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:: Music: lost prophets - last train home
friends are the only real things in the world. where would i be without my friends?
i LOVE my friends. they always help me when i need them the most! thanks for talking through this one! i fucking love you!! u know who u are!! and all my other friends who are there for me, thank you so much, my life would be so fucked up w/o ya'll lol. and zach, my love . . . one day lol!
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2004 22 February :: 7.12pm
:: Music: korn - falling away from me
weekend blows.
weekend = shit
at least i finished my spanish project [well except for cooking it, but thats on 2moro's agenda]
after all this time he still gives me butterflies
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2004 21 February :: 8.12pm
thanks to x_carine_x for the carebears! xox
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2004 21 February :: 6.03pm
:: Music: greenday - when i come around
much thanks to x_carine_x!! xo
**much credit to x_carine_x on blurty for personalizing my icon for me! xox**
this weekends turning out gay, i have a huuge spanish project to do, and im not wanting to do it. other than that, i have to clean because my grandma's coming down in a few days. basically weekend = shit. but whatever...
i made jen her journal today, it's nice. i dont really like it so i might just change it and surprise her lol.
i just finished watching save the last dance with my mom, and i dont understand it. this white girl goes to a brand new town that is mostly african americans. she fits in [except for that bitch nikki] and gets a guy right away, falls in love with him, and then gets into one of the best schools. i wish movies were realistic. lol
i need to get my hair cut. seriously, i really need to. i have the money and everything, i just can't find the motivation and time to go. which brings me to my next predicament. i need to get my permit, i'm of age, and i just really need to. But a 4hr drug and alcohol test just doesnt appeal to me, so i haven't been motivated to go. but i want a car. i want to be able to go where i want to go when i want to go. i want a car!
other than that, im just gonna quit raging, and continue on that spanish project! ill write if something funny or interesting happens. lates. xox
-thanks again carine! she does great icons at blurty on x_carine_x -
by the way whitney, i got an icon made for us, with our quote and our names, i wanna show you, but im not sure if i send it in an email if it will fade like its supposed to lol! bye!
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2004 20 February :: 7.07pm
:: Music: maroon 5 - harder to breathe
Maroon 5 - Harder to Breathe
How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground that I am walking on
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control
Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold
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2004 20 February :: 2.32pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: eminem - bully
stupid highschool...
im DONE with boynton mother fucking highschool! done! im going to TLO next year if they're still open, and if that doesnt work out.. then i'll probably go to west boynton with whitney or go to school with carly. but no more boynton!! i've been in a rage for the last two days and im feeling pretty shitty! i didnt go to school today cuz mom didnt feel like bringing me. egh, i need to get outta the house. i feel so groggy! well, i still have a damn project to be workin on, so im gonna get to it! xox lates
no matter how seriious liife gets, you need to share iit with people you can be stOoOpiid with <3
cw wv mw sc ji fd ea jp jn md ss iz br rb
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2004 14 February :: 11.16am
:: Music: greenday - welcome to paradise
heart day!
happy valentines day! muahz to all my friends!!! xoxo
:.much love to my friends.:.
A B C D E F G H I J K L M
N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
.:.spell out your own name.:.
Dont Worry About Fallin In Love Because In Most Fairytales They Dont Find Each other Till
-» T h e L a s t P a g e
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2004 12 February :: 9.09pm
:: Music: outkast - hey ya
thinkin outloud
lol. today i was bored, and i thought back on things i coulda done differently and what might have happened. and i looked back at past friendships, relationships and enemies. instead of crying at what i lost or whatever, i laughed, i dont know why, but just laughing about it made my day. i guess im not making much sense, but i really dont regret anything. none of it! i do wish some things coulda turned out more my way, but i'm okay the way my life is right now. and i've realized i get attached a lil too easily, i have a fragile heart, and i need to do something with it, because it is too easy to break! but yeah im done complaining and babbling about nothingness! toodles! =)
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2004 11 February :: 7.43pm
:: Music: switchfoot - this is your life
yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
and you had everything to lose
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2004 9 February :: 10.09pm
:: Music: nickelback - figure you out
ugh, im sick of people who are so damn clingy and just won't leave you alone! stay out of my bubble! lol, egh i feel like shit! im gonna go relax i'm out
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2004 8 February :: 8.35pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: beddingfield - if your not the one
weekend was ok. friday i went to carlys house and we saw bob and watched pirates of the carribean for like the millionth time. saturday nothing much happened, me and carly hit the gin that night cuz we were bored and wished rj a happy birthday. then i talked to raul and jason called me at like 1 in the morning. sunday we went to the tanning salon and saw raul erin pete tyler and jason. then we went back to carlys and frank came over and chilled for a while. now a week of school and then a 3day weekend [yay]. now im watchin the grammys, i dont wanna miss anything so im out.
**do anything nd everything yu want.. ..and if itz somthing yull regret in the morning ..juss sleep late..**
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2004 6 February :: 6.02pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: in my life
eh, grades came today, im pretty proud of myself.. i tried pretty damn hard, but that damn chem is just so damn hard lol, i got 4 A's 2 B's and a C. i got 50 bucks, so im not gonna complain. i have no idea whats going on this weekend. just playing it by ear. eh, well we ended up not having to talk to the cops, but who knows whats gonna happen now. my gramma's coming to visit soon, that should be cool i guess. but yeah, i have like nothing to talk about, so im just gonna go and update after the weekend. im out.
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2004 5 February :: 5.57pm
:: Music: incubus - warning
thx 4 the survey rea
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Danielle Lee Sucich
2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? blues clues boxers
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? incubus - warning
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 1762 and 2537
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? mm cherry jolly rancher lollipop
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? pine green
7. WHAT IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? sunny and nice
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? phone.. mm my momma
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? eyes and arms
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? yeah
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? kinda happy, kinda lonely
12. FAVORITE DRINK? mmm. mountain dew and mellow yellow
13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? parrot bay 1.tastes great 2. good memories i also like old english cuz of good memories
14. FAVORITE SPORT? like to play any sport and i like to watch football
15. HAIR COLOR? its brown w/ golden brown highlights
16. EYE COLOR? they change diff. colors
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? no
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? stepsister
19. FAVORITE MONTH? December January June
20. FAVORITE FOODS? hmm... mcdonalds lol and pretty much nething italian, oh and corn beef and cabbage *yumm*
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Once Upon A Time In Mexico
22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? uhm.. i dont really happen, i guess it depends on my happiest moment of the year lol.
23. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer, beachin it. altho i love cold too
24. HUGS OR KISSES? both, but i love to hug and cuddle
25. RELATIONSHIPS OR CASUAL DATING? Relationships
26. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla
27. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? mom cat dog
28. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? it happened to nancy, and i have to read of mice and men for english
29. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? black
30. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? last night i didnt do anything, i was so worn out, so i napped the day away
31. FAVORITE SMELLS? my ocean
33. FAVORITE CAR? mazda 6's are nice, still love jetta's, cougars are nice, and so are eclipses
34. FAVORITE FLOWER? white, peach, pink, blue, any color rose..
35. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? uno lol
36. CAN YOU JUGGLE? no
37. FAVORITE DAY(s) OF THE WEEK? Tuesday has my fave shows, but lately saturdays have been goin good
38. RED OR WHITE WINE? White
39. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? out to dinner with mom and carly, n then hung out w/ friends
40. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD? no
41. WHAT ARE YOUR LIFETIME GOALS? be happy, find real love and explore the barrier reef lol..
42. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE
MORNING? its early and i gotta pee
43. WHAT SCARES YOU MOST? keeping my feelings inside, losing somebody i love, death, my moms sickness
44. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? sure y not, im posting it on my journal too
45. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? dunno
46. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? dunno.
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2004 2 February :: 10.10pm
:: Music: ying yang twins - grey goose
po po
and the drama unfolds...
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2004 27 January :: 8.06pm
:: Music: usher, lil jon, ludacris - yeah
sometimes you gotta be fucked up to think straight
last weekend = no regrets
i'm out
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