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2006 10 April :: 10.18pm
My heart is beating fast, and I'm super nervouse and anxious.
Why?
I have no idea
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2006 10 April :: 10.03pm
So Florida was Awesome. I went to Wet and wild it was cool. Then I went to adventure island which I liked a lot better. Less long lines and warmer water. Also lesser expensive. I went swimming in some springs, which was cool to snorkel in. I got to see tons of fishies. Then we went in a boat and saw tons of alligators in this lake. So we just chased after them with the boat. I went shopping a lot, but that's nothing new. I got tan, except my nose burnt. I had a lot of fun, it was definitely worth it. Then I today I went to kellys and hung out, he's great. Then I hung out with Chelsea, then work. Now its back to my daily schedule of work and school.
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chelthesmell
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2006 10 April :: 9.16pm
I'm so happy Mindy is back...=)
I WON!! BOO YA!!!
Mindy got me a unicorn!!!!!! =)=)
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chelthesmell
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2006 10 April :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: crappy...
:: Music: Ready, Aim, Misfire - New Years Day
Somedays you just need to take off...
Lately I feel like I am wasting time with everything...
I really want a relationship. I miss the feeling I had when I was happy, truely happy. I want that feeling to come back. I want to smile again and mean it. But everytime I try to get into something and I try to be happy again, things get fucked up and I'm left alone and depressed. I hate this. I cant wait until high school is over and I can go find new people, see new things. I'm sick of the same old shit over and over again. I'm sick of getting my heart stomped on by the same people, well the same kind of people. I miss when things were awesome and noone could get me down no matter what. I dont think anyone really realizes how much I've changed over the past few years. I use to not let anything get to me, now it seems like the littlest things will ruin my day. I try not to let it show the slightest bit, but I dont know if I am doing such a good job at that or not.
And just to note:: I'm not one to forgive easily, I hold grudges, I'm not sympathetic, and right now I hate you...
"Shoot my cupid out of the sky. Break off his wings, and goudge out his eyes. And thank him for nothing, cause that's all that he gave to me. Your love is my heart desease..."
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2006 9 April :: 12.29pm
:: Mood: angry
I HATE BOYS
it's official! im pissed off at the boy and it will take him a long time to get me happy...... here's the story!
on saturday night we went out with some of his friends from work, which i thought would be fun right. not. i basically sat there at the table and hung out with my glass of lemonade. i could have had more fun at home arguing with my mom. it's like i wasn't even there. it was more important for him to talk to the girls from work and mess around with his boss, then to even acknoledge me. the funny thing about it was when i wanted to leave i suddenely beccame important. its was like the end of the world to him. WHAT THE FUCK!
i dont know what his problem is but lately i feel like im not important to him anymore, and he doenst care about what i need and stiff. god i hate feeling like this but, he's not going to help me so i guess im all by myself.
in other news, went to indiana and visited my college. its fricken awesome!
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2006 8 April :: 11.40pm
:: Music: Again - Jennifer Lopez
work sucked so much butt. I had to stay an extra hour. I did counter for like the 4th time in my life and we had a bus come through. I felt bad cause I messed up this girls order. I accedently gave her a whopper and she wanted a jr and when they were ordering she was picking on her boyfriend for getting a whopper. she was like "that's a huge sandwich! you must be hungry!" but Matt explained to her that I was still learning and she was like "oh it's okay hunny! no problem" I was like "I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Sorry!!!" I felt terrible...lol. but yeah...it blows. I guess I didn't do too bad though.
Matt is sucha good guy...what a sweetheart...lol. I found out yesterday that he was going to try to date me until he found out I was 16. (he's 23 mind you!) haha! I thought that was pretty funny. Made me laugh for quite a while.
I work tomorrow from 10:30 till 8. ugh...and I'm probably doing counter too cause the new girl will be there and she does back cash because she sucks at counter. errg...I'm so tired. I cant wait until Mindy comes back.
My back hurts....=( I wish my mommy was home so she could rub it for me, but noone's here cause noone cares. lol
OH MY GOSH!! I came home to find The Cronicles Of Narnia sitting on the table! I'm soo happy! I LOVE THAT MOVIE! and now I dont have to go out and buy it! yay!!! =)
welp...bye
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2006 8 April :: 11.03am
errg...fuck putting sidding on the house, fuck cleaning up dog shit...I'm trying to sleep!!!
I hate things that make life not work out the way I'd like it to. But I'm bitchy like that I guess..
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2006 7 April :: 2.35pm
:: Music: I Wish I Was Queer So I Could Get Chicks - The Bloodhound Gang
Eddy left a little while ago. I need to get me one of em digital cameras. I'm so self-centered. I take pictures of me none stop. haha. But I'm hot so it's cool. lol. yeah...we went to Lauren's last night for a bonfire, it was great fun. And we fell asleep to this hipnosis thingy. It was weird. I had some fucked up dreams. We called Mindy this morning and I'm hanging out with her after golf on Monday! YAY! *boo-fricken ya Kelly!* All and all, me and Eddy had a good time, like always. lol!
"How do you want your marshmellow, like a nigger or like you and i?" - Amy
"Well not like me, maybe like Lauren though..." - Me
"You cant have your marshmellow like Michael Jackson because you'd have to start the fire inside the marshmellow and that's just impossible..." - Amy
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2006 6 April :: 12.29pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Overprotected - Britney Spears
yay!
I'm so happy! Ashley came over! I haven't seen her sense last Friday. Now Mindy just has to come home and I'll be done missing people. yay!
While I was sleeping this morning, Ash was online talking to Mike and he was telling her how I hate him and she was like "Yeah, I know this all already" lol! I love her. She sat there and told him how I was a pretty stubburn person and I hold grudges for quite sometime and he was just like yeah...I know. If he knew that, why would he keep bugging me? Cause even I know all of that. But oh well...I'm in a good mood, just sitting here, passing time listening to my Britney Spears records...lol
I got my prom dress yesterday. It's really pretty. It's yellow and I have gold shoes =) yup, that's right...gold shoes! But yeah, Sydney, Jessica, and I all had a great time shopping together. I'm glad they came with me. We had fun. Jessica smelt like the most hookery hooker you've ever smelt by the time we were home. lol!
I love you guys...
I cant wait for something fun to happen. Like...with everyone all together..yeah...I dont really know exactly what I'm talking about but I'm sure you understand some how.
Something whicked awesome just needs to happen to me cause I want it to and that would just be fun. I'm excited for it.
BYE!!!=D
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2006 5 April :: 8.59am
 | You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).
Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.
agnosticism | | 96% | Satanism | | 92% | Islam | | 75% | Buddhism | | 75% | Paganism | | 63% | atheism | | 63% | Christianity | | 58% | Judaism | | 54% | Hinduism | | 38% |
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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this makes me think a little, but then what can a test online really mean?
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chelthesmell
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2006 4 April :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Smoothie King - Bowling For Soup
hmm...
So things didn't end up the way I planned but...I didn't really plan anything so I'm assuming it's okay, or something...? But I'm rooting for things to end up the way I'd like them to end up *thumbs up*
I called Mindy. She's sleeping in a convertable in a parking lot. lol. wtf? She's so weird. I miss her a whole lot though. my last weekend/this week/this weekend suck without her...
So a bazillion people quit Burger King, so they called John and he has an interview tomorrow! =) YAY! I'm so excited! He's one of my bestest friends ever! We're going to have so much fun! yay...
I wish Jessica would get home and call me. I really need to know if she's going with me to the mall tomorrow or not...cause I really dont want to go by myself and yeah, that would suck the big one. eww...
Welp, Ima thinkin' I'm done...BYE! =) have an awesomely magnificent night all!!
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2006 4 April :: 10.52am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: Love Is Rare - Morcheeba
errg...this is going to be the shittiest spring break ever...
ugh...my mom is being a bitch. my dad left for kalamazoo. I have to go golfing in like an hour. my computer is being gay for some odd reason. people are dumb. i have to work everyday this week. I really hope i get sunday off. But like a bagillion people quit so I highly doubt it. I have a Tummy ache. My brother is getting married to his ugly bitch girlfriend that I hate and he still hasnt told me. And I just wish that my sister would have Adulf Lusifer already so things could start looking up.
We should have just picked a better week to have spring break....
I want to do something fun...
I cant wait till tomorrow though!
I love you Jessica!! =)
Bye...
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2006 3 April :: 10.39pm
:: Mood: bummed...
:: Music: daughters - John Mayer
errg...
anyone wanna go to the mall with me on wednesday? =( I'd just hate to go buy a dress buy myself...
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2006 3 April :: 9.07pm
:: Music: I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - MCR
errg...I dont know what I should do about this little "situation" I'm in. Maybe I'll just let things go and if anything happens it will happen and if nothing happens I wont let it get to me. I'm done with getting too attached and then getting hurt all over again. I'm just going to live for me for now on and if someone wants to join in then that's cool. As long as they aren't suicidal, emo nemo, or crazy then they are cool in my book. lol. And as long as they dont say "I Love You" or at least wait more than 2 months to say it. God...Mike was a fucked up bastard. I'm glad he's gone. I'm really glad that he hasnt called me or anything in a little over a month or so. I like it. It's nice....
welp I think I shall give Mindy a ring pretty soon. Make sure she's doing good cause I love the shit out of her. (eww...lol)
well....I'm off! Ta Ta Kiddies...! =)
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