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2004 1 April :: 8.49pm
:: Music: bout to burn Usher CD.
todos los dias.... ugh.
deseo escribir esta entrada de diario en español porque shakira está en MTV y me está inspirando. Hoy era bueno. La química era simple. en español tomamos un concurso que pienso que hice maravilloso en. almuerzo era la discusión grande. inglés era enojado para un poco, pero todo consiguió mejor en el extremo mientras que caminé mismo a la clase en vez para de Anand que esperaba. La biología estaba muy bien, pero me sentía mal para Kayli debido a Alex. no podría hacer mucho sin embargo. espero que el ojo de los jackie consigan mejor! de todas formas, debo ir.
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2004 31 March :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Burn :: Usher
finally, i get a time to update.
cheerleading & tests have run me up the wall.
varsity, i'm praying.
i hope i got decent grades on my chem quiz, & stats test, i don't really care about epstein all that much, but i am really trying to pull that extra mile in my classes for my A's.
life has been harsh this week. waking up late, not finishing crap, i believe it's just because of spring break & cheerleading, but i missed not having that around. i love it. but it's worn me out... not being in shape, kinda pissed because running every other day isn't working.
school was normal today... kinda stressing, but i didn't let it get to me. i love my friends. no matter what shit talking happens, because its funny when u look at them, and then u say "ur my best friend" and they give u that guilty look... like they did something... cause u know they did. o well.
wonderful jumps, wonderful facials, just on speed a lil' bit lol alicia. <3 anyways, i'm out P-YcE. the oC is Onnnn.
stecker looks like a friendly frog, carlos is snufulufugus.. lol<3
12 moRe DayS -- 1o.12.o3 i love u.
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bocaheath05
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2004 31 March :: 8.51pm
for some reason i get random stages filled with depression, i have no reason to be depresed i just am. today i stayed for key club, woohoo! NOT. in the car i just wanted to cry, like my eyes were watering, why is this?
the only thing i am liking about this depression is my lack of appetite. maybe i will not eat a lot and will lose weight.
my mother ius bitching at me about my GPA, so it is a 3.1428 better than a 3.0 or something, and i have a 3.7 HPA....i'm just so sick of everything.
we have an economics test tomorrow, am i going to study? NOPE, all i have is my note that i've typed up.
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2004 28 March :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: GrAB a ParTnEr, TakE iT DOwN
jonah, d0 me b4 i give iT 2 BriTneY lol <3
i love britney spears.
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worked. came home. talked to jonah, talked to carol, watch them leave for the concert, did some hw. watched britney spears. saw brittany.
my nights are lonely without u.
&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%
1o.12.o3 -- 6 MoNtHs, CominG SooN.
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bocaheath05
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2004 28 March :: 9.31pm
you really appreciate the people you have
HandOfDoom21: yeh
HandOfDoom21: thats aweose
HandOfDoom21: aweosme
HandOfDoom21: aweseome
HandOfDoom21: awesome
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2004 27 March :: 9.48pm
:: Mood: annoyed
u think u know... but u have no idea what i really feel like.
one hour, 30 minutes of sleep. about 6 hours on the phone with jonah. 1am-7am.
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woke up around 8:30am to about 15 paintball players in my house, packing for their tournament. then, my mom & i painted my room.
ChEcK OuT The ALmOsT FiniSHeD RooM now we are just gonna add the paper lanterns, and go buy new comforters sometime this week.
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when i was making my bed, i hit my head on the wood. and then when i was on the slip -N- slide with my sis, i kinda did a backward roll thing, which WAS NOT pretty. +shrug+
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i want to be britney s0o badly. gosh, its just like... killing me. seeing her all over and knowing how many people want her and how many people look up to her and think she is hot. i wanna know how that feels. i wanna become britney. like... just walk in her footsteps, i mean, do u think she wakes up every morning knowing that she's about to make millions of dollars for the Onyx Hotel Tour? do u think she asks herself how many people would die for the clothes that she wears in her videos, or to the award ceremonies? damn... i needa print out her picture, stick it on my wall & remember that i wake up every morning because my goal is to be as close as to perfection as she is. perhaps my own worst flaw is nearing perfectionism, but i want to be perfect, because... i'm a perfectionist, and these days, i'm settling for whatever comes. that's not my wish, i want better. ok, i'm content with my loved ones, but not with the life i lead, or where i'm headed. i feel like there is something more... something i can get. life is great. everyone deserves to live it up for it's fullest potiential... but sitting here.. writing in this everyday, talking online and on the phone consistently is not what i want. i want a car. with wheels. take me every place in america. i want to act, sing, dance, choregraph, model, work, and just.... rghaergiherghflgndfbedrfughrew. be what everyone else doesn't expect of me, even if it ends me up in playboy.
i don't want someone's famous face. i want to make mine one. <3
let me live the life i want to lead. and if i can't live it... well, at least let me dream.
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lizzy
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2004 27 March :: 10.35am
:: Music: Lost Prophets "Burn, Burn"
Wake up wake up
for some reason i didn't think we had school again until tuesday.
rude awakening.
homework...here i come. :-/
nice time with bryan yesterday. trivial pursuit + all the dumb questions. <3
lost prophets = good
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2004 26 March :: 11.40pm
LiLsHorTcaKe2315:
FOR ADOPTiON:
4'11'' Female.
Blonde Hair, Hazel Eyes, Big Bottom.
Disowned by her boyfriend.
Call 963-4492 To Adopt.
Dmx504boyz: or 2548483
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LTR4N: =-O.. i would adopt you in a heartbeat
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LiLsHorTcaKe2315: hey if i got disowned.... would u adopt me?
Baseballa4eva17: no doubt
Baseballa4eva17: he wouldnt like it if i adopted u
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: u'd abuse me with scoops
Baseballa4eva17: not if u were my dughter
Baseballa4eva17: then thats child abuse lol
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LiLsHorTcaKe2315: if i was disowned, would u adopt me?
Stones2087: fuck no
Stones2087: id like marry u
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today was just chill-axin'. talked to jonah all day, when i wasn't, i was reading, or doin hw. <3 ttyl xOx
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2004 26 March :: 1.38am
forgot to mention that i updated lj... check it <3
www.livejournal.com/~simply_short
xOx
read previous entry... PyCe
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2004 26 March :: 12.03am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: these walls:: trapt
let the days drag by because i don't want school to come.
today was a fine loving day.
woke up early, went to the orthodontist. <3 -ed that visit. came home... went to the beach. very windy. came home, cleaned off, went back to the orthodontist. drove some more, and then came home. from then... i talked to jonah, ate dinner and cleaned OUT (not UP, but OUT) my room. now i'm having my long conversation with neil. damn i miss him. thank god i'm still friends with him tho. never really did want to lose him. i don't really understand why he is suddenly IMing me everyday and talking to me... but i like it, because i feel like... we're friends like we used to be. and u could never have too much neil, jonah, sherman or luan. <3
anyways... i wanted to write a lil' story thingy sorta, but i'm not in the mood because i'm more interested in talking to jonah & neil.. so peace <3
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MoFo1788: whiskey is the color of iced tea
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2004 25 March :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Lost Prophets
Last train home...
Well the last few days have been boring...then nights have been fun. Yesterday night natali and i went to her gym. It was fun! I like working out..after we went to panera. yum. Came back to watch our OC invaded by paris hilton....GROSS. go away sluthoebag.
Today, another boring day...Then tonite katherine jess and i got together..I dont know we just had random laugher and fun good times with the girlies....
(my hair.)
best quote of the day from bringing down the house...
little boy: "daddy, what's a rack?"
daddy: "its a country, son!"
haha laugh with me. please?
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2004 25 March :: 11.29am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: wha tha hook gon be
RANDOMNESS
| Wearing:: | gator soffees..wife beater | | Reading:: | slaughter house 5 | | Watching:: | bet now | | Sound:: | "holla"..from an IM | | Hair Style:: | messy bun | | Underwear:: | victoria secrets | | Favorite Drink:: | bailey's n mudslides | | Smell(s):: | cucumber melon | | Nail Style:: | french manicure | | Jewelry:: | anything gold n wid my name on it..lol | | Piercings:: | ears | | Tattoos:: | can amara's henna design count as a tat?? | | Hair Accessories:: | scrunchies | | Thought:: | can't wait for paladium!!! | | Lust:: | wagums |
Your Currents brought to you by BZOINK!
| Eating too much OR not eating enough?: | not eating enuff | | Doing something you regret OR not doing something u wish u would have done?: | not doin sumthin i wish i wudd have | | Listening to country music all day OR listening to Hilary Duff all day?: | hilary duff | | Getting dumped OR having to dump someone?: | gettin dumped | | Getting fired OR having to fire someone?: | havin to fire sum1 | | Burning to death OR freezing to death?: | burnin to death | | Being humiliated on local television OR in front of your whole school?: | in front of tha whole school | | Being a garbage man forever OR being a McDonalds worker forever?: | mcdonald's worker (hey garbage ppl get paid alot!!) | | Living in a tent OR living in a box?: | in a box | | Not having a computer OR not having a phone?: | not havin a computer | | Not having a cell phone OR not having a tv?: | not havin a celly | | Running over someone's dog OR someone running over your dog?: | someone runnin over mine | | Your house getting robbed OR your house getting egged?: | gettin robbed | | Flying monkeys taking over the world OR killer penguins taking over?: | flying monkeys | | Dying OR having a loved one dying?: | havin a loved one die | | Only being able to eat salad OR only being able to eat chips?: | only chips | | Not being able to eat OR not being able to drink?: | not being able to eat | | Having to watch Crossroads for a week OR having to watch Glitter 4 a week?: | crossroads |
Which is worse? brought to you by BZOINK!
| Umm misc | | If you were stranded on a desert island, what 2 things what you take?: | my music n lots of food | | Do you watch 7th Heaven?: | sumtimez | | What kind of music do you listen to?: | rap, hip hop, r&b | | Are you a virgin?: | yupp | | What is your name?: | kailannie | | How old are you?: | 15 | | Where are you from?: | new york | | Brothers? sisters?: | yepp | | How many?: | 2 brothers | | How old?: | 10 & 11 | | Who is your favorite singer?: | janet jackson & whitney houston | | Who is your favorite band?: | is b2k a band?..sure why not | | Whats your favorite tv show?: | charmed | | Speak anything other then english?: | un poquito de espanol | | Say the first word that comes to mind | | Stuffed: | animal | | Dog: | harley | | Cat: | cassie | | Mouse: | mickey | | aol: | cant live w/o | | daughter: | mother | | towel: | duckies | | internet: | explorer | | bzoink: | weird | | Me: | you | | Bite: | me | | Sound: | like | | This or that | | Food or drink: | food | | Dog or cat: | cat | | computer or phone: | computer | | him or her: | him | | pink or purple: | purple | | Me or you: | you | | Well about you(near the end) | | What is your name: | kailannie | | How old are you: | 15 | | What is your sign: | leo | | When\'s your birthday: | august 2 | | Bored?: | juss a bit | | Getting there.. | | Was this boring?: | ehh | | Hopefully not |
Some misc stuff brought to you by BZOINK!
| The Basics | | Name?: | kailannie | | Sex?: | chica | | Birthday?: | august 2 | | Location?: | my house | | Height?: | 5'1 | | Weight?: | 100-ish | | Hair Color?: | dark brown | | Eye Color?: | dark brown | | Social Life | | Who is your best friend(s)?: | sammi, amara, amy, n meli | | Would you rather be alone, hangout with one other person, or in a group?: | group | | What would you consider a typical Friday nite?: | go home n sleep!! (lol..amara n sam.) | | How often do you go out on the weekend? during the week?: | lately been goin out alot on tha weekends..n over ppl's house durin tha week | | Would you rather spend the day with your family or friends?: | friends!! | | Love Life | | Are you single?: | yea | | If so, do u have a crush?: | hehe..a couple | | What is his/her name?: | wagums n bryan | | If not, what is his/her name?: | - | | How long have you two been together?: | - | | This or That | | Night or Day?: | night | | Cat or Dog?: | cat | | Ugly and Sweet or Hott and Mean?: | ugly n sweet | | Hot or Cold?: | hot | | Tall or Short?: | tall | | Prep of Punk?: | prep | | Winter or Summer?: | winter | | McDonalds or Burgerking?: | birger king | | Hard or Soft?: | soft | | Yes or No? | | Do you drink?: | no..well special occasions | | Have you ever gotten drunk?: | not really | | Do you smoke?: | nope | | Have you ever gotten high?: | somewhat | | Are you prude?: | depends on wha | | Are you a virgin?: | yea | | Are you smart?: | ehh..IB | | Are you ugly?: | i dont think so | | Are you pretty?: | i'd like to think so..lol | | Are you trustworthy?: | yes | | Random | | How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?: | 4 | | How many pairs of shoes do you have that actually fit?: | 5 | | What size bra do you wear?: | do ya really wanna kno?? | | Have you ever colored your hair?: | nooo | | What pieces of jewlery do you wear everyday?: | name earrings..gold hoops..3 bangles..watch.."i love u" chain..name plate..5 rings | | Do you have a cell phone?: | yepp | | Name three things you "can't live without": | music..aol..cheese (lol..sammi) | | Who do you talk to the most on aim? phone?: | aim-AMY..phone-SAM | | What color(s) is your room?: | yellow n navy blue | | Do you have a computer in your room?: | no | | What time do you usually go to bed? wake up?: | 9:45-ish..lol..n 5 | | What's your favorite clothes store?: | jimmy jazz n NY..dr.jays n NY | | Do you wear makeup?: | yes | | Do you paint your nails?: | uh huh | | What size shoe are you?: | 5.5-6 | | Did you like this quiz/survey?: | sure why not |
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2004 24 March :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: crazy
wee. this is the time where i get 2 write & tell u the story of my night.
firstly i'd like to say that i got to see 3 of my best friends today. HEMMAAAAA! [i was more excited to see her than jonah =P]
s0-o today i watched paint dry. literally... while my mom painted my brother's room. well, tomorrow she is painting my room BRiGHT PiNK <3 i made s0-o many different plans today but none of them worked out. hema, me, ellen, jonah, neil... etc. were all gonna go to the beach, but hema couldn't sleep over & the day was ugly. so then groton was going to come over, but her dad wouldn't let her. so my last resort was to go to Ale House & the movies with jonah, mark, ellen, neil & 2 other guys. well, i called hema & she was gonna come & sleep over but since she couldnt sleep over she just came! omg! i miss her, and she got me a spiffy baby blue guess purse for my belated birthday with a cute lil' bracelet. thank u my love. she's my bestest friend... i don't wanna lose her. last best girl friend left. but neil was puking out tabsco sauce after he drank more than a cup full for $5. that's my idol. lol. & i must say ellen's outfit was super cute.
also i talked to patti today. i wish i coulda talked longer but i couldn't because i hadda run to meet up with everyone. but i was going to stop by her house after i got home.. but mommy said no. damn.
anyways, i'm off to talk to jonah online, call patti, eat some strawberry cake & take off all the stuff on my walls so mommy can patch them and paint them for 2morrow. <3 xOx
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2004 24 March :: 9.43pm
i believe in fate. actually nothing happened tonight that would drastically change my thinking on fate, but overall, in these past few months i've noticed myself becoming more interested in it.
today was absolutely boring. i mean i had some nice, fun moments with my mom. us losing the alarm company man in our house. he was in the bathroom. i think with my getting older (obviously - cause no one gets younger) i'm getting along more with my mom. and this is a good thing.
wow. i want ice cream. i know that is extremely random but I do.
i really hate when people use abbreviations like "brb" and stuff. but now i am being hippocritical, cause i just realized i use abbreviations like that! oh my goodness.
missed out at what i think was a party at leah's last night. pretty dissapointed. I was not informed...oh well. since i wasn't there you must be wondering where i was. i was at the movies with my mom ( it seems to be a lot of bonding going on, whoa, mother/daughter bonding). i saw mystic river. it deserved the awards it won.
iluvBITP: we have no ice cream
flOOrEdHeArT: hahaha
flOOrEdHeArT: food
iluvBITP: this is a very depresing time in my life
iluvBITP: i want ice cream
flOOrEdHeArT: pretend!
iluvBITP: pretend to have ice cream? i dont think you can do that
flOOrEdHeArT: i am right now
flOOrEdHeArT: see?
flOOrEdHeArT: i do!
whitney whitney.
i've been recently thinking about my happiness. i don't think i am that happy. i wonder if i'm missing out on life because of anxiety of sorts and my lack of self confidence. could my life be better? could it? i sometimes miss my friends when i'm with them. what happened to the HAPPY HEATHER? was there ever a HAPPY HEATHER?
this is pretty deep. interesting i can vent my feelings out into a journal, anyone can see this.
maybe i will get with him over the summer. <3
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2004 24 March :: 4.03pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: party up
QUIZZES!!!
Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.
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SUPER-SUPPORTIVE: You're an amazing friend to have!
No one messes with your buds when you're
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always willing to make the same sacrifices!
Would you please rate my quiz, my fellow
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Do YOU really STAND-UP for YOUR FRIENDS? (For da' LADIES only please!)
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You feel happy, and loved. Nothing could be any
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What Emotion Dominates you?
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Jboog is your babydaddy!
Which B2K member is your babydaddy?
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ahhh..JBOOG is my baby daddy!!..lol
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