all things must surely have to end

:: 2004 10 March :: 11.44pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable

beautiful day

except for the angry part

3 sheila rides | daphne descends

:: 2004 10 March :: 1.23pm

Hey...stop being a such a crappy person. You big meanie. I won't be used. Thanks.

And yay, I get to come home for real tomorrow.

:: 2004 4 March :: 10.47pm

I should stop everything.

2 sheila rides | daphne descends

:: 2004 3 March :: 7.21pm

vroom
We got a new vacuum today. It's purple, I like it. It's pretty quiet too, which is nice.

My parents are really really excited about it. I'm guessing the house will be vacuumed every day for a while. I guess when I need to suck up to my parents I can just buy them a new vacuum.

What an exciting post.... all about the new vacuum... woo

:: 2004 29 February :: 9.33pm
:: Music: train

Now that I'm done being a frurk, I can move on and be happy again.

:: 2004 28 February :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: angry

EVERY way is wrong.

:: 2004 28 February :: 9.33pm
:: Music: elton john-your song

oh god.

I can't do this again.

I RUIN EVERYTHING

:: 2004 28 February :: 3.25am

oh my gosh oh my gosh!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Oh my gosh that was so great!!!

19 Wheels is so the greatest band in the world!!!

:: 2004 27 February :: 9.59pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: edwin mcain-i'll be

I'm so dumb. It's like a destructive path I've taken. I find people that are very good and then...something bad happens. I get really mean. I don't know what my problem is. Must not let my fantasy take me too far, I'll be in big trouble. Again

:: 2004 26 February :: 11.50pm

It wasn't quite what I hoped for, but it was still nice. Maybe someday things will go how I want them to in real life instead of just in my dreams. But then what would I have to dream about...

It was nice... fun...

Hey look, it's Willy Wonka

:: 2004 26 February :: 10.01pm

No, it was way nice. I think I was really overreacting because of my frustrations. It will be sorted out soon if it hasn't mostly been already. I'm being so silly. But there's the whole point. Something stupid like that could have happened and then I'd be very sad and very tainted.

But that scary thing happened. Shudder shudder.

:: 2004 26 February :: 12.43am

That was probably my best piece of writing ever...

I'd share, but... no

:: 2004 25 February :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: okay

I think I have a lot of explaining to do.

Let me see...today sucked. But not when my Canadian Life Partner was around. Then I didn't feel so crappy...and I'm pretty good now.

:: 2004 25 February :: 12.30pm
:: Mood: =[

You still make me cry...

I miss you

I love you