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:: Music: georgia dome - ying yang twins
fuun weekend
happy birthday mario.. sry im a day late xoxo
i'm out
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2004 21 January :: 9.39pm
staind - mudshovel
today was ok, thanks for makin me laugh whit
i passed the chem test. one of four people, yay.
i need to stop kidding myself.
i'm out
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2004 19 January :: 10.40pm
:: Music: ying yang twins - salt shaker
im a gangsta'
haha uh oh .. im a gangster! lol
im out. pe@$e [haha]
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2004 19 January :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: last train home
5. 0
hey! haha, guess what happened!?! the pizza man got robbed at my neighborhood sat. lol dumb shit.. it was the dumbest thing EVER!
anyways, i wont get into that... this weekend i saw.. carly - sosa - megan - sarah - frank - erik - izzy - brandon - will - billy - raul - pete - kt - kyle - and kyles boy (i forget his name) this weekend was pretty cool, sunday was fun.
haha i competed with sarah.. it was soo funny, i had carly crackin up! ugh, i had realized today that in order to graduate i need community service, and so far i only hav like 4.. whoops! haha, i guess i should schedule a guidance appt huh?
eh - things didnt exactly go as i wanted them to in the situation im in.. but its whatever, i didnt get my hopes up, so its all okay .. [i guess] lol. i just dont get life sometimes, but hey... if this is rock bottom i can only go up lol. for some reason im not sweatin the shit that dont go my way, im kinda brushin it off.. if only i knew how to do that before i made myself miserable over all my previous disasters lol. i guess im just appreciating what i have and not worryin about the stuff i want. damn zach, all that shit u say about fuck happiness and stuff, its true. lol. just enjoy life however it comes!
aw lol.. my cousin sent me this mushy gushy poem thing, so i gotta put it on here lol. enjoy!
he stared coldly into the eyes of the uneasy kid here to pick up his daughter. she scuffled away up the stairs to get a sweater acknowledging her anxiety about tonight. now alone, he looked the boy up an down and said under his breath, little boys, ha, only after one thing.. the boy kept his gaze straight ahead and replied -- yes sir i am! .. the man, nearly knocked off his feet and angry as hell took the boy by the shoulder, the boy calmly looked around into his furious eyes and said ([her heart)]
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2004 15 January :: 9.01pm
:: Music: eve 6 - heart in a blender
bored. quiz thing.
haha.. im out.
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2004 14 January :: 9.16pm
:: Music: hoobastank - crawling in the dark
s c h o o l
aaaah.. if ANYBODY knows how to do chemistry, IM me or post on here w/ ur screen name, im so damn confused with this chemistry/stoichiometry bull shit.
so much work to do.. heres my to do list
-cook spanish food for 40 kids, plus do research on spanish food, w/ a posterboard - due first week of feb.
-finish chemistry worksheet, due this friday, i'm lost and dont know what im doing
-do research for the marshall plan for kovach, along w/ five sources due this friday.
-update journal for english
-figure out a monologue for drama and what dialect to use.
- GET NEW SCHOOL SUPPLIES
-see whitney
-call and see zach
-go to the fair, which involves getting money
-clean room or house for money
-try to see justin/john/brandon
eh, report cards came today.. i did shiiitty.. worse then i thought.. i mean, i'll admit, i COMPLETELY slacked off the last 9wks.. heres my grades: ceramics-A Drama-A Spanish-C Geometry-C Chemistry-C English-C American History-B.. heres why i got those grades..
in spanish, last 9wks i handed it no homework, not one piece of work... so i got a C in her class [how? i dont know] then i got a C on the exam and had a C the first 9 wks which made me get a C for the first semester
in geometry, same thing as spanish, i didnt hand in one piece of work, so i got a D in her class, i had a B on the exam and a B on the first 9wks which gave me a C average for the first semester. this semester im buckling down and handing in all assignments. so far i have!!
dreaded chemistry. ugh.. ok, C first 9wks, failed the semester exam, C second 9wks, C for semester avearage, THANK GOD, im so suprised i didnt fail, but ya know, im in chem hon. maybe i should go to reg. but then i look at my friends who are in reg. and i can do their stuff in a heartbeat, mom and teach. say i need a challenge -- this stuff is mad challenging.. but im gonna try harder, a lot harder, more concentration and more studying!
english- my teacher is a nitwit.. she lost my first 9wks exam, i told her i wouldnt retake it, so she gave me a low B.. first 9wks i got a B, second 9wks i got a B.. i failed the semester exam [which i might add was 13 long paragraph essays and only 2 kids in the class passed -- me n jess got the highest f's lol woohoo] and got a C in her class. it obviously tells you your exam was out of whack if only two kids pass in our class and all her other students didnt get good grades either.. whatever, im not complaining, ill just try even harder this 9wks.
amer. history isnt that bad, but i never study for the tests, which is where i screw myself over, so from now on i should study, cuz i hand in all my homework and classwork.. so ill just study more
thats my problem, i always freeze on tests or dont study.. idk..i guess i should start to more, i really wanna try toget straight A's, but i know i cant get an A in chem so im hopin for like 5 A's and 2 B's or sumthin, i really wanna make mom proud.
but im gonna go try to figure out how to do this stoichiometry/chem bull. and then go study, i'll talk to ya'll later!
im out.
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2004 12 January :: 8.52pm
:: Music: think twice - eve 6
i know. im a dork! lol
*Friend
When you are sad.....I will get us drunk and help you plot revenge against the sorry ass bitch who made you sad!
When you are blue.....I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you!
When you smile..........I'll know you finally got some ass!
When you are scared..I will rag you about it every damn chance I get!
When you are worried....I will tell you the horrible stories about how much it can get worse and to stop your damn whining!
When you are confused.....I will use little words to explain it to your dumbass!
When you are sick.........please stay the hell away from me until you are well again I don't want your nasty ass germs!!
When you fall.........I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass!
This is my oath........I pledge til the end. Why you may ask? Because your my best friends -- carly & whit
lol love you guys! xo pe@$e hah
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2004 12 January :: 6.05pm
Me: and u can cry a puddle over randy if thats what you want to do, but when you start to feel happy about it, we'll step in the puddle and have a good ol' time lol
Whitney: omg, i'm so adding that to my journal! that was great danielle!
ahh.. lol its gonna be a lake!! lol, i love you whitney.. ur so god damn awesome!! put a smile on ur face... lol (forgets the rest of the song) ill always be there! ill talk to you later tonight! lylas!
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2004 11 January :: 10.00pm
:: Music: finger 11 - one thing
hey.. heres my EXCITING weekend!!
friday - did nothin, brandon called, then i went back to bed, i slept for a while, it was a veg night.
saturday - i saw brandon, will, justin and john, we all went to caitlyns for a little while, then saw nik and just hung out. it was pretty cool -- i had fun
sunday - me and carly spent most of the day with brandon, we went shoppin to find him some gym shorts to wear for weight training and then get him some gloves. we ran into quoci [lol idk how to spell his name, its pronounced coochie tho] at sports authority but didnt say nething.. then we went back to brandons and watched queen of the damned - it was good. then came home, did hw and chilled. but im gonna get in the shower! pe@$e lol!
-dani!
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2004 7 January :: 9.05pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: darkness : a thing called love
today was iight, just a regular old school day! cept for nate left me in art [so sad] but i still got him in drama! other than that my day was iight, i didnt get to take a nap today, but whatever!
Raul called me today outta the blue lol, but it was cool, i havent talked to him since last time i was at "the spot". i wanna go this weekend again. but yeah, he seems nice along w/ all billy's other buddies.
talked to carly today too [as usual] and had a semi-long convo with whit today!! whoop-whoop! i really should go to west boynton next year, but i wanna try out toussaint too!dunno whats goin on! but yeah, she made me laugh! hopefully we chill soon n make some plans!
[mel i still havent seen frank.. sry!! lol xo]
but ya -- imma get goin n get my stuff ready for school tomorrow.. to the few i love you!
[a lil lyric to leave from one of my fav. bands]
how do u do it, make me feel like i do? how do you it, its better than i ever knew
>>by the way.. if you havent heard the new song from darkness.. its called " a thing called love" i think lol, but its suuuch a good song!! i recommend you listen<<
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2004 6 January :: 3.26pm
:: Music: think twice
hey! school wasn't that bad.. gettin up early was tho.. not used to it at all. before i forget, i forgot to mention one more thing that i did over the break, i saw nates friends [josh and danny] over at the spot, danny raced his malibu and beat a neon.. it was a good race! but anyways, school today was okay, lots of homework for the first day back tho, kinda sucks..
oh, and sosa was a riot today after school, he stops in the middle of the hallway and i get up to him and he hugs me with this big ass smile lol, he's like i never see you around here.. he's soo funny, that man forever has me crackin up!
oh, i talked to mel yesterday.. i was really happy that i did too.. we caught up on some stuff.. hopefully we'll meet up sometime and catch up on other shyt! [bye the way hun, i didnt tell frank yet cuz i havent seen him, but ill tell him when i do =)]
other than that, jason leaves for penn. again tomorrow! so sad lol, but it was a good visit while it lasted.. he's a cool guy! i had fun seein all my friends from school.. oh and guess what?! im goin to a concert in march [story of the year - linkin park - p.o.d - hoobastank] that concert is gonna be soooo awesome! but imma go do some homework so i can go out tonight!
lates,
dani-elle-y
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hey guys .. wow, sorry for the lack of updates.. i've been at carly's that whole time.. but here's what i've been up to . . .
Christmas - I went to Carly's house and Kim and Jack's families came over and we all had a big dinner and just hung out, then me, meg, sarah, and carly all went to lake worth to see Hewerly and say Merry Christmas n just chill for a lil bit, then we went back to Boynton and went to see Bob Billy and Pete at albertson's so we did that for a while, then we went back to Carly's and Danny and Rj came over for a lil while and we chilled outside and gave them my gifts ... it was iight.
Next couple of days we went to the spot to see the motorcycle stunts and the car races, it was lots of fun, billy busted his ass on his dirtbike. sarah raced her car, it lost =( carly saw bob, pete did stunts on his dirtbike, we just had fun. we also saw erik mike and jon for a lil while along w/ fran and kelsey.
then me carly john m justin and brandon went to city place for a lil while and met up with stephanie and caitlyn.. we stayed for about an hour, then got bored, so john took us all home. it was fun, brandon is so funny..
The next day me carly n meg n sarah saw all the guys - frank erik izzy Sevren (spelling? aka sosa - it was fun.. so we all just chilled, played cards -- the usual
wow, new years eve... i was at carly's that day and bob came over to chill with us before we partyed.. mike showed up so we saw him for a lil while before the party.. so, after we were done chillin.. we all went to carly's aunts house (tracy) and partied over there.. it was me - meg - bob - carly - sarah - erik- frank - izzy - sosa - mike - tracy - dee - danielle and then later that night two girls showed up.. we all got pretty shit faced that night.. it was a LOT of fun, but im gonna spare you all the details! we all crashed at tracy's
new years day.. saw nick that morning.. haha, got drunk that night too, not too drunk tho.. it was me carly sarah meg sosa jason jason brandon will frank erik izzy ( john n justin left at 11) n we got some stuff and just chilled .. it was funny, i loved seeing jason again, i havent seen him since last year cuz he moved, but he leaves again wednesday.
next day me and carly and sarah went to sky lake with jason jason brandon and will, they all got fucked up, but i stayed sober .. we only had like an hour to chill lol - then carly and sarah got in a huge argument , we got taco bell and went home. that night we saw Sosa Oj frank and erik - only for a lil while tho.
then the next night we went to lantana for a llittle while so we could get some stuff for a friend, then went back to tracy's and hung out with erik izzy and frank n carly and sarah.. we played cards all night lol, then the boys went home and we crashed
last night me carly n meg watched scarface -- it was my first time every watching that movie, it was badass.. then we got some eskimo pies lol and chilled and talked out front lookin at the starts till like 1 in the morning..
then today i chilled at carlys and erik came over for a lil while, then came home, did laundry and got ready for school.. eh, havent mentioned that word in a while.. i lost all my friggin school supplies [whoops] whatever.. its all good
oh, so i was at carlys and she got this letter from jon2's mom talkin about nick and her family and how jon graduated and nick is in the army and stuff and she got two pics, awww nick lol! my prayers are with you! but im gonna get going so i can go clean my room and do laundry and take a shower and get my stuff ready for school!
[whit i took ur idea lol, hope ur not mad iLu]
this is to my grls, whether or not we have problems now or had them before -- i will never forget any of you!!!!
carly - Smiles & tears giggles & laughs,Late nite calls & funny photographs, I'll be there 4 u til the day of my death... *Best friends 4ever*...till my very last breath
~ Carly, i dont have words to express how i feel about our friendship -- id be soooo screwed if i didn't have you in my life! iLu [possessed radio!!]
wick - *im here for you [always] whatever you need .. cuz me without you is like a blunt with no weed*
~ I'm glad i met you Whit, you are so kickass and awesome and badass and just everything, you're a great friend and even tho we don't really chill and we havent been friends for a long time, i feel i can trust you with so much!i love ya! [u still need ur present haha]
meg - when i'm down ur there to pick me up i can tell ya stuff you've got all mai trust i can say i love you cuz i really do 2 my grl megan there's no1 lyk u!
~ true scorpio's for life! i love you megan, and altho we have our days and we get on each other's nerves, ur awesome! 'xO
sarah - When I was alone You came around When I was down You pulled me through And there's nothing that I wouldn't do for you
~ sarah, i love you grl, we get closer everyday! u know i got ur back thru everything!!!!
jess - NEVER underestimate the power of Friends especally when their together!!!!
~ jesso -- i love ya soooo much and i love how close we've gotten, ur awesome [d.unit and j.dawg always]
heather - Years of friendship n nothin to doubt Endless memories..too many too count through the drama.liez and crazy fights you have made a big impact on my life
~ i know we aint close now, but thru everything that happened, i wouldn't be me without a push here and there from you -- stay safe! [coverup - seans party - "i fucking love you" ]
mel - were so crazy people think were high..... the times were so bored.. we laugh until we cry...all the inside jokes & 'member whens..these are the reasons youre my friend
~ memi, i know we dont talk much nemore, but i cherish every talk, cry and laugh we ever shared, you know i'll always be there for you!
ange - I know you are my friend, cuz u can tell something's wrong, even when im smiling
~ i know we're not talkin right now, im sorry that happened, but thanks for always bein there for me this year and last year - u have helped me through a lot of drama!
to my boys - whether we had or have problems.. you have all helped me one way or another, and i thank you all for that!
frank - being friends with you is like fallin thro a deep dark hole, but in that hole i find something special, a treasure to behold
~ franky , you are so unpredictable but your soooo awesome! keep reppin' dL ! xo
erik - I dunno whut Id dew without yew or whea Id be, Yer not jus anotha guy Yer E V E R Y T H I N G tah me
~ lol eriK!! ur like my brother! if i lost you i'd go nuts, stay your goofyself!! xo
mike - *Throughout Your Life You Will Meet One Person Who Is Unlike Any Other. You Could Talk To This Person For Hours And Never Get Bored. You Could Tell Them Things And They Won't Judge You. This Person Is Your Soul Mate, Your Best Friend, Dont Ever Let Them Go*
~ mike!!! ur a true scorpio and altho i only see ya like every couple weeks.. ur a great friend! a little sarcastic lol, but a great friend! luv ya cuz!-
danny - - Sometimes i wish i neva met you, cuz then i could go to sleep at night not knowing there is someone like you out there
~ i have no idea where we stand at the moment, whether we are friends or not, but i will say you changed me, you made me realize something about myself that i didnt know about, i hope whatever happens to you in your life is only the best, and i hope one day we do become better friends, cuz i loved when we talked.. and how about that question "do u think we'll be friends in 5years? i hope so" .. idk if u remember that, but it was said, and i've come to the point that i'm pretty much realizing to get the hell over you, and i can do it, it will take time, but the hardest part is knowing that i dont want to get over you.. but anyways, good luck in your love life and with everything in life.. hope to talk to ya soon!
zach - i waz tired of runnin outta luck thinkin bout jus givin up didnt no jus wut 2do but then i found u
~ i thought there was no guy out there as nice and as aweseom as you, i talked to you all the time and thought of you like my brother! you are one guy friend that i never felt uncomfortable around, and i dont know if you believe what i said, but i cherish our friendship so much, and please know i'll always care about ya zach! ur a great friend!! dont change!
rj - i still cant believe something like you.. happened to me
~ rj, i dont know how we stand today, but thanks for bein such a great guy, you make me laugh when im feeling sad and ur such a nice and generous guy! ur the greatest! xo
jon - It's funny how big of an impact you have on me. It's like when I see you, you don't even have to speak. All you do is smile and it can make my day. That's how I remember my reasons for being your friend
~ jon, ur awesome! i know we hardly talk, but your really funny and you're a great person and friend! xo
sosa - *a real friend is one who walks in when the rest uv the world walks out *
~ sosa, you are one crazy and funny mo'fucka lol, ur a riot and you always got me laughin! thanks for bein a great guy!
izzy - your one of the only onez who i can sit in a room with not doin nethin ; and just laugh for hours
~ izzy, you are soo laidback and chill and one in a million, keep it real homes! lol xo
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:: Music: jet - are you gonna be my girl
hey all, well i'll keep ya updated on whats been goin on-- tuesday i went back over to carly's and we just hung out - she took a nap around 4 and i played finding nemo on gamecube.. that game is sooo friggin adorable, i want that movie so bad haha. but ya .. we were gonna go out to "the spot" with bill bob n pete, but they weren't going, so we didn't go.. we basically had a chill night.. we ended up goin to blockbuster and renting "spun" and "wasted" .. they were good movies. then bought butterfingers, milkduds and gummi bears haha, we had a sweet tooth. then we talked to her brother patrick, he's nice.. we ended up stayin up till 5.. we were gonna stay up the whole night or whatever, but we were bored and had nothing better to do than sleep, so we did... woke up around 11, did housework then i came home to go out to dinner w/ my mom n carly went christmas shoppin w/ mike n meg.
so now im bored and i have no clue what to do with myself.. .maybe ill go peek at a christmas present **goes to tree and peeks** egh, i cant snoop -- they're all wrapped n moms out by the tree! whatever lol! i havent even seen some of the ppl i have presents for lol -- late gifts! oh wells! but im gonna go - catch ya later!
xox
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:: Music: until the day i die
hola! lol, well, christmas break started and so far its okay and yet its sorta boring, idk, hopefully it will get better! i'll fill you in on what's been goin on! friday- friday after school i did nothing, didn't want to go anywhere so i just chilled in my house, saturday - i went to carly's (as usual) and chilled over there, then that night we wanted to chill w/ rj, but sarah (carly's cousin) ended up coming over, so we couldn't go out.. then she was supposed to leave at 11..but she lost her car keys, so she ended up spending the night... once it was 11 and we wanted to chill, carly's mom said no cuz it was too late and she didnt want to have to worry about us or wait up for us cuz she was tired-- i dont know, but i wasnt gonna argue.. so yeah, then i felt like a b!tch.. but idk.. cant go in the past ya know? then sunday i chilled at carlys n we ended up goin out to ride dirtbikes w/ billy n pete -- bobs car got soo screwed up so he had to go home and get his car towed, so we didnt chill with him, when we were done chilllin i called rj, but no answer, we were aloud out late sunday -- very surprising!! then monday i hung out at carlys again and then we were gonna go chill w/ bill n bob, but we had no ride, so i came home.. and did nothing (exciting right?) aw - i talked to thomas after forever.. i miss that boy! ugh.. im so mad, i actually got a lot of christmas money this yr.. and 400 of it goes to pay a phone bill.. a firggin phone bill.. makes me mad. very very mad. lol.. but i have nothin left to say -- so im out!!
lates =)
-dani
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2003 19 December :: 1.21pm
:: Music: simple plan - one day
squash that drama !! lol
all drama is squashed, i dont hate anybody/ not mad at anybody.. me and heather are straight.. we're squashing all the old drama, which is also what i did w/ a few other ppl, i think that'll be my new year's resolution lmao.. get rid of all the excess drama.. or at least try to.. oh, i've decided waht i want to get my momma for xmas.. i wanna get her a charm that says i love you or mom or something like that, i made her something in ceramics.. but its not all i wanna get her ya know? i talked to nate today, imma get him a new tongue ring after i get my xmas money. BREAK TIME! winter break is finally here, sleepin' in, no more school..SPIFFIE! lol, well i really have nothing to update, and i should prob. clean my room or do something productive, catch ya on the flip side lol!
lates! - danielle!
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