A bit saddend. Not disapointed. Left behind.

This is C2, signing off.

Over and out.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 20 October :: 9.29pm

what's wrong with da eyes? they feel moist.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 20 October :: 8.58pm

ouch.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 19 October :: 10.20pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: crazy for this girl

So, i got it out and it was okay. the feeling is mutual. i feel relieved. and happy sappy pappy.

ifeelit

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 18 October :: 8.42pm

robuck is insane in the membrane.

and my head is too small.

and tyrone is a funny dog.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 17 October :: 10.31pm
:: Mood: stradling the line between cranky and insane
:: Music: swing

abjkl;jkl;jkl;jkl;jkl;ddddddasdl;fjk!!!!!ASL:KDF
ASDLK:sal;as;lkfj

unsatisfactory

fsfaslkf;ddddddbarf.

i just want sunday. and i want to be honest. and i want to be very very very bad.

marching band is almost over....it will be so nice.

i smell like baby barf.

but i did some of my history.

and i want someone to stop being a hypocrite attention hound. there is no way you can change the bitterness towards you that you've created in me.

i think mean-sarah is going to band tomorrow. i am da spite queen.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 16 October :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: cheerful

It's okay again. You have to deal with the fact that some phone calls are unsatisfactory and some change your perspective again.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 15 October :: 10.35pm
:: Music: the great locomotive chase

YOU MUST BE GIRLS!
I like band. I am a super nerd. But it's a good time.

this song gives me a nostalgic feeling. it's good and creepy at the same time.

history stinks. i can't study. i think i'll watch teen girl squad again instead.

jjjjjjjjjjj

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 15 October :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: loserlike
:: Music: the lumberjack song

so i'm not studying for my history. i don't have much time anyway. i have to go to band. maybe i'll just look at that outline. i think i pretty much understand everything though. i might be okayish. ap is reallly really really difficult.

guh

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 14 October :: 10.57pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: norah jones-don't know why

my shift button keeps getting stuck down so i cannot utilize it.

i don't like that almost every song i listen to reminds me of the bad

and i don't like being used

and i don't like the strech marks on my legs but i don't have time do something about it.

and i don't like that maybe after all the heartbreak that maybe it's the same as it always is. i'm not very satisfied with how it's turning out. but...i'll try harder. this could lead to my ultimate demise.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 14 October :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: variations on a korean folk song

I met a possum!

my room is almost done and it looks tres muy nice.

i didn't really study for my history like i wanted, but i did finish chapter eight. there's too much information. i don't even know where to start.

buuttttt...i can play 'go tell aunt rodie' on the tuba in a sort of mediocre way. i really enjoy it to the max.

and i think i'll babysit friday instead of going to da football game-o. but i could make a decison if people would answer their phones like they should.

Its raining inside my head

sugarmouse0587

:: 2003 13 October :: 10.13pm
:: Mood: air playgroud love

WHAT YOU DO TODAY!? Idiot!
i have a frog named boom

aaaannnnnddddd tonight was the last monday night

aaannnnnnndddddddddd i'm feeling really happy again.

aaaaaannnnnnndddddd tomrrrrraowa is a half day so i can get things done done done done done.

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Tbaby92588

:: 2003 13 October :: 5.09pm

I could watch him drown in his own liquored saliva.

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