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2003 8 September :: 11.18pm
Do you hear the people sing?
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i love susan.
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2003 4 September :: 1.35pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: the vandals - my girlfriend's dead
there's nothing better than blasting andy c. as i pull into my neighborhood at 6:45 a.m. , past all the kids waiting at the bus stop for the bus to take them to school , and knowing i get to go to bed when i get home . i fucking love college .
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i love susan.
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2003 4 September :: 2.37am
fuck european history.
i didn't even want to take the bullshit class.
ANGRY!
1,175 words... thats as good as its getting.
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I'm going to UF the 18th-20th or 21st... anyone care to join me?
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i love susan.
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2003 1 September :: 11.55pm
what a wonderful weekend...
Greg came home to me Friday night and no other word can describe this weekend except purely "magical."
He left me again today and you know what, i'm okay. I have faith that our love will overcome all of the obstacles thrown at us and distance will mean nothing. Everyday as I look towards the future I realize how serious this is getting and how serious it can be in the future and surprisingly enough, i'm not scared.
I'm glad its taken me 18 years to experience this, any less and I wouldn't know what to do with it.
1 lover |
i love susan.
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2003 29 August :: 1.03am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: marilyn manson
you can run as fast as you want , but you can never outrun nick lachey .
stop rehearsing alcohol and start performing narcotics .
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i love susan.
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2003 26 August :: 10.41pm
my baby boys...

and Weston's crazy misfits tattoo smack on his leg :0P

first real SAT class today... wow. I didn't realize there were so many dumb people in this world. Class is okay though, my instructor is pretty rad.
My baby comes home to me in 3 days!!!!...all crazy tattooed and all...
silly boy <3
6 lovers |
i love susan.
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2003 26 August :: 2.17am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: the yoko theory
is it me ? ... i have no idea what just happened , or why it keeps happening , or why i let it keep happening .
i love susan.
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2003 25 August :: 4.35pm
JohnCerone: oh guess what babe
JohnCerone: i spent 270 on books today!!!!
JohnCerone: and only bought two books
JohnCerone: and engineering paper
picsxstarsxdream: aww
JohnCerone: i have to buy one more
JohnCerone: for 106
JohnCerone: blah!
picsxstarsxdream: aww
JohnCerone: screw this
JohnCerone: im gonna be a professional vivi lover
JohnCerone: it's free
picsxstarsxdream: lol
JohnCerone: with great benefits
silly silly silly boy.
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i love susan.
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2003 23 August :: 1.39am
and hes gone...
i can't seem to stop crying... whatever am i going to do
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i love susan.
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2003 20 August :: 3.46pm
BAM!!! Guess who won another photo contest!!!!!!!!!
beary beary happy :0) that means TWO published pictures for this little girl!
In other news, T- minus 3 days :0(
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i love susan.
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2003 17 August :: 9.12am
weekend recap:
Fri:
~dinner w/Gregory and his padres.. very nice
Sat:
~got some car privileges back
~got cell phone back (so call me dangit!)
~Ash took me up to Gregs earlyy
~Ash calls me asking "who do you call if you get into an accident..."
~Puppy Palace!!!
~bagelbagelbagel
~Erics + Mrs.Reller rocks!
~dinner @ mi casa con Greg, Stephy y TJ (his going away dinner :0()
~pina colada cheesecake
~shanghai knights
prospective Sun:
~Gregory come in 2& half hours :0)
~Lunch @ Kyojin (call me if you'd like to join us!)
~mall mall mall
~pickup cheesecake from mi casa
~go up to gregorys for his going away barbeque :0(
i love susan.
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2003 16 August :: 4.34am
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: dashboard confessional - plain morning
in my rearview mirror i see a pair of headlights that i am sure belong to no other than you , because who else is out on lyons at 4:10 a.m. ? my foot won't press any harder on the gas , though , even though the speed limit is 40 and i am going anywhere from 32 to 37 miles per hour but my brain is sending signals to MOVE MOVE MOVE faster and faster away from the headlights approaching from behind because i don't want you to see me like this . until you see me again , every time you think of me , i want you to remember me as composed , optimistic , even detached , in my goodbyes -- not this emotional wreck with bloodshot eyes and song lyrics for every situation . somehow you're next to me now and i mouth the words i can't do justice to before pulling up slightly ahead of you and moving into the left turning lane extremely in advance so the door panel blocks your view and i peel out to just get away before this explosion of ruined eyeliner runs down my cheeks ( continues ? ) . i hate you for doing this to me but i've never been so much more in love and wednesday is coming soon but there won't always be a wednesday and i don't know if i should appreciate what i have or curse myself for falling for a long-distance relationship . all i do know is that for once , i can arrive home with tears in my eyes and not have to explain or compose myself . i can sit in my room and think about anything but you , rather , lie to myself , and hope you're driving carefully because five days is long enough and even though i'd wait forever for you , i don't want to have to .
i love susan.
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2003 15 August :: 5.29pm
My first week of being a senior is over.(Thankfully.)
Everyone keeps on asking me, "how does it feel to be a senior","big man on campus now huh?"
you know, it just feels like any other year...maybe it'll be different when its almost over...
School is okay, IB is a bitch.
Lots of HW. Fun.
Kevy left today :0(
Gregory leaves in T-minus 8 days ::sniff:: actually I really have nothing to cry about, he leaves the 23rd and will be back the 29th for Memorial day weekend :0P
Cena con la familia de Pishko esta noche en La Cheesecake Factory.
sounds like the last outing w/his parents before he leaves.
i have nothing to wear.
i love susan.
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2003 15 August :: 2.33am
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: hot hot hot hot hot hot hot records
i have never been so much more in love in my life ... except once . <3
i love susan.
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2003 11 August :: 3.37am
:: Mood: tired
the powerlines cut the moon in thirds , and at first i was disappointed , but the streetlights diminish the glow anyway .
i love susan.
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