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2005 13 August :: 12.05pm
:: Mood: excited
RASCAL FLATTS CONCERT TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been waiting for over 3 months for this day!! well, we got the tickets 3 months ago...but i've been wanting to see them for like, 2 years now!! woo!
in sad news, tom is still in europe so i can't talk to him for another week. it's true that distance makes the heart grow fonder, and not talking to someone everyday does the same. i want him to come back so bad!! i miss him like crazy....i don't know how i'll get through this next week!!
12 days till i move in to my dorm at CMU!! i met some of my roomies the other day and we bought a ton of stuff for our room and bathroom!! and then we went and saw keegan at logans!!
last wednesday = 1st margarita grill experience!! way fun!!
vacation bible school is now over. i'm glad i'll get to sleep in, but i'm sad because it was really fun and the kids were adorable. especially my buddy hunter. ugh...i cried when i said goodbye to him. he is an unchurched child and by the end of the week he was coming up to me giving me hugs and asking me about jesus. it was so wonderful. a seed was planted and it just made me cry with happiness.
anyways, kaly and i are leaving soon so we can get to jackson early and play at the fair before the concert starts at 8 with blake shelton!! plus we have general admin. tickets so we want to get in line early!!! woo!!! have a fun weekend loves!
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sugarmouse0587
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2005 12 August :: 5.37pm
:: Music: i would be listening to the darkness, but windows media playa is on crack
seriously. . .
...ummm. . .I'm cool.
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sugarmouse0587
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2005 11 August :: 9.46pm
okay, so i'm leaving this junkyard in like a little more than a week.
EXCITED!!!
anyone want to hang out?
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danibean
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2005 8 August :: 11.18pm
yay!! horray for birthday's!! especially when they're yours!!!!!!!!!! haha...like today!!! :)
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sugarmouse0587
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2005 8 August :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: upset
i'm disapearing. no, seriously. i feel so fucked up. like i'm not motivated to do anything. but i hate napping and being so lame. i don't know. i just want to get out of this place and never come back. cedar springs is so depressing. my god. i just want to end it every time i drive through. and. . .he keeps getting so upset. it's not helping. even when i'm being good i feel guilty. i don't have to have reasons. i have feelings. and there's my brother who is probably the biggest asshole ever. everyone says stand up to him. . .where does that get me? crying. it's easier just to let him have his way. then my nerves are solid. and my mom makes me nervous even when she's not yelling at me. maybe that's why i'm so annoyed with her all the time. she could go off any time. and there are friends i'm neglecting. and i'm a big phony liar and i'm not very nice or anything. and i feel fat. i know i'm not, but i feel like i could be soon, but no one will exercise with me and then i can't keep it up. actually the only person who will exercise with me is a lot stronger and has more endurance and he makes me feel bad because i'm weak in the athletics department. and i don't have any money and when i do i spend it on things i don't need. i'm tired of my cell phone. not the phone itself, but having one is making me ache. i think i hate cell phones. and this whole thing is lame because it's all excuses. i'm freaking out.
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danibean
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2005 3 August :: 9.37pm
:: Mood: chipper
date= yay!! fun!!!!! cold stone....picnics....ducks....bowling....sucking at pool!!!!!! woot!!! i can't wait till tommy gets back from euorpe so we can go on date #2!!!! yay!!!!!!
horray!!! i seriously have nothing else to update about....haha....oh well, i had the best day ever yesterday with a super great guy who likes me! when does that ever happen??...umm..never...haha...except for yesterday...and all the other times we'll be getting together in the future. now that better make everyone happy... leave some love :)
oh yeah...my birthday is in 5 days! yay!
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sugarmouse0587
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2005 4 August :: 9.41pm
i think i might be prickly. like when your feet fall asleep and you get those pins and needles.
i'm also obsessive and fleeting.
i've got to talk to kerry real real bady bad
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sugarmouse0587
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2005 31 July :: 10.35am
i have three bras.
two of them are ruined.
now i'm gonna cry.
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danibean
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2005 29 July :: 2.09pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: beauty and the beast- something more
I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!
farm out early!! yes!!!!!!!! horray for pizza with andrea groner!!!!!!!!! hahah....fun!
9 days till my birthday!!!
11 days till wall to wall freakin wednesday at the margarita grill!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
15 days till the RASCAL FLATTS CONCERT WITH KALY!!!!!!!!! YYYYYYYYAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
5 FLIPPIN DAYS TILL MY SUPER EXCITING DATE WITH TOM IN LANSING!!!!!!! EVERYONE SHOULD SHIT THEIR PANTS OUT OF HAPPINESS BECAUSE OF THIS!!!!!!! BECAUSE I AM!!!!! HAW HAW....NOT REALLY....but i'm really excited and you should be too!
no more farm...maybe :(
work tonight and tanner...ummm....shopping tomorrow!! yay!! new outfits!!
bye loves....
ps....jenna, come home NOW!!!!! i need to freak out with excitement with you!!
hahaha
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Tbaby92588
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2005 27 July :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: tired
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sugarmouse0587
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2005 28 July :: 5.44pm
i've been waiting five years for ryan gorter to be sent to jail and it's finally happening.
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Tbaby92588
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2005 25 July :: 10.50pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Washing machine noises
There isn't a thing in the world I'd like to have more than to share everything with him.
I'll never take him for granted.
And I miss him before he's gone.
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danibean
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2005 24 July :: 11.51pm
tom and me are starting a band! wooot!!
grandpa and grandma are here....again...
no days off for 2 weeks....i have no life :(
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sugarmouse0587
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2005 22 July :: 5.54pm
oh harry potter. . .i love thee.
anyone want to start a support group? i'm willing to talk about it.
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danibean
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2005 17 July :: 11.51pm
:: Mood: sad
sad
sad
sad
i hate this feeling...i wish it didn't exist
i miss my friends
i miss chad, dan, tyler m, ryan j, and all the pizza boys, and kyle and erica and keegan and becky and andrea all my cast family. i miss being on the stage. and h...and drama class and being a clown and loving every moment lived.
aodljlgjaldjg..........i hate that i'll never get to feel the feelings i had again....ever....a new chapter, but never going back one to read it again and feel it again. ugh........
don't boys know how to freakin call or type!? i guess not....geez
shopping tomorrow with mama....i miss her so much, and i see her every day. how am i going to move away from her????? tomorrow will be grand...and beans and jessie at night and reminising and giggles and fun....
farm....yay.......maybe i'll see everyone at the farm and be able to linger a little longer
CAMP:
mmhmm i want to linger mmhmm a little longer a little longer here with you
mhmm it's such a perfect night, mhmm it doesn't seem quite right that it's my last night here with you
aww shit...i can't remember the rest...where is katherine johns when you need her??? beans..help me out here....
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