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2004 13 December :: 9.30pm
Bradley's got a job ladies and gentlemen. im a busser at Russ'. i start
wednesday. so to all of those who doubted me, there's a big "up yours" right there. but anyway, its a good feeling and now i can pay everyone i owe money to back and finally start living more like an adult. after a little while im going to get a second job. but anyway, just wanted to share the good news.
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2004 13 December :: 6.02pm
new journal.
fishyrere
add me ok?
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2004 13 December :: 5.54pm
first post on a brand new journal. :)
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2004 13 December :: 9.55am
:: Music: The Good Life
It is like a mini-p0rn0 in your ears! (school computers)
I'm bored. Economics is no fun, and I have a headache. I've looked over my last few posts and I seem like a really angry person, but don't worry, I'm not mad at any of you.
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Brad
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2004 13 December :: 2.05am
Fuck, these words fall from my mouth like acid
you're so beautiful and you dont even know it
you run through my mind day and night
life goes so fast, i only hope that i dont pass it
your fingertips, like razor blades
they tear through my skin
so wrecked and tattered
but i hope, falling from this 5 story building
that something breaks my fall
waiting for me down below, there's nothing
just blood splattered canvases
the others, here before me
had nothing to live for
why me?
why am i next in line?
your pretty face leaves scars in the back of my mind
something that will never heal, there for life
if i lose you now, life doesnt go on
from up here, the air is so clear
with the tons of concrete beneath my feet
the leap seems all to easy
with the poison in my blood, point and fire at will
its not hard to be me
sit back and enjoy the show
as you watch, with deep breaths
im back for the encore
five stories below.
fuck...its all over, its done.
no, this is not a suicide threat.
idea's are going through my head and i had to just randomly type up something quick. while the inspirations there, you cant just sit and let it leave. use it, cherish it. it doesnt come easy. im done. god..i dont even want to have replies but i cant stop myself. i really dont want to hear how bad or good it is..but sometimes it helps. i dont want fake opinions.
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2004 11 December :: 11.33am
:: Mood: apathetic
:: Music: chevelle
I'm going christmas shopping today. Should be fun...
If you're buying me something, tell me soon so I know to get you something.
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Brad
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2004 11 December :: 1.45am
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Bright Eye's - Saturday as usual
For the brothers
Another beautiful day spent very well. i got to spend the day with my one and only. it was good.
Tomorrow night, saturday, PARTY. nothing huge. guys getting together, watchin movies, halo2, special drinks. all are invited. if you feel so inclined to show up, please do. it shall be fun.
i finally got the chance to talk to my mom and my sister. i talked to my mom for a while, it was nice. we're gonna all get together and spend christmas together. that will be nice. i sat and chatted with my sister for like an hour and a half or so. it was nice to be able to just talk to her, no arguing..just me, and her. person to person. i enjoyed it very much. i dont think we've ever just sat and talked like that. its definately the first time ive ever had an actual conversation with her on the phone.
well, thats about it. see you.
Bradalee
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2004 10 December :: 6.41am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: AFI - The Leaving Song
I'm glad today is the last day we're on announcements. I don't think I could stand one more day of me looking that dumb, though I do think we've gotten better over the last four days. We are so gonna kick your asses today though...we've got something special in mind.
[edit] I love how this journal looks
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2004 9 December :: 4.34pm
There we go, just made this new journal. I was sick of kelso263. I don't even know why I called it that.
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2004 8 December :: 7.29pm
I dare you to say something to Brads face. You won't. Guaranteed.
Some lines from one of Joes updates that I was told to read:
"And that whole seeing brad after school thing? That's just lame. I don't need to see some douche after school every single day. If he can't cough up the balls to actually go to school instead of applying for a GED or dropping out or whatever the hell he's doing, he shouldn't have the right to hang out with all his little groupies after school. That's just my personal opinion, though. :)"
I won't ever understand that kid. He is so fucked up. Obviously it's either a jealousy thing or he's really fucking nosey. I'm going to go with both. Oh, and here's a reason why he's a hypocrite; Joey. He's one of his best friends. He's fucking 21 years old and he still visits the school, and all his little "groupies" hang out with him. Joey failed some years. Actually I'm pretty sure he got his GED.
"...he shouldn't have the right to hang out with all his little groupies after school."
Then either should Joey (wait..it's ok if he's there after school because he brings Joe home and anything that helps Joe is acceptable), Perry, or anyone that isn't in school anymore.
And Joe is lacking credits he needs. But wait, that's okay because Joe is ALWAYS right about everything and even though he does the same shit he looks down on people for it's ok for him to do it. It's clear to see that Brad being at the school has absolutely nothing to do with Joe. Yet, he complains anyway. When is that kid going to learn? Soon, I hope. For his own sake. Anyway, I don't really feel the need to go on any further. You all know Joe's an asshole, I have nothing to prove.
But hey.. that's just my personal opinion. :)
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2004 8 December :: 4.39pm
"I may be stoned out of my mind, but I don't know what I did wrong."
-My Dad
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2004 6 December :: 8.20pm
i could get used to this...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER!!!
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Brad
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2004 6 December :: 2.55am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: the used - yesterdays feelings
If you're my friend, READ.
For once in my life, i feel actually grown up. i dont know what it is, but i feel like an adult. after all the months of living on my own with no parents, i feel like i can actually take care of myself. i dont need parents, well i need them, but not in the case to where i need them to take care of me. i do miss my mother very much..i havent seen her in forever. i miss my dad, my little brother, and especially my sister too. i havent seen my sister in so long. it almost feels like i dont really have a family anymore. when i was younger..even a year ago, i always thought i hated my sister and i could easily live without her and not miss her. but now, i really miss her. i never thought i would think it, but i do love my sister. but i guess this happens to about everyone. as you get older.. your sibblings become so much more important to you. its crazy..thinking about all this almost brings tears to my eye's. things are happening so fast.. the more im alone, the more i realize how much i need everyone. i couldnt imagine all this without my friends, i love you all. and people like jay, he's been my best friend for around 4 years now. its all went by so fast. we have so many stories and good times to share. not once in my life have i had someone to share so much with. ive never had someone that ive been so many places and done so many things with. ive done some things with jay that i never would have done with anyone else. a lot of the things may be illegal but thats ok. its all good lesson learning experiences. but i thank him for being there for me and being my best friend through everything.
dont think i forgot about all of you if you're reading this. i appreciate everything ive ever shared with any of you. im looking forward to many more great experiences with my friends for many years. i hope that i can still have most of you years from now. well, thats how i feel..if you're pleased..good. hope to see you all soon. see ya
Bradley
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2004 5 December :: 4.15pm
:: Music: Straylight Run - Another Word for Desperate
Ok..
So, my grandma bought me a shirt.
It has a snowman on it and it says ..*tries not to burst into laughter*..
'Make me Melt!'
It's terrible.
It's one of those shirts I make fun of.
I'm so going to wear it.
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2004 4 December :: 1.46pm
i hate IHOP.
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