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2004 14 September :: 9.33pm
:: Music: Def Lepard: have u ever need someone so bad
good song
Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl i gotta have
I gotta have you baby, yeah
~Re~
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2004 13 September :: 7.42pm
Yeah..make your little post about what you think you know.
You're such a hypocrite.
You hate me for something you're doing, that I didn't even fucking do.
If you only knew.
If you would just fucking listen and not decide I said what you wanted to hear.
If you want the truth don't fucking block me then get all pissed off because I didn't get to finish my sentence.
I'm sick of caring about you.
And I thought I could trust you.
Ha.. right.
I just wish you realized that what you're hating me for you actually do.
(For that other special person.. just pretend I don't exist in 6th hour, please. Because pretending you didn't exist worked out just fine.)
"God, people can't just let shit go."
So true.
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2004 13 September :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: angry
GROW UP!
and so it starts again... the rumors... the talking behind my back.... the pretending that i'm ignorant... the no trust even tho i didn't do anything to lose it...
you would think that THEY of all people would be different but no. they're just as stupid and gossip just as much as everyone else and im so sick of it. i didn't do anything at all and suddenly i'm the bad person again. again. again. and yet again. theres no hope. i don't think its possible for them to understand me. they don't know me no matter how much i open up to them they still have no clue who i am. if they did they would go around saying all this crap about me. non of its true and it pisses me off that they could convince people who i've known all my life that i did these things or whatever. they need to GROW UP, GET A LIFE, and STAY OUT OF MINE!!!
sorry i'm just so mad right now u don't even know.
~Re~
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2004 13 September :: 6.06pm
:: Music: Rage - bomb track
read my writing on the wall, no one's here to catch me, when i fall
well today me phil and kevin had a small band practice. me and kevin figured out how to play killing in the name by rage against the machine. and its pretty bad ass. we pretty much have the whole song down. but yet chris still has no idea because he's never at practice. but we're gonna start practicing every tuesday and thursday. so hopefully everyone else in the band can learn to work around that schedule. anyway..lately ive been concerned only with the band and drawing. thats about it. but there you have it. later
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2004 11 September :: 3.38pm
Conversation with my dad.
"Finish your food!" -Dad
"Nah.. I'm not hungry anymore." -Me
"You act like food grows on trees!" -Dad
"Uhh.. dad.. some food does grow on trees.." -Me
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2004 8 September :: 11.11am
I want a new lunch.
Noooowwww.
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2004 7 September :: 4.03pm
:: Music: The Postal Service - Sleeping In
Saaave meeee.
Everything is the same.
Nothing ever changes.
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2004 6 September :: 10.13pm
It is slowly becoming impossible to find the good in anyone.
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2004 6 September :: 8.04pm
Hahaha..
Mishy says:
I am like so happy that we are back together. We're like Bonnie and Clyde, Britney and Justin, Sonny and Cher, Thelma and Louise, Laverne and Shirley, Lucy and Ricky, Fred and Ethel, peas and carrots, PEANUT BUTTER and JELLY!
How's that for obessed, eh?
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2004 6 September :: 3.58pm
The Last Day of Summer by The Cure
Nothing i am
Nothing i dream
Nothing is new
Nothing i think or believe in or say
Nothing is true
It used to be so easy
I never even tried
Yeah it used to be so easy...
But the last day of summer
Never felt so cold
The last day of summer
Never felt so old
Never felt so...
All that i have
All that i hold
All that is wrong
All that i feel for or trust in or love
All that is gone
It used to be so easy
I never even tried
Yeah it used to be so easy...
But the last day of summer
Never felt so cold
The last day of summer
Never felt so old
The last day of summer
Never felt so cold
Never felt so...
and it is the last day of summer... *tear* time to go back i suppose.
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2004 5 September :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: super good
:: Music: the Joker by Quiet Riot
i suppose everyone's getting sick of this thing but oh well
LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed: me
x. Saw you cry: Ryan
x. Made you cry: i'd rather not explain
x. You shared a drink with: my mommy
x. You went to the movies with: megan
x. You went to the mall with: my mommy
x. Yelled at you: my mommy
x. Sent you an e-mail: Tim
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I love you" and meant it?: of course
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yes
x. Been to California: No
x. Been to Hawaii: No
x. Been to Mexico: yep
x. Been to China: No
x. Been to Cuba: nope
x. Danced naked: wouldn't u like to know
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yes and it was very sad
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: no i'm good the was i am
x. Had an imaginary friend: had??? no. have??? yes.
RANDOM TID BITS...
x. Do you have a crush on someone: nope
x. What book are you reading now: the silver chair
x. Worst feeling in the world: hate
x. Future son's name: no idea. i only have a girl's name picked out and that would be either Misty Hope or Misty Dawn (think about it... they work on 2 levels)
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: of course. the one megan gave to me b4 she left. lol.
x. What's under your bed: who knows???
x. Favorite sports to watch: soccer
x. Siblings: a sister, a brother, a half brother and a step sister
x. Location: Cedar Springs
x. College plans: Air Force
x. Piercings/tattoos: just ears
x. Boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
EXTRA STUFF...
x. Do you do drugs: no sir
x. Do you drink: no sir
x. Who is your best friend: Ben
x. What are you most scared of: getting a divorce
x. What clothes do you sleep in: uh... pjs.
x. Where do you want to get married: at my church
x. Who do you really hate: no one
x. Do you drive: i have a permit
x. Do you have a job: yep i take care of a horse
x. Do you like being around people: most of the time
x. Are you for world peace: meh, not really
STUFF...
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: haven't we all?
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: mmhmm *hangs head in shame*
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not really, as long as they're Christian its all good.
x. Want someone you don't have right now: not really
x. Are you lonely right now: nope
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: nothin
x. Do you want to get married: mmhmm
x. Do you want kids: idk yet.. i'm leaning towards no but that could all change
FAVORITE...
x. Room in house: My room and the computer room
x. Type(s) of music: anything but rap and country
x. Band(s): lots
x. Color(s): PINK!!!
x. Perfume or cologne: moonlit path by bath and body works
x. Month: between december and january
x. Stone: uh... idk
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: almost but no
x. Bought something: mmhmm
x. Gotten sick: Nope
x. Sang: of course
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: no
x. Met someone new: yeah
x. Missed someone: yeah... megan come back!!!!
x. Hugged someone: yuppers!
so anyway thats my boring thingy that i decided to do since everyone else was. how lame am i? lol.
~Re~
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2004 5 September :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: hung over
:: Music: morris day and the time - jungle love
i think i wanna know ya (know ya)
well, we start school after tomorrow...i have to say im somewhat excited. i cant wait to get to see everyone daily again. i went school clothes shopping yesterday with stacy, perry, and dustin. i had fun...minus perry and dustin being kind of annoying at times. but i got a decent amount of clothes that should last me a while. and i got some cool new kicks. *sigh* last night me and perry went to mike's house for a party. i had a lot of fun. i was pretty fucked up...but i wont discuss that on here. but i did feel like shit when i woke up today. im getting better but im upset now that i cant get a hair cut today. hopefully i can keep my money long enough to get one soon. but anyway, this is all just whats been happening lately. lots of fun. later cats.
Bradley
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2004 5 September :: 9.58am
If you don't want to hear a lot of bitching, don't read this. I warned you so you can't whine about me complaining.
First off, fuck you. I'm not some 'lost cause' because I don't make the same exact decisions as you. If you're going to complain about my actions, tell me. I seriously can't stand it anymore. I have five (or more) people talking behind my back about shit they think they know about (I have proof.) You're not my friends. I feel like an idiot for thinking you once were.
I met some guys from Grand Rapids. So now all of a sudden I am a complete moron because they could "hurt me." Ha.. riiight. First of all, they are barely taller than me, they are skinny, and one is 15. Honestly, if need be I could injure them in some way to stop them from raping me.. because, well, you all should know anyone that's not from Cedar wants to rape me. Oh wait, I couldn't stop them.. because I'm drunk allll the time. Silly me.
I also forgot everywhere I go I need someone there to watch over me. It's not like I'm 16 years old or anything and can make my own choices. Oh! Here's another tip, when someone is smoking or drinking around me I CANNOT control myself, I just take that drink right out of their hand and drink all of it. Same with cigars or cigarettes. [You all know I'm addicted as well, right?] I must smoke every one I can get my hands on.
Same goes for crack cocaine.
If you're not noting the sarcasm, fuck off.
And don't pull that, "I'm trying to save her." or "I just worry." bullshit.
I already have a mother for that, and I'm not a lost soul.
So in conclusion, wake up, you stupid fucking idiots.
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2004 3 September :: 10.24pm
just got back from shopping. i finally got some clothes for school. lol. and i got Chris Rice's Greatest Hits so i'm super happy. i love this song:
Every day is a journal page
Every man holds a quill and ink
And there's plenty of room for writing in
All we do is believe and think
So will you compose a curse
Or will today bring the blessing
Fill the page with rhyming verse
Or some random sketching
Teach us to count the days
Teach us to make the days count
Lead us in better ways
That somehow our souls forgot
Life means so much
Life means so much
Life means so much
Every day is a bank account
And time is our currency
So nobody's rich, nobody's poor
We get 24 hours each
So how are you gonna spend
Will you invest, or squander
Try to get ahead
Or help someone who's under
Teach us to count the days
Teach us to make the days count
Lead us in better ways
That somehow our souls forgot
Life means so much
Life means so much
Life means so much
Has anybody ever lived who knew the value of a life
And don't you think giving is all
What proves the worth of yours and mine
Teach us to count the days
Teach us to make the days count
Lead us in better ways
That somehow our souls forgot
Life means so much
Every day is a gift you've been given
Make the most of the time every minute you're living
anyway... i guess thats all i have to say. i can't wait to see u all again!!!!
~Re~
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2004 1 September :: 11.10pm
*sigh* hello people. im kinda lookin forward to school...i miss you all. i hope this school year goes well, my classes are shit. i have to get two of them changed...stupid fucks running the school dont pay attention to your past to make your new schedule. but anyway..things are going alright for me. i really need to get my shit together...i need to get a job and pay for my car insurance and start thinking about what im gonna do after school and for any unexpected suprises. but anyway, i must be going....later people.
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