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:: 2005 2 August :: 10.10pm

The spanish harry potter is stupid.

i never called anyone emo or "emo kid". He wouldn't even bother to listen to what i had to say.

I dont think anyone is emo. people dress emo, listen to emo. so stfu eric.

you ignorant fuck.

oh, and if i alienated you... thats your fault, not mine.

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:: 2005 1 August :: 8.54pm

its things like this that make me want to kill the internet.

"im gonna say sumpthin different im gonna sayyy ur kewl looking? hah havent heard that one be4 have yah? or hb u look like u just got out of a bathtub full or rainbows?"

:: 2005 1 August :: 2.54pm
:: Music: kill

Never go to the sewage treatment plant. It smells bad and that makes me sad.

But there is a huge exposed flame. That is pretty fucking cool.

The end.

:: 2005 1 August :: 10.22am

Thunderbirds Are Now

:: 2005 29 July :: 10.47pm

Kitty!

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:: 2005 29 July :: 11.10am

foxtrot uniform charlie kilo

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:: 2005 28 July :: 8.23pm

Umm...Delete?

cliiiick

:: 2005 28 July :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: anxious

October 11, 2005

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twitchy

:: 2005 23 July :: 2.10pm

birthday today
it's been a slow past couple of weeks
I'm still trying to work out one major issue in my life
check back in a year and we'll see how i'm doin' on that
loving the Nightmare Before Christmas soundtrack Emma gave me

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:: 2005 21 July :: 4.00pm

Paramore

:: 2005 21 July :: 2.37pm

Cursive - The Lament of Pretty Baby

:: 2005 20 July :: 5.52pm

Words of wisdom.
You havent lived life at all until you've played FROLF with complete strangers.

Twitchy

:: 2005 17 July :: 10.17pm

Well, just figured I'd update, as I do now and again
I saw pat and paul, which was great, and must at least see Paul and Tim before I leave
Summer's been okay, the UK was wonderful, eric wasn't that pleased with it
I'm sorry I don't update much, I just don't have too much to say on here
Life is life, I'm okay with it, sometimes I still feel like shit, alot actually
and my hands are getting worse
well not much else new, I'll vanish again, shall I?

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aerii

:: 2005 17 July :: 9.22pm

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
And I don't want to need at all.

:: 2005 27 June :: 1.37am
:: Mood: Lost

What would you do if you found out someone so close to you went through so much and you knew nothing? What if your privacy was invaded and people knew things you hoped they would never know? What if the people you turn to don't know the answers? What would you do if you realized what road your heading down? What would you do if the people you loved were already on that road? What would you do if life seemed pointless all over again?
What am I doing?

:: 2005 21 June :: 3.32pm

ALEX-
PLEASE BRING THE HARD COPY OF THE MOVIE TO TORI'S!

TORI-
QUIT FREAKING OUT, YOUR PARTY WILL BE AWESOME!

MANDY-
CAN YOU GIVE ME A RIDE TO TORI'S?

NORA-
QUIT DICKING AROUND AND FINISH PACKING SO YOU CAN GO TONIGHT YOU ROMANIAN WHOREFACE!

:: 2005 20 June :: 2.41pm

Alex-
I can't find your number. Please call me about the movie!

:: 2005 17 June :: 12.31pm

-------Rush to pack-----

Time for Camp.
Ready to go?
forget about your own life
start your camp life
arts and crafts
random
words
arent
poems.

It makes me a wee bit sad that i like Jay-Z. Oh well, fuck you.. Jay-Z is PIMPIN!

-alex, did you finish the movie? Faja's day is upcoming-

Goodbye computer.. goodbye friends... goodbye indoor plumbing...

:: 2005 16 June :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: guilty

Zuzu!
ALEX!

NOON WAS EXECUTED BY ANYA'S PSYCHO MOTHER! I'm so sorry! and by 'so' i mean, soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

I called Logante, but didnt have your number.

I apologize from the bottom of my so-o-oul.

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:: 2005 11 June :: 2.17pm

People.. suck it up!

Feeling left out because you didnt get invited to a party? Find another one!

Feeling sad because of things in the past? Too fucking bad! Slit your god damn wrists!

Feeling mad because i wrote this? Go fuck yourself!

Dude, its the end of the year.. get watsed and forget about it

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shalee

:: 2005 4 June :: 8.30am

"Things don't come full circle, they spiral."

:: 2005 1 June :: 10.28pm

What's so wrong about wearing Abercrombie?

(or to Vitaly, AMBERcrombie, lmao)

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:: 2005 30 May :: 12.25pm

Seriously no one fucking gets what the hell happened with me and fuckhole.

I thought tori would.. but she still talks to him on aim. So does mandy.

He fucking told me i meant nothing whatsoever to him right after i told him i loved him. And people think that just wouldnt hurt?

And now he's coming.

Don't fucking ask about it or give me pity.
When i ask why you still talk to him don't say "Well he didnt do it to ME", like you did before.
And if you talk to him, you better fucking not tell me that you did. or what he said.or what he looks like.

For your own damn good.

:: 2005 21 May :: 1.37pm

I don't update this thing anymore, mostly because I'm really paranoid, but whatever.

This week was horrible...all around. Not so much for me, but it's been a depressing hell hole of a week for a lot of other people. I'm sorry, and maybe May Week will be fun?

:: 2005 15 May :: 3.03pm

Happy birthday Jeymmy!

I haven't updated on here for a while. Uhmm.. yeah.. maybe cuz i have nothing to say.

I've been thinking about fuckhole lately, which pisses me off.. But to be honest, I miss having someone "care about me" (even though he didnt). I know my firends care, and my family and such.. but i'm one of those shallow people that needs a boyfriend.. and when it seemed like no one here would have me... i could rely on him.. Only now i can't...

Ughhhhh.

Emo emo emo emo emo emo emo.

-Emo Boys-
Damn you.
Beautiful, Godly, untouchable.
Lip peirced, hair dyed.
Emo.
You look at me from across the floor and smile.
You know i want you.
toy with me.
Be coy with me.
Smirk, walk away.
Leave me behind, wondering.
Damn you.
Beautiful, godly, untouchable.
Emo.

-end-

That was in honor of the SUPER MEGA HOT emo boy at Fat Tuesday's last night.... fucker.

But yeah.. i'm pretty much done.. Hahaha.

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Twitchy

:: 2005 1 May :: 9.53pm
:: Music: Float On/Modest Mouse

I needed a break

still kinda need something, don't know what I guess

well I'm getting there I think

it's been a while
met some people, got hurt, hurt, found a few things out, things I'm working out for myself
sorry to sound so melodramatic, I'm just figuring out some things I guess
pictures, I like pictures
and I'm talking nonsense
well, I don't know what to say
I've been down, alot

I'm sorry for anything and everything and I love all my friends

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:: 2005 27 April :: 8.02pm
:: Music: Hampton the Hamster- The Official Hamster Dance

Its crazy how happy the hamster dance makes me.. Like... i was in a bad mood a min ago. and now i'm happy!

..or is that bi-polar?

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:: 2005 25 April :: 5.01pm

Wow, I was retarded.