relaxation is my new favorite thing.
it turns out i left my camera in chiara's car and she still hasn't returned it. so obviously, i haven't developed them yet :(.

what did i do yesterday? hmm..oh yeah. i cleaned. still working off the bill- but i might ask for the money so i can have it for the cruise. and then start working again to pay her back. i also need a real job. im looking at panera bread so far... who knows...
----> speaking of the cruise. my family finally told my great grandma that while we're gone, she's going to go to a home. [she can't take care of herself] heh, what happened you ask? she's extremely pissed. which i knew would happen. so yeah, she refuses to go and pretty much wont talk to anyone. i have no clue what's gonna happen. hopefully they can think of something.

today, i just cleaned some more. my grandma came over and dropped off our boarding passes. she hung around for a bit, but then she had to leave. my mom made curry chicken. [from the new cookbook] it was good..needs to be more spicy though. but i liked it. she was happy that it came out right. and my dad is all happy because this is the kinda food he grew up eating. pretty much everyone is happy with it. lol.

now im gonna go. ttyl. x0x0. <3

been hittin' up the town
last night i went to the movies with amy, to see Dodgeball. it was alright, nothing special. and definitely not what it was worked up to be. then her parents came to pick us up..and took us to Dominic's for pizza. it was a lotta fun hanging out with her and then her padres. got home..mom took me to walmart to develop even more film. i learned how to use those cool computer thingys that can develop your pictures from a disc. hehe--sammi had fun. went to block buster, rented Mystic River. a.w.e.s.o.m.e. movie by the way. we also went to Dunkin' Doughnuts to get some, well, doughnuts and iced coffees. yeah, tried them- they're gross. never again.

today, i got emails from my buddies sameen and amara. felt loved. wrote both of them back. afterwards, i went bowling with some friends. fun stuff--throwing the ball and still doing better than almost everyone. haha- in your face kelly! then i was gonna go home, but chiara decided otherwise. so we went to walmart [its becoming a second home lol] to pick up my pictures and got some candy. scared a few people with our weirdness. next on the list was Coldstones. let's just say i died and went to heaven in there. holy crap that was some good ice cream. lol. gonna have to go there more often. last stop was a friends house. stayed for over an hour- just talking and such. got home 11:45ish. its been awhile since i've stayed out like that. i miss that. after i got home, i framed more pictures. made me happy. :) and guess where im going tomorrow..? thats right- walmart to develop pictures from the end of school. i cant wait to see them!! well im off for the night. tata for now. x0x0.

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and in the end it doesnt really matter...
called carlos last night. while painting my toes. it was nice talking to him again.

kaila called this morning to say good bye. shes gonna be gone for a week or so. :(.

ended up staying in today. plans went down the drain. speaking of drains- i took a bubble bath! i dont remember the last time i took a bath. it was so relaxing. that was the highlight of my day. hehe.

we're gonna start making some trini food! lol. one of my aunts from trinidad sent my mom a cook book and 'family recipes' so we can learn how to make it. im looking forward to it. second highlight of the day.

i get to go out tomorrow-- to hang with Amy. but for now- im out.

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why is it that- when im free...
....youre not?


today i went to the dentist to get x-rays of my teeth. no cavaties! [is that how you spell it?]

dentist: have you thought of going to an orthodontist?
sam: yeah...
dentist: makes a disgusted face and says: yeah, you should really think about it.

..thanks. that makes me feel wonderful!..heh.

then i went to panera bread with my aunt, mom, brother, and sister. twas yummy and fun. talked about the cruise. im getting excited--more than i was.

after that, we went to walmart to make more copies of pictures from vacation. and this is the place where i have an admirer. not that im interested, but its nice to have one. lol.

went to exercise. it was fun and hard at the same time. im finally starting to see the results. :D

picked up the pictures. bought a frame. went home..put the pictures in frames..hung up my new one. then i went to my aunts for dinner. we also watched our vacation video. it was funny to see myself act retarded.

i got home about 30 minutes ago. talking to my amycita. wrote amara an email. now im gonna go make some calls.

much love.

i admit it..im addicted to "I Love the 90's"
..it just brings back old memories. lol

didnt do anything today. slept. ate. ate some more. now im here. talking to vanessa and ashley. funny people. i dont really have anythign to say. so imma bounce. can u imagine me saying that in person?? lol.

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WELCOME BACK- TO ME!
i just got back home from st. augustine yesterday..it was a lotta funn..and theres no way im typing it all out..i juss tried..n its way too long..so if u wanna know..ur just gonna have to talk to me. lol.

WHATS UP PEOPLES???!!!
i havent written in a while..

well my room is officially painted! i never knew there was so much prep work. i learned how to sand, do cut work, patch holes, move furniture and hang stuff all by MYSELF. gotta give myself some props. j/k. but other than my room i havent done much. talked to carlos, ashley, and amara. i went to my grandma's and saw garfield. it was okay- cute family type movie i guess. then we played board games, went to the pool (layed out almost the whole day), then off to her gym and worked some pounds off. NOT- i wish. then yesterday, we painted my sister's room and all the crap that goes along with it. today i went to my aunt's house- where i worked my butt off for 6 hours! but hey- gotta give her back her money. i think im down to $20 now! going back tomorrow [i think]. i should be seeing my cousins soon though, they're on leave from germany. havent seen them in like a year. so it should be nice. i leave on friday!! whoo. im excited-- and i got my bathing suit. so im set. lol.

new food experience: jamaican beef patties. SOO good! just thought i should share.

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oops..i changed my mind
so we start painting my room yesterday, and i hate the color. mommy wasnt too happy about that. it was too dark. but we did sand my room. we were completely covered in dust. im becoming "handy". lol. today i made her go back to Lowe's and get a different color..now it's Violet Hush. i should like it. it's really light. well she should be home soon..ttyl. x0x0.

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why do people think im so girly??
hmm..where to start? how about stepford wives. stupid, stupid movie. but better than saved. after the movie me, my mom and aunt went to bed bath and beyond. didnt find anything tho. :( i was stalked by these three guys..and being that i was with family-- they got pissed..sorta yelled at them. thank god they werent cute. lol. then when i got home, i tore apart my room. everyone made fun of me because they didnt think i could use a screwdriver. but i proved them wrong and took everything out of my room by myself. in your faces! now it echoes when you talk..yes, i did have fun doing that. little things make me happy. and now im off to call my ashley. x0x0.

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la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la
i saw behind enemy lines last night. greattt movie. but you'll only like it if you like war movies, which i do. im sure everyone has already seen it though. im always the last one to see movies, actually i usually dont even see them at all. anyways, i feel a lot better! i have no clue what it was, but its gone..all good, all good. around 3 im going to see stepford wives. i dont really wanna see it, but im not paying- so what the hell? lol. knowing me, i'll probably like it a lot. then i'll either hang in tonight or go to my kaila's house (if the offer is still open). tomorrow i paint my room purple-- or the technical name: Persian Lilac. so many shades of purple i never knew about! it was hard picking. well im gonna go before i bore you with my redecorating stories. lol.
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long time no write...
summers been going good. slow..but good. went out last night with carlos, kaila, and amara to see saved. bad movie. didnt like it. but i was happy to see them again! def. too long of a break. trying to go out tonight- doesnt look like its gonna happen. amara and kaila cant go..so just carlos? who knows. well im out. x0x0.

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taking a break
im currently re-doing my room! i took down a lot of stuff from the walls..and now its naked. and i've been looking for stuff online all day. i just cant wait til its complete. if any one sees cute comforters-- tell me! but right now im looking for stuff for the walls. and i'll probably be painting either tomorrow or some time this week. im gonna get back to work. x0x0.

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thy tan is coming in nicely
i got out of grounding today! and went to the beach with rachel and chiara. its very hard trying to fit a 7 foot surf board into a tiny car lol. but rachel managed to get it in. then we were off to einsteins for breakfast. chiara getting lost haha. got to the beach around 10:30..swam, attempted the surfing, laid out, swam some more. it was lots of fun. on our way home, we got lost, or as we call it, the "detour" lol. had some lunch at wendys..then dropped rachel off. picked up chiara's brothers to take danny to work. then it was time for me to go home. all in all-- it was a great day! now that im all freshened up..im trying to find people to go out tonight. dunno how its looking so far. but i miss you guys so much!! x0x0.

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