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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 8 July :: 11.32am

1. Call Dan Cramer
2. Call Jess
3. Call Mom
4. Call Dad
5. Call Brenda
6. Call Donna and Chub
7. Mow Lawn
8. Take Shower
9. Play Estelle
10. Stop Feeling Sad

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 8 July :: 12.06am

What was the last...
time you cried::last night
time you laughed::a few minutes ago
person you hugged::dani
time you kissed someone::last tuesday
swear word you said::fuck
song you listened to::accidentilly in love-counting crows
book you read::i don't remember, probably the da vinci code
word you said::it
dream you had::it was about a gun and caleb and a river and a lie
person you IMed::troy
person you talked to::rachel
person you missed::caleb
person's house you visited::jess b's
gift you gave::i bought my mom a dragonfly nick nack
email you sent::i forwarded a picture of aaron to aaron
person you loved::caleb
time you were physically injured::i scrapped my foot on the bottom of my dresser
time you were scared::today
time you were mad::today
board game you played::scrabble
picture you looked at::a picture of aaron
car you drove::my neon
store you went to::simon and shustersasdfd----the book store
phonecall you made::i called matt yesterday
homework assignment you did::probably something for history
person you told you loved::what kind? cause i told jess wilde i loved her, but i don't want to do her. . .much
thing you bought::a sad kind of book
thing you had to drink::gatorade-fruit punch
think you ate::breadsticks
movie you watched::miracal? that hockey movie that broke
TV show you watched::i'm watching crossballs right now
time you were annoyed::today when i was folding boxes
time you were sad::right now while i'm thinking about my
last candy you ate::i had a black cherry war head at work
shirt you took off::my stripy one that i got at pennys for five dollars
makeup you put on::mascara
wish you made::that this is just a break
present you recieved::i don't remember, what counts as a present
thing you picked up::a donut stick
person you thought about::caleb
website you visited::woohu.com
emotion you felt::wasted
chore you did::i cleaned the tub
time you got in trouble::last night
person you danced with::jess and i were freak dancing
time you went swimming::monday
thing you drew::pirates
time you brushed your teeth::this morning
sport you played::wrestled with kevin
child you played with::sam
time you smiled::like now
smell you smelled::pizza-ew
job you had::pizzaist
time you were shocked::this afternoon
animal you saw::dogs
lyric you liked::the don't know they're lining up to go insane
thing you heard::tv
weather you were out in::warm
thing you regretted::not running after the car or running in front of it
thing you were thankful for::my friends
hair product you used::vo5 oasis
socks you wore::my turtles
pants you wore::the leis that are too big
time you buttoned a button::on my pants? or shirt? or someone else's shirt?
time you skipped class::while i was in 10th grade
stuffed animal you slept with::boom, but he made me very sad
time a picture was taken of you::a couple of months ago
time you were lonely::right now
time you were inexpressibly hyper::when jess and i were playing the wheel
advice you gave/were given::time heals all wounds. . .i wish people wouldn't say that
time you felt loved::todayish
compliment you gave/were given::you're nice?
law you broke::i was speeding
radio station you listened to::grd
person you had a deap conversation with::deap? kerry, but i'm not sure if she counts. . .i'll say sam
time you stayed up way too late::sunday
comic strip you read::luan
toothpaste you used::aim
card game you played::killer
thing you wrote by hand::a little note to myself
thing you sent by way of snail-mail::my band camp app.
kind of gum you chewed::koolers
person you had a crush on::jessica benzer
reason you were stressed::moving and so on
time you were glad to be done with a quiz::never

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 7 July :: 9.50am

No matter how much I try, I cannont hate Kelly Ripa. She's actually kind of funny.

And eleven is a weird number.


Also, some advice: If you're going to leave a gun on someone's bed as a way of saying that you actually showed up please leave a note. And leave it on the right bed.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 6 July :: 8.25pm

I can't believe it. It really happened. My mom was yelling at me about fabric softner.

And Ryland is talking to me. He doesn't ask to change the channel. So we watch dumb movies about mosquitos. Forget the pants.

I am white trash minus the tube top. In a few weeks I will be fat and I will be smoking.
I live in a manufactured home.
It's dark and it's not mine.


I went to the field and wasn't afraid of snakes. I think I died.


A boy called. No one knows who it was.

Because:
1. People answer the phone before the caller ID can pick it up
2. People don't bother to ask who is calling, they just ASSume.
3. If the caller ID does pick it up it gets erased and no one remembers to tell me that a boy called.

I can't breath and want band camp and my room and no sheets on the couch and a light bulb in the fridge.

I want to not hate my mom.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 6 July :: 10.48am
:: Music: usher on vh1

what i gotta do now, is get my shorty back.



20-8=12 days




This is my phone number
636-4135

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 5 July :: 8.06pm

Thirteen


Okayaoakldjadf9asdfu

I love the 90's is in less than seven days
jess and I are going camping
i got a neat sunburn
payday is this week
i'm probably growing

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 4 July :: 11.47am

Two weeks



COME BACK!

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 3 July :: 6.38pm

What's now?

Like 15.

I've got a lot to say and not enough motivation to say it. You know. Crappy metaphors and junk. References to ambigous events. Lists.







i love the 90's is july 12th!

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 1 July :: 4.30pm

17.

stomach hurts.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 30 June :: 7.57pm

someone come over to my squat hut.

it's really fun!

we can play in the gently lapping swamp or we can gouge our eyes out with something creative!

799-0733!!!!

free foot massages!

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 30 June :: 2.27pm

Eight teen? missing.

frick.

I hate the new house. But we do get Bravo and Comedy Central.

Mom wants me to aid in the dismantling of our house. I want to. . .not.

someone needs to come to their senses and it's not me.


every feeling is normal and feelings don't last and there is no overreaction.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 28 June :: 12.08am

The number one reason why I loovvee Jessie Wilde:

She respects my eyebrows while at the same time knows why I hate them


This week:
Monday-Emily
Tuesday-Gym, Kevin
Wednesday-Jess B
Thursday-Gym possibly Jess W
Friday-Phil? (working)

(twenty)

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 27 June :: 10.11pm

I guess I'm just this skinny white girl from a town that no one has heard of and looks like she's twelve.

But people like to hit on me.


ha ha hahhhahahhahahahahaaa


NO MORE ASSHATS!!!

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 27 June :: 1.52pm

Hooher! My mood is being enhanced!! Wowie!!!

Someday my daughter will be really sad and I'll tell her that I was really sad once too, but I turned out alright.

Then I will realize that I am talking to the lamp with a burned out bulb.



Je ne se quois. Having a purpose makes me feel alright. And when I'm not alone it all seems funny and normal and easy to talk about.

It sucks that there are so many constant reminders. Almost everywhere I go I get the slight upset stomach.

someone make me forget.

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sugarmouse0587

:: 2004 27 June :: 12.09am
:: Music: m5

Tonight might be the last night that I sleep in my room. I'm going to miss my house.

It was the last place...ug. maybe this was all a big mistake. it'll be alright.

I'd torch the hammock if I wouldn't be murdered by my mother though. It was a happy place and I don't have a use for it now.

Good/Funny things
1. I threw myself a dance party and had a good time

2. I drew a picture of a pirate at work

3. I got an almost five dollar tip

4. I've got a stain on my shirt that makes it look like I've been lactating

5. My hair looked really good today

6. I'm not babysitting Monday

7. I'm going to see my dad

8. I found a place to get my senior pictures taken

9. Jessie is coming home tomorrow

10. Three weeks until sad camp

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