My Reflections

:: 2005 30 April :: 5.53pm

i cant drive anymore.

i never paid the fee.

:: 2005 29 April :: 11.34pm

i just ate...but i opened the fridge and guess what i found!!!!!

RAGOONS!!!!!!

woo! patrice likes ragoons toO!

we went to the libertyville play and the set was just horrible...the platforms had holes and no facing and the walls werent decorated and seams werent taped and sound was too loud and wood grain failed and the tables were wrapped in tin foil....-_-

am only so disappointed because i know kevin holly can do better than this....

oh well...ragoons.....::mm::

okie i guess thats it...

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:: 2005 29 April :: 8.57am
:: Mood: Poopy

This weekend isn't going to be fun. Tonight might be. I'll find someone to hnag out with. Plus, Sin City is at Rivertree now. So I might go there today.It�s at 6:30, so maybe I can get food after the meeting and run to the movie? It�d be fun, I think.

Saturday is going to suck more then anything, though. Here are my plans.

7- Wake up
8- Work meeting
10 or 11- Tech Saturday
4- Leave crew
4- Be at work (Gotta learn to be two places at once, I guess)
8- Leave work

After 8, I don�t know. I kind of would rather work 5:54-11. Maybe I�ll find out who�s closing and try to switch with them. That would make life considerably easier. And who wouldn�t want to work a four hour shift compared to a five hour? We shall see.

I also just realized that tomorrow is our last tech Saturday. That makes me sad, on top of being stressed. Jill hates me because I reminded her of that. Poop. :-( I love you, Jill! <3

Sunday will be good. It�ll be a break from the insanity. I�ll just hang out with the boy some. I�ll tell my parents I�m opening, that way I avoid church, get to sleep in, and avoid church.

Jill�s glaring at me. And that makes me sad. Don�t make me sad, Jill. I�ll write you a poem.

Oh Jill, Oh Jill
How sad your glare is
It looks like you�re constipated,
But I know that you�re mad
Don�t be so sad,
Because I love you so
And seeing you sad
Makes me feel bad
You have ducks on your shirt
So don�t be sad
Just smile
And grab a lad!

Okay�I really should do my story. Much love. Especially to Jill. :-)

goose

:: 2005 29 April :: 9.05am

I hATE pATRICE
Patrice made me realize that i was writing my last bio
Patrice told me that this saturday is out last tech saturday
Patrice also showed me the two huge movies showplace got this weekend, and rivertree isnt going to be that busy but i get to die at showplace all night
Patrice is a poo head!

:: 2005 28 April :: 10.14pm

so that crappy feeling's still there...

i feel bad for stunkel. not cuz he does stupid stuff, cuz thats obvious...but because he's trapped in a mindset taht everyone should laugh at life and still a child. his intentions are good, no matter how much anyone tries to argue with me, and i feel bad that they arent always taken the way he wishes. he's like anyone of us, where he doesnt want to be a disappointment to himself, his family, or his friends. He's not like us where he'll go very far to make someone laugh, and soemtimes doesnt think of the consequences. point blank, no one should ever hate stunkel, no matter how mad they get at him.

yes...erm...lol a stunkel entry.

id write more but i think its something that's going to be a private entry because am just going to get yelled at for it.

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:: 2005 28 April :: 10.56am
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: NONE! GASP! I need music!

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That there is patrice.

O-}-<

that there is patrice sleeping and being lazy and not doing her paper.

Look at those arms, though. Patrice is a beast.

:-(

that there is Patrice sad because she couldn't watch LoTR with Melanie and Jackie today.

>.<

that there is Patrice angry at Mr. Curry for assigning that paper. And her Dad for being ultra-annoying-like. And her mom who is too lazy to go get Patrice's dirty clothes from her room.

:-(

Here is Patrice sad again because Ryan has to go to stupid tech campus. Stupid tech campus.

:-(

here is Patrice dreading this weekend and wanting it to go away.

:-P

here is Patrice disgusted and not wanting to go to crew.

:-)

here is Patrice slightly happy because Ed is on.

:-(

here is Patrice sad because Ryan can't come over to watch it like he was supposed to.

O.O

here is Patrice flipping out because she missed the first three minutes.

0.0

that there is Patrice realizing she has switched from "that there" to "here is" halfway through.

:'(

Here is Patrice sad that she can't watch Ed anymore because she's going out to lunch with her family.

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here is Patrice ripping her parents' heads off because she is very angry.

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here is Patrice saying poop.

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:: 2005 28 April :: 12.45am

is there anyone that wants to run with me everyday. the thing is, you gotta keep me on it and want to go yourself...

heh, a want ad...

:: 2005 28 April :: 12.04am

ever had a sudden mood change?

yea that sucks..oh well...

so not much is going on...happy bday stunkel

my teeth still hurt and all but that's been heard.

there is no peanut butter (nor brown sugar, kristen)

okie that's it...g'night

:: 2005 25 April :: 9.13am
:: Mood: Tired

There was something I wanted to write about, but I forgot. I call it Melanie Syndrome. Don�t ask. I�ve been writing in my private-real-paper journal every night for a while now. It�s weird. It�s not all insane-depressing stuff too. And that makes me happy.

goose

:: 2005 25 April :: 8.58am

work was poopy. I had to stay an hour late because 2 busses of girls showed up to see the 615 a lot like love and there was 1 guy at concessions so they threw me back there with him and i had to get popcorn for an hour. blah. Then i did nothing. I ate ice cream, it was good. (lol details, no. hahaha) yeah...library is a snooze fest. My short story is 7 pages now. im getting close to where curry wants us to be! yay! :) I just have to come up with an ending, which is impossible. But I actually like my story! its a miracle i know! we'll see though, im sure ill change my mind tomorrow. Im hungry. we have band tonight...oh darn no crew...psh!

:: 2005 25 April :: 8.03am

holy crappy morning. i couldnt sleep last night so i ran at one thirty and getting up sucked and then i couldnt get ready fast enough to get patrice. kristen, btw, no traffic to get you so no problem...

btw, today i win the actually ugly skirt contest...

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:: 2005 23 April :: 12.03am

i dont know why am not sleeping am so tired

oh yes, am eating cheetos yay for me

i wanted millk but both jugs are bad :P

oh not much...am boring...

quote of the day:
Bo: Gayson. we have to focus the side lights.
Gayson: So you want me to fly in first electric?

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:: 2005 22 April :: 8.04am

i feel sick...

my ear hurts :-P

hardly an update. oh well. last night mundelein's play was okie. "Brown sugar" was really really cute and he could sing...::dies::

i drove kristen and stunkel shopping "downtown" and then they went to a "fancy" dinner followed by night at the theatre. lol. i was the limo driver...who ate with them...

:: 2005 21 April :: 12.50pm

ow my precious feet.