Who else is disgusted?

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...kittiessssss..... :'(

So I'm in Florida. We got here 4 hours late because of a four hour traffic jam in Cordelle, Georgia. It was crazy. There were people getting out of their cars and talking to other people and getting out to pee in the bushes and such. It was gross. So we got here at midnight. Now my dad's gone so im online but i probably have to get off soon. My sentences suck in this journal. It is warm. I think I got sunburned. :) It's nice. I miss you guys. Me and Josh's 2 month is tomorrow. It will be cool... cept i won't be there... :( See ya'll soon.

"And home is a feeling I've buried in you."
-Greenwheel

So I'm going to Florida tomorrow.
There's no mailbox. It sucks. I'm gonna miss everybody. I hope we have fun.
The talent show was disappointing. There were good singers but it wasn't as much fun as Middle School. I'm gonna try out for it next year. Play my acoustic. It will be bomb. I can't bring my guitar w/ me to Florida. I will miss Jasmine. :( And Andrea. And Josh.
I don't think I'm prepared to go. I know that I'm forgetting a lot of stuff, but I can't think of what it is. Pretty much all I've packed so far are clothes.
So send me emails because I'll probably be bored with nothing but my clothes. What can you do w/ clothes? Maybe I'll go streaking. ahaha.. No. I'll see you when I get back. I'm determined to have fun...

Ok yeah. I feel really dumb now. But I don't think it's my fault... right?

How do you do the "read more" link thing?

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Rascal, PLEASE call me if you can read this!
It's not like a deadly emergency, but it would be nice.

I really hate journals. I thought the point was to talk about how you felt.
Everyone took that last comment in a different way than I meant it. I wasn't saying I have it harder than anyone. In fact, I'm pretty happy with High School right now. I've made more friends this year than I ever have in my life. I was just frustrated because it seems that some things that come so easy to some people is just this weird struggle for me. And that comes along with making new friends. Now I have to make decisions for myself- who I really want to be -which is sounding incredibly cheesy right now, but again that's what this journal is for. I hate being pulled between doing the right thing, and then doing another, which everyone says is fine. I don't know what kind of people I should hang out with or stay away from or if staying away from anyone is even necessary. I'm just sick of being a naive little girl that no one takes seriously at all. I feel so blind in high school. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life or if I'm doing this right. By posting that last entry, I wasn't asking if your life has been any harder than mine, because I'm sure it has been. I was just asking for a little support. I was just wondering if anyone could relate to feeling dumb and lost in high school. Which now that I am really thinking about this, sorry, yes, it was a stupid question. I was just venting.
I think I'll just close down this thing.