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2004 22 June :: 2.59am
yeah... i get hurt a lot... but u live and learn i guess.
most life's lessons are learned in pain. but hey ladies is pimps 2. xoxo
bri is a pimp TIMES two. lol. ok... no i'm not laughing, i'm really crying... i can't even pretend i'm ok.
8 months... yeah... bye bye.
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2004 22 June :: 12.55am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: DOWN // BLiNK 182
woke up at 1:15pm. after going to bed around 2:45am. rolled outta bed, jumped in the shower, watched PASSiONS. called jackie, mommy came home. went to the doctor for a physical. found out i am NOT 5 ft. i am 1/4" short of 5'. fudge. 4' 11 3/4''. o & i'm 111 lbs. not completely proud, but definitely not unhappy cause i did lose weight =)
um... got home. watched NORTH SHORE. ate some dinner. trent called. icky. *barf* talked to christian online for like 2 minutes, i'd like to see him... the last time... he stole tons of clothes & his trunk was filled lmao. i miss him.
then i got a call from britt to. damn him. wanted to go to the movies. disgusting. thank gosh for the bad connections in my room. it hung up on him & i just didn't call him back. hehe.
brittany came over. then we walked & got shane. then jb came home. then mike got home from disney. so we talked. then shane left & we talked & played monopoly. i don't think its possible for us to play without alliances or cheating lol. its funny. me & brittany did REALLY good. super slick pimps. midnight came around & they all left cause we got extremely bored.
got online... took a shower & now i'm back online with jonah & typing in here. he's confused. i don't want him to break up with me, but i know he has that instinct to do so. just because i don't see him as often as i'd like... doesn't mean i want to call it quits. i've found someone wonderful... and i'd be so jealous if he found someone else. he's everything i've wanted... and that's all i need. but i want him to be happy even more than i love being his girlfriend. yeah... so i feel completely uncomfortable talking to him right now... like because i guess that he's starting to let go... and... because of that... i don't think i have his heart 100%... which means... i can't talk to him, cause i can't be who i am when i don't have their everything. i can be myself with LOS. or with people from atlantic, and.... my boyfriend.... until now. idk i wished upon that shooting star that him & i would be together.... forever... with so much happiness. and while i was waiting for brittany to come... i took a walk... it was slow, & peaceful... just thinking about the 99 million reasons why i love him. but at this point... its what fate has in store.
i'm putting MYSELF thru pain. and i knew it the first day i said yes... "i'm so scared... cause in the end, there will be so much pain."
but i guess we only learn life's lessons from pain.
i can't sit here and think anymore... i'm getting myself worked up.
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2004 21 June :: 12.02am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: DiP iT LOW // CHRiSTiNA MiLLiAN
LaDiEzZ iZ []D [] []\/[] []D § 2
...i've been saying this all day, cause i love poppin' my collar. haha.
"u look cute." - mom
"u look like u wanna have sex." - danielle & brittany lol
best friends say things that mommy can't. lmao
um... i worked today. could have killed someone. i don't even feel like talking about it.
i need to go to the doctor & podiatrist 2morrow. well... sorta today. w/e monday lol. 6/21/04 =) there.
hung out with brittany, ryan, jb, danielle g, shane, saw frank, saw robert, and saw scott. the old gang. nobody changes. and together... we're still the same shit talkers... into the same things... everything. but i miss them, and its great being in a group. =)
got home around 11... after being at the park, then everyone went home, ryan drove back to boca. yuh.
it was father's day today, yes. daddy was in lakeland for a paintball tournament.... when he got home his back was poka dotted so we let him rest & then he opened presents. i love my daddy. xoxo
anyways there is nothing left to say. i'mma get ready for bed... and sit & talk to ashley e. <3 peace
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2004 20 June :: 12.34am
funny how things work out
iluvBITP: i miss you alex. yes i haven't seen you in 2 years, but i still miss you
HandOfDoom21: i miss you to heather
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2004 19 June :: 12.16am
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: anthem of our dying day // story of the year
just a ghost to the world. thats exactly what i need.
yuh. i did a few chores today. then jackie & i went to the mall. i got the cutest outfit from Abercrombie & Fitch =) & she got a few things from Hollister =) i'm glad she has a car, otherwise we'd never see each other.
Got home, showed carol my new outfit, um... she tried it on =) and she got a new Bebe outfit, but i didn't try that on, although it could be useful for later. um... went over there.... babysat. lotsa freaking kids. idk who is paying me, or if i'm getting any money. but i had fun for the most part. i walked in and daniel was making fun of the gay dude on road rules, so i made fun of daniel & gave him a big wedgie, then all the girls giggled & laughed, then i played hide & seek with them... unfortunately they got bossy & annoying so we decided to play monopoly.... then it got annoying with that because these are some spoiled rotten, bad attitude kids. so i quit & watched t.v. while they finished playing. then they jumped in bed.... i gave them their kisses goodnight... lalala and they just hung out... within 15 minutes all the parents came home.
got a call from santos... lord knows what's wrong with him. crazy kid. thank god he said he had to go.
talking to jonah, neil & felipe right now. jonah & felipe are trying to embarrass each other. jonah made out with his pillow pretending it was a mermaid when he was 5 yrs. old & felipe wet his bed til he was 9 yrs. old. boy do i love being in the middle. lol <3 neil got very.... yuh.... funny kid. at times he thought he was dead. lol <3
anyways, i'm off to.... idk where. clean up my bed. there's so much crap on it cause i don't like putting things away after i take them out. a habit i need to break. lalala goodnight loves.
danielle lemme know if we are going sunday night er.... not =/
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2004 18 June :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: drowsy
:: Music: dreaming of you
hey guyz..whaz happenin??..nutten much ova hea..juss chillan..hung out at tha pool today wid my uncle..spent sum time wid him bcuz soon hez leaving back to new york..so i spent tha day gettin my tan on..lol..my face got a lil sunburned..itz all good tho cuz it aint that bad..im stuck here watchin nico..tatie's got me babysittin cuz shez goin out for her bday..her and my mom got into a lil argument..so dat wasnt too good..right now im talkin to my meli..discussing our guy dilemmas..lol..i cant wait to go see white chicks wid her, eric n amir.im sure we'll have a good time..::wink wink::
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2004 17 June :: 10.10pm
:: Music: JUST LET ME CRY // ASHLEE SIMPSON
everyone moves on
yeah everyone is headed for the world of livejournal.com. i'm there.... just not completely.
i woke up early. 12ish. talked to jonah. watched my soaps. casual day. with ANOTHER headache.
got kaila's invite. gurrrlllll of course i'm going =) danielle & i are gonna show up dressed like paris & nicky, u know. haha <3
MISTER NEIL GOT HIS LICENSE. <333 i miss him so much. ahhh.
yeah so i've been listening to this song ALL day. sounds like no doubt... but no its definitely ashlee simpson =)
went to my park vista cheerleading meeting. new coach. yeah she's pretty cool. um... we got all our camp clothes in... but i can't get it til i pay for it in full. they made us pay $147.15 today... and next time we pay another $147.15 i think & then we get clothes? idk total = $294.30. plus the camp itself which was $110. which adds up to $404.30. good stuff. i'm glad my parents don't bitch about cheerleading. we're using Palm Beach Elite's gym for gym days. awesome! wayyyyy better than cheerformance with atlantic. SHHHHHIIIIITTTTTT. thank god i'm cheering here. =)
lalalalalala i love dancing in the panties =)
um... anyways... i have major babysitting tomorrow night 1,2,3,4,5,6, maybe 7 kids? idk it won't be a good pay either... if any. i wish jonah could accompany me? but i don't think he would approve. ahhh.... he's probably going to read this... five days from now. lala MUAH BABAY! xoxo
um Britt called me. ugh. 1/2 hour of worthless talking. yeah he called cause he was bored. and then i was like, "o thanks" and he goes "no... i just needed a reason to call u cause i have been wanting to, but i can't cause u will think i'm weird, so now that i have a reason... i can call" i was like... ugh just go away. but w/e
o and last night ryan called too. poor boy sprained his ankle, fractured it, pulled a muscle... he doesn't know & neither do i. but hopefully he doesn't need a cast. so weird. i never thought him & i would end up as good of friends as we are now. he calls me like every other day. idk its awesome. he's the best outta the LOS boys. he knows it too. he should be coming back from boca....... sunday? i won't be able to see him tho.
sunday night = rooney concert... if danielle & i get to go. we'll see. i'm ready. =)
ok headache again. groton's parents are looking to buy a house in the LOS again WEEEEEEEEEE yay! awesome +cries+ that would be a dream. next shooting star i see..... i have to wish upon it for her. <3
DyingEyes608: robert called me back......told me we needed to get off the drugs
out. <3 holllllllllllll - er u sexay thang.
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2004 17 June :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: confessions pt 2
thinkin bout a certain sumone..;D
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2004 17 June :: 12.22am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: THiRD WHEEL // UPPER CLASS TRASH
life is stunning. or not.
i feel like someone gave me a million diamonds... but nobody did.
o0o0o0o ELLEN! uh... i got a call from this place today... called JOHN ROBERT POWERS *shrug* they offered me an interview... idk but i know my mommy won't let me do it either... i wish i could sign too. maybe if u can convince ur parents? 561-655-2777 EXT. 207. i don't know that's what they told me to call.... if i can convince my parents to say yes. lalala. i'm in the same situation... maybe we can work out a plan to get outta all this and make this work FOR us instead of AGAINST us? idk <3
anyways..... i fought with daddy today. duh! he thinks i am going anorexic or something? idk i don't even want to talk about it. +hide me+ besides that... after danielle left... i got rejected AGAIN my mommy taking me to see jonah... and then brittany offered... but yeah THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN. uh. o well. so i was dragged to brandsmart to look for kitchen appliances with the rest of the family. that was enjoyable. not. the only part that was... was when i was dancing like crazy to songs from different radios & mommy caught me and gave me a funny look. then me & my brother were pretending to jump off the second floor... and TAZ the guy that was helping my parents look for appliances yelled at us. um... then when i was singing to random songs.... mommy gave me another funny look... i do need to do more songwriting tho. i put it off.... but i've had ideas popping left and right.... i just don't write it down. stupid blonde. yikes.
jonah isn't in a good mood. so i guess i should just steer away from him tonight cause i guess i'm making him in a less enjoyable mood than he already is... and i don't like doing that. wish i knew how to cheer the boy up. i love boys. hehe.
um... i watched SIMPLE LIFE 2. good stuff. then i watched the ashlee simpson show. damn that inspires me so much. her & her boyfriend broke up tho. =/ cute couple... but not meant for each other. o well there are many fish in the sea. umm.... independence is always something every girl has to count on. i know i do. its just natural.
so i'm out. wow christian is online. i gotta talk to him! <3 peace. xoxo
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2004 16 June :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: #7 on Writings on the Wall // Destiny's Child
plain jane neighborhood fun.
hehe. ms. danielle groton slept over last night. party!
walked over to jb's & mike's house. got them. then jb made me a seal and threw hula hoops over me. ummm then franky came outside. we all talked and then went to franky's house. um... franky is nasty. that is the end of that story. so we ran to my house & grabbed money & took a long walk to albertsons. ummm frank's friend picked him up 1/2 way there. thank god. um... we got there and everyone working gave us a look like we were high, but i don't do that shit. so i said something to jb and he tackled my ass straight on the floor in the middle of aisle 6B.... yikes. we bought gummy worms & coke & stuff... then my stupid debit card didn't work. ugh! so danielle paid for it. i owe her. um.... we got stuck in the rain. walking back. so we chilled under the gas station & then i said "fcuk it, i'm gettin' my ass home b4 it rains harder" so we took a "short cut" according to mike... but it didn't feel like a short cut. it was more of a field of dirt & mud. whatever we made it home around... 11:30pm. then they came over to my house and we sat in my porch playing monopoly forever. jb & mike are evil players. yikes. so around 2am they left & danielle & i sat around my room... talking... girly junk... remembering old times.. music..... u know the drill. we found an interesting discovery that trevor from last boy standing in the YM magazine is on facethejury.com. ironic. we don't have lives. then we final went to bed around 5am. but we stayed up an extra 1/2 hour cause my dad tooted outta his ass in his sleep & we heard it.... from the living room. so yeah then we had the giggles. but we eventually fell asleep. danielle woke me up around noon... i can't blame her... i sleep like a rock but there is so much noise in my house... w/e. then we called over jb and mike. we played monopoly AGAIN and mike kicked our ass... AGAIN.... biatch. we will get him one day. uhhhh... then we sat in my room beating the shit outta each other for pillows and blankets. that was an LOS moment. i wish i had a video camera. the things u tend to do when u get bored. so many personalities together... so different, yet we all get along so easily. it would just prove that every clique in high school has the ability to get along.
frank = goth, jb = jew/ wannabe surfer / wigger, danielle g = wild, brittany = party girl, michael = computer geek, robert = car dude, ryan = boca boy / party/ surfer, me = small preppy girl, danielle b = funny, open-minded, trent = druggy / thinks he is hot & can get any girl attitude, shane = the only black dude haha muah!, travis = druggy, courtney = party / funny / crazy girl.
wow. but i miss those days. anyways i just took a shower & since mommy has bitched that she doesn't WANT to take me anywhere.... this means once again i have been rejected to see jonah. w/e him & alexie are going to the movies. already saw the movie tho. =/ enjoy muah! <3
taken from ellen <333 ya girly! xoxo
My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?
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2004 14 June :: 9.15pm
:: Mood: i want 2 party.
:: Music: one way or another // blondie
its life.
one day - fighting with ur boyfriend because ur jealous.... and selfish.
another day - hanging out with a friend... just a simple girl's night & enjoying loud music, laughs, talks & movies.
then u get a voice message from ur boyfriend & remember why u told him yes when he asked u out 8 months ago. and u spend endless hours of the nights on the phone talking & torturing. only he knows tho.
plus u get ur hair cut & do some shopping.... not spending any of ur OWN money.... its awesome. <333
confessions of a blonde bombshell. fun. sexy. pretty. innocent. lovable. cute. hot. wild. crazy. girly. glam. i want to party. dance on tables, dress up, & just have fun like paris & nicky. what a wild girl. <3 me. enjoy ur summer. cause i am enjoying mine.
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2004 14 June :: 8.07pm
:: Mood: smiley
:: Music: breakdown-mariah carey
hellz yeah!!..i got a raise today!!
so far my summer has been completely about work..itz tiring but it definately pays off..i got a raise today!!..yay!!..itz about time..lol..i been work there for a while already..so im happy..i got all my envelopes and now i gotta stuff em..i cudd use alotta help..any takers??..love ya!!
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2004 13 June :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: with you // jessica simpson
NOW count how many times ur name is mentioned in ONE entry. <3
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2004 13 June :: 5.37pm
yay. i finally just got off work. long, slow day.
when erica makes the schedule i think she purposely puts me with either the old guys or all the girls this way there is no interaction between us. well... today... because i switched days with edward... i got to work with people that i actually talk to.
i took abuse from walter again today... frickin' hit my arm. tipped over the cart s0o i fell off... and then laughed at me for the stupid stuff i did & didn't realize... cause i was half asleep. he made me tie stupid balloons cause he wasn't talented enough to do so. nor was kyle. kyle indirectly called me a clown today. grrr.
Bri: "all u have to do... is TIE it, duh!"
Kyle: "we don't work at the circus so we dunno how."
Bri: ...... +dirrty look+
Kyle: "not that u do either.... i mean...."
bri: "zip it." :o)
then i met this kid pete... idk i guess he works at night cause i've never seen him before & everyone knows him so he can't be that new.
gina was in today.... trouble maker.
this 17 year old girl, stephanie was late to work... just met her too. she only knew who i was cause of my mother... but she got kicked outta her house for something or other.. whatever. says she just slept over a friends house... but i bet she was having sex & doing drugs... she looks like a fat hoe. =/
when i went to lunch i ran into michael. he is so skinny, but when he gives me a hug, he squeezes the shit outta me. everytime i turned around today he was there.... like when he was on lunch... he sat and talked to me. Cherri Hood hadda yell at him cause he couldn't talk to me while i was working. then it was funny cause before i left i ran into him & instead of paying attention to what he was doing... he was trying to act all suave.... but it didn't work cause he dropped a big box of gatorade & 2 of the bottles broke open & spilled. hehe.
i began to ease drop on donell complaining to Cherri Hood about how she isn't getting back office nor customer service. and i just want to turn around & say, "if u decided not to steal that money, then Lost Prevention wouldn't have had to come. AND u would be back there right now... but NO... u can't now, cause they know u just wanna go back there and steal more money... i can't wait 'til they come & surprise u with handcuffs in a giftbox so u get ur fake innocent self outta here."
other than that.... i enjoyed work. i<3people =) o and i lost 3 pounds since the beginning of summer. i'm happy about that. ttyl i've gotta make a weird entry.... u'll see. but its for someone in particular.
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2004 11 June :: 11.23pm
:: Music: BLiNK 182 CD
good night.
lalala.
got to cityplace... met up with alexie, tonya, alyssa, jonah & a buncha lil' boys for alyssa. went on the trolly to kill time. the indian guy... lol <3
then we went to muvico to see "GARFiELD". cute movie, yet rather pointless. but the fire alarm went off, 5 minutes into the movie... jonah was getting food. in which case, alexie & i went to find him... cause tonya & everyone else went to see another movie. stood outside... ran into cathy McClur.. the lady that trained me at work... then we saw some guy with a blue beard... and we met pepe & his girlfriend. :o) finally we got back into the movie... after waiting for food & seeing ugly people. niiiice. i'm sure the thug next to me saw some booty cause i was all scrunched up... in a skirt... laying down about to fall asleep. i guess thats what not eating all day does to u... makes u lose energy, but i just wasn't hungry *shrug* when we got outta the movie, alexie, jonah & i waited for the others... then jonah HAD to go... so alexie & i just talked for a bit. finally my mom came... so alexie went to her car so she wouldn't get raped & i walked down the stairs quickly.
this is what happened. as i walked away from alexie i noticed 2 guys had eyeballed me... but i ignored it... until i realized they followed behind me down the stairs. s0o i just casually crossed the street & turned around... so did they. i stood there.. then my phone rang... it was mommy. thank gosh. then the boys turned around & said:
boy: "hey girl"
me: "o ur talking to me =) hey"
boy: "what's ur name?"
me: "bri"
boy: "what school do u go to?"
me: *lie* "atlantic, u guys go to...?"
boys: "central, how old are u?"
me: "16..."
boy: "what grade are u going to?"
me: "11th"
boy: "ur cute."
me: "thank ya =)"
boy: "u gotta man?"
me: "yup yup"
other boy: "where is he?"
me: "o he just left..."
other boy: "well... thats not a good boyfriend... he just left u here?"
me: "yeah but he had his reasons."
other boy: "i wouldn't be leaving u if u were my pretty girl... i wouldn't trust people cause they'd steal ya."
me: +like what ur trying to do.+ "eh... i'm safe, for now?"
boy: "well, how long u 2 been going out?"
me: "8 months"
boy: "damn! ...... pause...... "so u goin' or u wanna chill with us?"
me: "sorry guys... i can't my ride is right there. see ya later."
interesting... s0o nerve wrecking... not used to being hit on. *shrug* but i left... and now i am here. talking to "ashaley the biatch pasion", jonah, jackie, & danielle. i gotta busy day 2morrow too... <3 holler sometime. don't be a stranger. xoxo.
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