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2003 12 October :: 9.30pm
:: Music: bill withers-lean on me
that would explain the beard!
this weekend has been pretty cool except for the painting mess and the rip in my pants. and of course the weirded out factor. but even that was kind of funny.
tomorrow begins another super busy week.
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2003 10 October :: 10.54pm
| I AM:: | dead tired | | I THINK:: | i should go to bed | | I KNOW:: | that i have to get up in the morning | | I WANT:: | to go to bed | | I HAVE:: | a warm place to sleep | | I WISH:: | i didn't have to worry about getting moving in the morning | | I HATE:: | saturdays that require effort | | I MISS:: | summer | | I FEAR:: | messing up tomorrow | | I HEAR:: | my pillow calling | | I SEARCH:: | for my purple notebook | | I WONDER:: | where robuck was after school today when i needed him | | I REGRET:: | making bad impressions | | I ACHE:: | everywhere from band | | I CARE:: | it's true |
jessa's Untitled brought to you by BZOINK!
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2003 9 October :: 7.37pm
ha ha ha!
i got up to A flatttt!
that's right. me. sarah c.
estelle is my best friend.
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2003 9 October :: 4.14pm
I suppose I could post song lyrics
And then make some references about what someone posts
and then continue being sullen
lkjgfd;lkjkjal;kjgadsl;kj;lkjgads;lkjgads;lkj
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2003 9 October :: 4.01pm
:: Mood: cheerful
yay me! i'm the best kid ever!
anyway. i played the tuba and i like it.
ps-anyone on mackinac island should come home
wooops i acidentlillay deleted this, but saved it before it was gone...bother. ha ha ha.
:: 2003 8 October :: 6.05 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: you're just what i need-from bring it on
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not everything works as it seems, is that so hard to believe?
so...another crappy day. but i prevailed i think. bmmt makes me feel soo ssssloow. i did feel better as soon as school was over. plus mitch's hair made me feel good. sorry to anyone i was snappy with today. esp. beans. i just wish you would leave me be sometimes instead of fussing and proding and making noises. you don't make me feel any better. maybe that's why i don't ever want to tell you the reasoning behind my, as you so nicely put it, 'pissiness.'
i got up to g# really easily on my chromatic. i'm really excited. and tomorra is my tuba buba lesson. that also makes me feel excited.
diga doo
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2003 8 October :: 6.21pm
:: Music: chips ahoy
okay...so my new goal is to stop coming up with the plans. i'm not even going to offer. then we'll see.
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2003 7 October :: 10.22pm
fyi
a tomahawk DOES NOT equal a wearwolf
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2003 7 October :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: disaster
:: Music: td-wonderboy
mucky muck
tommorrow i must
buy spackel
find out if i'm in elo or not
get tuba book
clean my car
go on date with estelle ( i think she really likes me)
go running with alice
sell products for band
tape my room for paint and take things down
read my history book
shower
nap? probably not, out of the question
so i'm really busy all the time now but at least i'm keeping my promise and at least i'm secure enough to know who loves me without question
and i cried last night because i was happy and angry at the same time.
and today was really long and bad. i just needed a day to sort things out. i'm going on a list making rampage
i think homework club will be rewarding though. i'm really really glad i'm doing it.
now i'm angry again. ruining things should be our decision okay? you don't have to do it for us. maybe i'll just stop bothering. i'll be like one of those sad people you see sometimes. who do really dumb things when they're mad just because they like being more miserable. i won't be using so much gas at least....shoot.
oh and i have a gift according to senora c. she was freaking out.
a spanish gift! my profession will be Professional Spanish Person. so maybe i can have a passion too. and feel safer. i will rock the world with my bilingualness. also my great spelling talants. "the best spanish I student i've ever had." hey, i'm kind of a grammer nut. maybe that's why i'm good at it. plus it's the same and easier than french and i was good at that too.
here's me right now if i were made of letters instead of a person: ---->pouty pout pout pout
wait, i can't even decide if i feel good or bad right now. i'm just excited about things and also very disapointed and upset.
ps- i don't like being an invisible person. i won't treat anyone like that ever ever ever ever ever ever again even if i wounds some of my pride.
pps. according to beans and robby i have a different accent. could someone explain this to me please?
what is the secret of my power?
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2003 5 October :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: chipper
who knew you could be so cold yet so happy at the same time? red flannel day was absolutly wonderful. i think my favorite part was sitting on float waving at all the smiling and clapping people and blowing kisses at all the little girls staring at you in awe. it's wonderful and i don't think i could have asked for a better day than yesterday.
last night i had a dream about someone and i called him today. it had been a while since we talked yet he said it seemed as if we had known each other for an eternity and yes, he said the word eternity. i guess i might go up and see him friday when he'll be at CMU. that would be so cool. anyways, hope everyone is healty happy ect. lots of love :)
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2003 5 October :: 5.10pm
:: Music: bowling for soup-dance with you
whoa...big busy week
monday: elo meeting and band
tuesday: homework club meeting, running, practicing estelle, also stinko's birthday
wednesday: running, practicing estelle
thursday: possible shin-dig, if not there will be running and practicing estelle, or maybe a tuba lesson
friday: going into town to buy paint, possible running, possible chromatic scale fun
saturday: grandville and maybe a fun movie party
sunday: church and a room painting party
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2003 4 October :: 11.32pm
super cool to the max
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2003 4 October :: 5.58pm
:: Music: Lose Yourself
It Happens to other people....
You Say How Sad you say Poor Thing
But When it happens to you
Its Something different
It means everything
Degrassi
-Paige
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2003 4 October :: 12.15am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: africa-band camp 2002
i feel real real real real good
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2003 3 October :: 1.38pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: Washing machine.
I bought a toothbrush, some toothpaste, a flannel for my face
Pajamas, a hairbrush, new shoes and a case.
I said to my reflection, Let's get out of this place.
Pass the church and the steeple, the laundry on the hill
Billboards and the buildings
Memories of it still keep calling
And calling
But forget it all I know I will
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
What's been going on
Now that you have gone
There's no other
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
I'm at the carpark, the airport, the baggage carousel
The people keep on grabbing, ain't wishing I was well
I said, "It's no occasion. It's no story I can tell."
At my bedside, empty pocket, a foot without a sock
Your body gets much closer
I fumble for the clock, alarmed by
The seduction
I wish that it would stop
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
What's been going on
Now that you have gone there's no other
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
I bought a novel, some perfume, a fortune all for you
But it's not my conscience that hates to be untrue.
I asked of my reflection,
Tell me what is there to do?
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
What's been going on
Now that you have gone there's no other
Tempted by the fruit of another
Tempted but the truth is discovered
Tempted//Squeeze
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2003 2 October :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: breasts
:: Music: asld;kf!!!!!3@$@##@#@#$!!!!!
my room has reached a new stage of horrendous.
obviously, it's a horrible color green and there is junk EVERYWHERE. i took the stupid stolen palm tree down and the posters on by it, but that looked even worse with all those putty marks. it's a child's room no matter what i do with it. toys and dolls and books that i'm too old for. with the exception of my desk and nightstand i've had all that swedish furniture since i was two. and the desk since i turned nine. plus the carpet has always been super ugly. i don't care if it was free. and my bedset is getting old and dingy. but i can't get rid of anything because i have this obsessive compulsive feeling that all of my Inanimate possessions have feelings and would be sad if i got new ones. i want it to be plain(ish) and less crowded. maybe i'll go on trading spaces. you need a place to hang out where you don't feel like ripping yourself apart.
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