Just turn that shit off if it bothers you so, its the only logical thing to do.
I mean come on be practical it makes the days shorter, the time go quicker, the sky seem darker, but hey that’s a living.
Stop forgiving, stop thinking, stop drinking, you'll only make yourself sick.
You're sick stop smiling when you don’t want to.
Start crying when you don’t have to.
Stop lying, cause I can't believe anything and I want to know all about you.
Stop craving attention, stop playing into convention.
Stop throwing me away like a piece of trash, or mess me up more cause we may clash
It wants to, it needs to, I need to be hurt so I can be just cold and dark.
I really don’t want to see please cover my eyes it happens all the time but not to me.
Am I hurting you or are you hurting me?
I still can't see- but I think this is me, all along. in this alone every other time is just a clone. Same old song, keeps playing on, keep singing along, I’m not that strong or am i? Begging to be weak.

So ill just keep this static cause I like it- more so because I can’t fight it. i had the choice of better but i like the uncertain, unknown. i like feeling and then being left alone. I still smell cologne, running out of time , I still don’t care. yea sorry about the way I move, and try not to stare cause I’m not all there. but i tell the truth sometimes its hard to find but its all there. Unclear, uncertain, unjust.

this is me splattering paint all over your portrait. sorry i didn’t think it looked quite right, at least in that light but i must say, you can cover my eyes everyday. if you like cause i don’t stand a chance and i wont try to fight. oh i think i might. stop you crazy fuck, have you had enough? stop creating things for yourself that just aren’t there you stare off into space like some mindless nutcase and you just think and think and think the time slow, i can time travel in my thoughts you know. I’m impatient, uncertain, bored, and i hate confrontation. i like and explanation, I like things that urk me so- sorry it had to be you cause this isn’t you its me. its me way of not letting myself see cause in the deep dark unreality there is nothing that’s real but nothing is not real and i really do want to feel, and so i try to steal images and put them next to me. create my own non reality, it may not be much but its a living.

don't you forget that this will only be as long as a song that ill keep letting repeat, on and on. and ill sing the words cause I want to feel them to. I’m seeking out something brand new till i find out it isn’t there. Ill only want it more, drown and end up on shore. get bored of this song and move on. so long, sorry i mistreated you i didnt mean to. you were better off not knowing me for all i know, from a distance one can do no harm. as i cover up my eyes and press disarm.

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