..Love is Blind..

:: 2004 23 March :: 9.32pm

gotta call from danielle last night in cali around... 12am =) then around 1am i gotta call from valerie <3 however i was half asleep while i was talking to them. s0-o tired last night.

britney spears hurt her knee. hope she gets better <3

today was a day full of sleep. slept til' 2:30 & then did chores. slept some more & ate dinner. now i'm sitting here... pissed because my mom is being a bitch because i can't go see jonah tomorrow.. and begging her isn't helping... nor is her after-PMSing doing any good for anyone.

fuck my pet chicken & marry my holy cow.

anyways... if worse comes to worse & i can't go, danielle g will be hanging out around LOS so i will be able to see her <3 i miss her s0-o much w00t.

anyways i'm bored and i don't feel like pissing jonah off about my mom anymore...so, i'mma head to bed in a few. xOx peace <3

boricuababy

:: 2004 23 March :: 8.59pm
:: Music: yeah-usher, lil jon, ludacris

la la la la la..
"do tha A-town stomp..do tha muscle..thunderclap..rock away.." lol meli

well..i went to my gurl meli's house today..we had fun..lol..watched tha chappelle show..lmao..lil jon..hahaha..dat wuz great..we looked at old pictures..from like 6, 7, and 8th grade..omg..we look sooooo different!!..lol..itz scary..den we juss talked..n looked at old yearbooks..lol..it wuz funn..guess datz it..x0x0

:: 2004 23 March :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: lazy

well HE came back the other night, <3

we spoke and happiness just overwhelmed me and it's such a nice feeling.

i am super lazy/tired so if you're interested read my LJ:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/swamp_inthe_sky/

2 and hold it tight. | take my hand..

boricuababy

:: 2004 23 March :: 10.56am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: lady marmalade

voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soir
hmm..wonder if i spelled that right..
hey my loves!!..well itz been a while since i updated..woohu wuznt workin for me..newayz..i hope everybody is enjoying their spring break!!! mine is ehh so far..not really doin too much..i'm babysittin my sick baby nico..i feel bad..he's always so hyped now he's sittin watchin finding nemo..wid a blank stare..poor kid..lol..newayz i've gone to tha beach almost everyday so far wid my dad..that was interesting..im gettin tanner!!..mostly in my face tho..im kinda red but not burnt..umm..yea..yesterday i lost my cell phone at tha beach..and tha battery died so wen i called it..it didnt ring..it ended up being at tha restaurant we ate at..yea i got into alotta trouble for that..lol..oh well..i really wanted to go home last nite so i made my dad take me home..but den no one was here..and i didnt have tha key..so we ended up staying another nite..got home this mornin..been up since around 6..not fun..i hafta clean my room..too lazy tho..newayz guess datz it for now..buhbyez..x0x0..

:: 2004 22 March :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: exhausted

trip to la bahamas mama!
now i can't say i enjoyed our cruise as much as lici, ally, jackie, and quinn did... but i did enjoy it. although the bad moments outweighed the good ones.
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friday morning: we woke up to a big expedition stretch limo in jackie's driveway after being up all night watching cody & beagan walking around messed up.

friday afternoon: roamed around the boat when we got there... chilled in the hot tub, set sail for the bahamas.

friday night: had our first dinner... casual night, then we roamed around with the 2 guys from across the hall... i think they were from... maryland? quinn & i went looking for lici because we couldn't find her, then we decided to give up & go to the hot tub, while jackie met taylor and ally stuck with her posse of mexicans. when quinn & i changed we ran into ally & she got ready & we all went to the hot tub, unfortunately it wasn't open ... so we kept walking. found lici! on top of a 25 yr. old. who bought her drinks and she hung out with. <3
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saturday morning: had breakfast, and got off the boat. roamed around while lici got her hair braided. we had so many people in our faces asking us for things. we found a licqour store & quinn bought some.
lici: "how old do we have to be to buy alcohol?"
guy: "money in your pocket."
ally decided she want her belly pierced, lici wanted a tattoo & quinn thought about a tattoo while jackie wanted her industrial pierced. s0o, we roamed around looking for a place to get that shit done... which kinda ticked me off because that can be done in america, who the hell comes to the bahamas to get that done when their parents would let them do it anyways?! and who WOULD get it done buy a buncha people like that from the bahamas? might get herpes or some diseases. o well. but, we couldn't find a place so we went to the beach. s0o beautiful. the sand is like pearls and the ocean was BLUE! s0o gorgeous.

saturday afternoon: but after the beach we found a taxi that knew where the tattoo place was. so we went. got there & realized that everything was a minimum of $50.00. now... none of them had the money to get any of that done and the taxi wasn't planning on coming back for another 2 hours.
s0o we walked down to quizno's and mcdonalds & got food. found a bus & headed back to the ship. we stopped @ the licquor store again where... ally, jackie & lici bought bacardi superior. headed back to the ship... ally & jackie got away with their alcohol but lici & quinn didn't. they people took it & said they could pick it up @ the port of miami after the cruise as long as the chaperone or parent came & got it.

saturday night: we all got "prettied" up for formal night, ate dinner, & took pictures. my tummy went bazaar on me. damn it hurt. afterwards, we went back to the room & got all hot looking for our 1st night with alcohol. i gave mine away because my stomach couldn't take it because of the pains i was having earlier. everyone else was tipsy. good memories. quinn hooked up with zach. we met melanie & christine who both go to jupiter & are best friends. ally tried her first cigarette. ally, christine, zach & quinn all did a triple kiss. jackie invited taylor back to the room to... (no need to explain) & that was the night. i recorded all of it... o we danced in the club... (18 & over) don't ask how we got in... <3
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sunday morning: woke up with jackie @ 8am, had breakfast & laid out. then ally, quinn & lici came... we were out in the sun until... like 2pm. i am now... BURNT... but tan <3

sunday afternoon: we all napped until forever. then began getting ready for dinner in which... nobody wanted to do because of the burns & lack of sleep that we had.

sunday night: after dinner, we went shopping... & quinn got someone to buy her absolut vodka. how awesome! i had 2 shots... but it was mainly fruit punch while everyone else had 3 or more & there was still some left. jackie found taylor & they went off while i videotaped hectic stuff from that night. we met more people. Dee (wants lici), Phil (ends up making out with ally), Austin (Quinn ends up begging him to make out), and other people but i didn't catch their names. melanie & christine ended up making out. and quinn made out with christine. also, she kissed her first black guy... dee. all this... is on tape... from me. lici and i went to the bathroom & talked. then dee took her to the club while i decided to leave & go put the videotape back because it ran out of tape. i accidently walked in on jackie & taylor. so i put the tape down & walked right out & went to go catch up with everyone else... they decided to do more million way kissing in which i was not down with.. so i left. i walked up to the top of the deck with the jogging track & grabbed a chair & fell asleep. some guy & his girlfriend woke me up & told me that i had fallen asleep. o well. i then realized that its 1:30am... we are docked in the port of miami & i get service without any roaming. hello! time to call jonah. unfortunately i didn't have ENOUGH service to reach him =/ s0o i went back to the room after stalling as much as possible & praying that jackie & taylor were done. unfortunately they weren't but... at that point i didn't care because i was about ready to break down. jackie had him leave & she got dressed. i returned after 10 minutes & she started talking to me about what happened... now, i did listen about it & she came outta the bathroom peeing her pants... (drunk & couldn't hold it) as i sat in my bed & cried myself to sleep as jackie took a shower. when she got out, she started talking, & as the good friend i am, i felt obligated to listen & respond to her comments. which i did. of course she asked if anything was wrong... she didn't catch the tears... s0o i said no. later after her & i finished talking, i heard banging on the door.. ally, phil, lici, & austin. quinn came in earlier but i didn't catch that one. ally & austin made out after lici went to get food & phil left. austin annoyed her so we got him to leave. i cried myself back to sleep again while quinn puked.

[this was the craziest night that they all seemed to have thought was the best... but i, however, thought it was the worst night, & its probably what made me feel s0o horrible.]
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monday morning: time to get off the boat. ate breakfast, waited forever for our color to be called... got off... grabbed the limo & went to jackies. i took a shower & we took a nap... finally my mommy came. <3
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:::-GOOD MEMORiES-:::
+stinkin' dickfor. what's a dick for? ur mouth!
+don't call somebody stupid, it breaks their self-esteem.
+how old do we hafta be for licquor? money in your pocket.
+meet freddy on tuesday @ 3pm in front of the licquor store.
+dancing around the dinner table.
.... and the rest of the good memories. i love u all. peace.

:: 2004 20 March :: 11.12pm
:: Mood: confused

well tongiht i saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind with a bunch of people. i just updated LJ so i dont really feel like writing..a mixture of laziness and tiredness coming over me.

well i saw this cute kid at borders tongiht after the movies. and oddly enough, i know him. it's weird that i can recognize someone after seeing them once. i think thats probably the one thing i hate about myself. it's my weird thing.

well if anyone knows a guy that has blonish ear/shoulder length hair adn big eyes, please tell me cause i somehow know him and it will drive me nuts till i figure out who he is.

much love

:: 2004 19 March :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: creative

i really love the fact that on the internet i can say things that i would never say in person. but then it makes me wonder if the internet is like a mask, my shield?

well anyways, tonight was the key club auction/talent show. some bands performed. i liked the guitar solos and the duo that wasn't the mario brothers people. AND, thanks to amy reminding me, i absolutely loved the step team...i am going to be the only white memebr of the ATL step team!!

much love <3
Heather

call me and we will def get together over break 542 2078

:: 2004 19 March :: 10.45am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: jackie blowing her nose

boo ya... bahama mamas.
sup ladies my name is slim shady.... please marshall please let me suck your cock!!

omg jack & i are here chillin at the holidae inn. slept over here last night with alicia, quinn, and ally. baller! umm... we had super fun. beagan and cody came over... fucked up... o well. i talked to mommy last night. and also my lover jonah. boo ya! sucker. i am gonna miss him and everyone for like the almost 4 days we're gone. <3 woosh. damn my tummu hurts so imma take some meds and bounce baby out the door i ain't gonna take this mnore more... thats s0-o sarah connor. anyways peace out homie.... iweescreem. xOx

Lizzy

:: 2004 18 March :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Gilligan's Island theme song

Dun dun dun
tomorrow...tommorrow...

we're crusin tomorrow

it's less than a day....away......

<3 <3 <3

happy spring break. i expect to see all of you wen i get back :) yay!

rachel

:: 2004 18 March :: 6.44pm

yeh.. stuff happens..

but life goes on

:: 2004 17 March :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: My Band:: D12 & Eminem

it's days like ToDAY ThAT i REMeMBeR Y i <3 2 LiVE.
no school 4 me 2day, like i said, mama ducks said i could stay home. we showered & went shopping. started at old navy.. getting tanks & a cute lil' white purse. ran to ross, YUCK, but i did find some dresses for the cruise. {check out livejournal} went to wellington mall... MY HOME. AEROPOSTALE iS COMiNG 2 WeLLY!!!! i can't wait! mommy & i had lunch from panda express, my treat, i recommend orange chicken, s0-o delicious. then, we shopped... hollister, pac sun, burdines, claire's, penny's, hot topic {gasp}, wet seal, etc. but i didn't even STOP in AE {BiG GasP}. +tear+ then, we headed to pick up my bro, i drove all day! w00t, although, mommy was GRASPiNG onto the door handle... she's s0-o chicken.

i finally get home, & my sis gets home, i offered to take her & her friend to the pool. how sweet. there wasn't much sun tho. but i did get VERY LiTTLE. s0-o around 3:30 we headed back home cuz the girls started to complain. & i then... talked to jonah. but then i left again to publix & then i picked up my bro from SKATEusa. i s0-o wanna chill there with all the hot sk8ter boyz. when they were outside, i got funny looks... like "that girl looks to lil' to be driving." hawtness. came home, ate dinner. then, i'm informed that i'm going to COLDSTONE's & JJ MUGGS with the WHOLE family. and when i say whole... this includes:
tim, melanie, mckensie, santos, dave, my dad, my mom, emily, tommy, me, carol (who was busy working @ JJ's), rick, natalie, brittany, daniel, booty girl, & her boyfriend.

that's not literally my family once again, but it's like... exactly my family. ok but anyways, i guess someone brought a friend, and this guy is a 16 year old HOT cheerleader. s0-o booty girl is talkin' to him... ABOUT ME! omg. lol, s0-o he starts talking to me, & then i get a call from jackie... COURTNEY BAILS OUT ON THE CRUISE. s0-o we replaced her with ally!!!! thank goodness. <3. s0-o after that is figured out, i come back & the cheerleader dude is gone. damn. but reminder... i HAVE A BOYFRiEND, but booty girl didn't know. s0-o i get back in, and she is talking to the guy that is behind the bar who hadda be like 18 to work behind there in the first place & he works with carol & looks like a cross between matt o'brien & colin farrell. HOLY SHiZZLE was he HOT! & i hear booty girl talking about me... TO HIM. now realize... i can't even go up to the hollister cashier because the guy is too damn hot & i'm not! but yeah... s0-o i talked to this colin farrell look alike. pretty cool i guess. but, then he hadda get back to work. HELLO! BRiANA HAS A BOYFRiEND WHO iS HOT AS HELL & i CAN'T ASK FOR MORE... but there was no harm in meeting 2 new hot guys. yeah. s0-o booty girl gave me her # & told me to holla. we talked about dr. weigel. considering she used to go to Atlantic. (she's only 22) she wants 2 go shopping w/ me, & she wants my butt, but she has one too. <3 she's s0-o like a sister. w00t. anyways, i'm out. peace. xOx

:: 2004 17 March :: 8.38pm

i'm walking to my computer and i walk by my parents room... i look in...my younger brother is in there watching tv and just jumping aroung like a little boy...but he's wearing my mom's sandals!

should i be concerned?!