go away

go away

:: 2005 25 March :: 11.40am

I guess you could say for you ignorance is bliss. Whether you're happy or not though, it doesn't change the fact that you're an idiot.

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onceagainistandalone

:: 2005 25 March :: 7.07am

been thinkin alot today...
no not really
i just woke up.

no work today so thats bomb

these cool mornings are the best

when you are like shit its going to rain
then it doesn't and the sun comes out at like 2-3 o clock in the
afternoon

whatever..i still miss my snow dammit

i really like ben folds 5

yeah..

thats all i guess..sorry its all boring now.
(not that it wasn't boring before)
love,
matthew james hinton.

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holiday

:: 2005 23 March :: 1.23pm

haha I got Charlie an Easter basket. hehehe :-)

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holiday

:: 2005 23 March :: 1.20pm
:: Music: Thrice- Don't Tell and We Won't Ask

We don't need no evidence.
We won't ask you how you sleep at night...

I actually managed to get on the computer during the week. Things are busy. But I'm getting kind of used to it. Eh. I just want to sleep.
We have either 29 or 30 school days left, I forgot where I started the count. But things seem to be ending. School that is. It just went by so fast. But I've worked hard. It feels good to almost be done. Speaking of school. I have Calc to finish. :-( Sad Sad Sad.

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stinko

:: 2005 23 March :: 11.15am

who decided it was going to be nice outside?
i mean really?
this is the best thing to happen since the shady tire shop on division.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 23 March :: 12.23am

What the hell...?

So my alarm went of at 12 for some reason, and being the groggy individual I am, I thought it was 6, my normal time of awakening. I got up and took a shower, then looked down the hallway and saw that no one was up yet. I figured Mark had left early or something. Then I go in my room and check the clock...

12:13.

WHY did my alarm go off at midnight!? That's six fucking hours early. Gah...I'm going back to bed. Goodnight.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 22 March :: 4.00pm
:: Music: Rage Against the Machine

Fuck it

So my birthday is like...4 days away. I'm not very excited. 16 just sounds like a girly age. I think I'll just stay 15 until I can be 17.

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stinko

:: 2005 22 March :: 11.15am

don't ever go to wisconson

for real.
there is nothing there for you.
not even cheese!

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reddevil666

:: 2005 22 March :: 6.37am

We have all done it.
We all still do it.
We have heard it, we have spoke it.
Yet...no one seems to think that perhaps-if we really just looked at the main problem here-it really isnt all that big of deal. Its not worth telling a hundred people-or bring a hundred people into it. And it sucks that that is invetitable because by human nature, even the smallest of arguments or fights...in a way creates a war-and we all have to convert others to our side and our points of view. But in the end if any of us plan to grow from an experience, we wont.

And we can try as hard as we want to just be completely honest with people-but that isnt going to happen...because if every one walked around saying what they thought all the time...no one would ever feel good. And no one would probably be friends. Because things are always interpreted the wrong way or ...whatever

My only reason for this journal is to say that :people have thoughts-thats why we have brains- and shit happens....
its really not worth getting our panties in a bunch

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anachronism

:: 2005 20 March :: 6.23pm

Pathetic. You are truly pathetic.
I'm not gonna say I am surprised, because I'm not.
And I'm not going to say I am mad, because I'm not.
You think you have me with chat logs? Hah. You can edit those so easily. You act like they mean something. I can tell you right now that I remember every one of those conversations. The main idea of them that is. And I know what I said, and what you said. And what you posted are totally different from those. And you can send them the originals? Go right ahead, you can edit those too.
By posting this you just show how terribly desperate you are to get my friends on your side. Guess what? If they are mad, it will wear off. They can either believe what I say or what you say. Either way it won't make them like you. Every day is a new drama for you. You're jealous of everyone and you'll stop at nothing to get people to believe you. But, if people do believe you. Fine. I can live with it. It's just you causing more uneeded drama. Nothing new.

I am actually really glad this all happend, because now I don't have to hate you out of nowhere. I have an excuse. Thank you.

Gossip won't win you friends or make you less hurt. Remember that.
Oh, and he'll never love you.

[Edit: Any comment you make will be deleted. I'm trying to ignore your existance]

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 19 March :: 11.06am
:: Music: Chevelle - Breach Birth

Flaming Inferno

The play was better than expected.
I can't beat level 13.
I want to play hack, or go run.
I want summer.

[Edit]
I was just out playing hack with Ben and a duck came strolling down the road.

Read more..

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70billion

:: 2005 18 March :: 12.02am
:: Music: Norma Jean- coffinspire

Cartoons they can write
Jessica Benzer is the single best thing to happen to my life!

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stinko

:: 2005 17 March :: 7.55am

back to back we stand back to back
gaaaah!!!!!!!!!

perhaps this is where i have been dreaming of.

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onceagainistandalone

:: 2005 16 March :: 7.25pm

i this update by writing about everything thats bad or worng. then i deleted it all.

but now i don't know what to say really.

its alot easier to write about the shitty stuff.

i just want to come home. but im used to that by now.

to whom it may concern:
i miss you.

love,
matthew james hinton

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stinko

:: 2005 16 March :: 11.57pm
:: Music: clicking noises im making with my tongue

one whole week of not being crazy!
hurray for me!
and i still have a smile on my face. perhaps i should have tried this much sooner.

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stinko

:: 2005 15 March :: 12.18pm

we are so cool
throwin down rapper style
what what

one day our cookie parties will be bomb!

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onceagainistandalone

:: 2005 14 March :: 7.17pm

to my dearest troy
You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
The last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion
And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me

love,
matthew james hinton

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 14 March :: 6.28pm
:: Music: The Mars Volta - Frances the Mute

It couldn't take that long
This band fucking rocks.
I can't find any lyric sites that have the lyrics though,
and I can't tell if it's in mexican or american half the time.

[Edit]
We bought a house, and we can move in on April 28th. Deer Run Estates. I'm going to live on Antler Drive. Yeah, I know, it's dumb, but so is Sarah Street. I'm getting excited. For the first time in my life I'll have my own space, my own room. It's just a little over a month away.

The only thing that I don't like is that it's sort of far away from everything. No more walking home. I'll have to ride the bus, which really sucks. But having a house will make up for that.

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happygolucky4646

:: 2005 14 March :: 1.06pm
:: Music: Norma Jean ~ Face:Face

Leech with two daughters.
Give give they cry.
Her name is, she is a liar.
I refuse to be hers.
A kiss from her is one of the grave.
Bullets by her mouthfull an enemy at the six.
She simply will not die.

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holiday

:: 2005 13 March :: 8.59pm
:: Music: Nekromantix- What's on your neighbor's bbq?

Well. Sometimes I just don't know what to do. But that is life, right?
I just can't wait to get out of this place/work routine. I am beginning to like it, but usually 2 months into a job, I start wanting to leave and getting lazy. Eh. We'll see. I'm doing well right now. I can't wait till I can move out.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 13 March :: 2.46pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: The Killers - Mr. Brightside

Lets Rock

Come on summer...I can't wait much longer. I need the warmth. Yesterday, in the car, I had this sudden urge to ride my bike on the White Pine Trail. I feel so lazy just sitting here all the time.

I've been talking to Chris online, and he said he'd come down here as soon as he got his car fixed. I miss playing hack, which is another reason I'm impatiently waiting for the arrival of the warmest of seasons.

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onceagainistandalone

:: 2005 12 March :: 4.20pm

i said what i said that id tell ya
sometimes..
i just end up in these situations.

call it impulse..passion..whatever.
but it takes awhile before i realize i don't know what i've done.

or what i may have overlooked in process.

im sorry.

on an unrealted side note, my dryer sucks. laundry day takes all day. all day where i sit around in pajama pants unshowered because i have no clean clothes. it sucks.

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onceagainistandalone

:: 2005 12 March :: 11.14am

sleeping makes my back hurt

i need a new bed
and a personal massesuse

love,
matthew james hinton

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Kate

:: 2005 12 March :: 2.11pm
:: Music: Nine Inch Nails - Closer

Weiner?
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
"play practice" pshh.. more like sex with brad practice
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
..hahaha
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
..that was a good one
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
that was a good one wasn't it
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
hahaha
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
it's like Brad's weiner jokes
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
I know!
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
that's what I was going for
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
I think they're rubbing off on you
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
mmhmm
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
get it.. weiners.. rubbing off on you.. bahaha
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
haha, I was JUST gonna say that
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
haha
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
we suck
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
yeah we do
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
that could be immature too, but I'll refrain
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
weiners
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
hahaha
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
I covered it for ya
So much the same, you make me helpless alone says:
hahaha, you did it for me, nevermind
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
lol
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
dear God
I can't let you, let me down again. says:
we are a lost cause

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holiday

:: 2005 12 March :: 1.53pm
:: Music: The Mars Volta

I was kind of let down with The Jacket. The ending was kind of crazy and just thrown out there. And some things were just stupid.

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anachronism

:: 2005 12 March :: 10.18am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Against Me! - Cavalier Eternal

"Hey, come in and camp for like a minute!"
Last night was a lot of fun. No fights, no one being an asshole to anyone. Just good conversation, laughing, music, and yahtzee in a coffee shop, hah.

Thanks guys.

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anachronism

:: 2005 11 March :: 3.58pm

Against Me! - Unsubstantiated Rumors...
Well, do you to want to talk about it?
Do you think you'd understand?
How things can get so fucked up with such good, such good, intentions.

If roofs turn to sky,
held by the gravity of nothing,
an ironic and literal making of a bed.

You can walk away,
but there is a reason to stay.
They make bad jokes, it's okay not to laugh.
For every push foward, you get the same fucking push back.

You have nowhere to go, so you found someplace.
You have nothing to say, you start lying.
What the fuck were you thinking?
I'm not sorry.
I'd do it all again.

Now with all the lines so burred between hate, love, and revenge are just dead feelings.

stinko

:: 2005 11 March :: 11.05am

oh how i love naps.

it is like an escape from time. or really a jump to a new time.

when you wake up you have jumped into a time in space as if no time had passed.

sleeping is so wierd like that. it's like no time passes, but really hours have.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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70billion

:: 2005 10 March :: 8.45pm
:: Music: Copeland-Brightest

Starting from strach and having almost everything in your life change, has been one the best things to happen.
Show update- For everyone who needs something to do on wednesday night do I have a show for you, We are playing with From a second story window, In the Moat, Flesh and Blood Robot. Its going to be hella cool FASSW puts on an amazing show, doors are at 530 we will going on first tickets are $8 or $10. here is our temp website http://theirwatchinggod.tripod.com/ it has a short vid and show dates on it. Our last show in pa was amazing best show to date their was 350-400 kids there and the were rocking out. And as for me lifes been great lately, Ive been working, hanging with girlfried, kinda going to school, making music and parting it up make ever bit of life fun and worth while. Well Im out,

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stinko

:: 2005 10 March :: 10.59am
:: Music: nora jones

we're gonna be alright
people do look better with smiles on their faces.
it's good to know that someone else notices when you're smiling.

:)

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