Shea's thoughts

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:: 2007 13 March :: 8.32pm

So i really really like my new job at the daycare. i seriously love those kids so much. it always makes me want to be a mommy but yeah duh i know i shouldn't right now. but hey it is what i want most out of life so i'm not suprised that working at a daycare makes me want a kid even more. Everyone says it makes you realize why you dont want a kid yet but seriously i rarely see that side of it. but still, i realistically don't want a kid until i'm like 23 or 24. okay ggeez i am getting way too personal.

sooooooooooo i watched borat last night with roman. i thought it was...interesting. i liked the chicken.

ummmm i work 9 hour days at the daycare it is really really tiring. but i love it.

i love roman so much. we are doing so much "better' i guess you could say even though that sounds like the wrong way to put it... since our little time apart when i went to florida. we are in a better mood with each other. have more patience with each other. It just had been a long time since we had spent more than like 2 days apart from each other so it was good for us. ANYWAY

blah blah i'm rambling. i think my parents are buying me a gym membership for my birthday. i hope they do . i seriously want to lose like 30 pounds. i want to be like supertiny and wear my freaking clothes that i used to be able to so i dont have to throw them out lol. ahh it's said but i'm just more content with my body even if it is bigger.

omg today at the daycare yeah i know this is horrible but the "teacher" that i was working with ( we are all called teachers) was "teaching" stuff about syllables and she seriously was teaching it ALL wrong. but i just couldn't correct her because i didn't want to embarass her. i finally sort of corrected her when she said one of the kids had 2 syllables in his name and he said no i have 1 i said yeah he's actually right and i tried to explain why but seirously she was like "Rake, rA-ake" i'm like dude no, it's one syllable. i seoriusly couldn't take it. it was making me so upset that she was teaching these precious little children the wrong way AHH. Beans, feel me on this! Justine, feel me on this! Jessie and Michelle, I know you know what i'm sayin girls! People are so dumb! ahhhhhhhhhhhh how can you not know what syllables are... then again, i'm not even sure ifi 'm spelling that word correctly.

oh PAUL i bought you a present!!! :0)

anyway i'm gonna go.

:: 2007 12 March :: 9.12am

does anyone have any suggestion of what i can write a demonstrative or informative speech on ...

it's kinda sorta pretty much due today so... yeah i need help.

:: 2007 12 March :: 9.11am

omg i totally had a dream last night that i bet George Bush and shook his hand.

he was wearing a cowboy hat.

eeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

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:: 2007 8 March :: 7.25am

it's my birthday but i have to work 9-6.

that SUCKS!

happy bday to me.

:: 2007 6 March :: 9.13pm

apparently being a big stupid jerk is in right now. you're stupid sorry i can't get alcohol you stupid jerk. get a life. i say newsflash a lot. god i want to go smok ea cigarrette god how do youspell that? god stupid. guys are such jerks. newsflash!get a clue zara tomik is an ass.

i dont want to work on my birthday that is stupid. ughghghgh stupid. i want vodka and long island iced teas. someone bring me some.

FUCKERS. fuckers! i'm gonna freak out.

jennapie

:: 2007 6 March :: 9.28am

I'm sick of hurting, so I'm done, I'm not going to think about it anymore, and I'm not going to deal with it. I feel like a freakin machine, just going through the motions of everyday life. But if I'm supposed to go back to normal, I'm already there. My life before is exactly how it is now. I go to school, and work, and home, and I occassionally hang out with my friends. Back to normal....

:: 2007 4 March :: 4.29pm

florida was a lot of fun. now it's time to get married.

jk.

i was going to really truly write something. perhaps even soething meaningful. but i just can't anymore i dont think. so what if I want Barack Obama to be the next president?

"There is not a liberal America and a conservative America - there is the United States of America. There is not a black America and a white America and latino America and asian America - there's the United States of America." - Barack Obama

"The pundits like to slice-and-dice our country into Red States and Blue States; Red States for Republicans, Blue States for Democrats. But I�ve got news for them, too. We worship an awesome God in the Blue States, and we don�t like federal agents poking around our libraries in the Red States. We coach Little League in the Blue States and have gay friends in the Red States. There are patriots who opposed the war in Iraq and patriots who supported it. We are one people, all of us pledging allegiance to the stars and stripes.� - Barack Obama

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:: 2007 22 February :: 4.12pm

yay some good things:

i got 91% in my health care law and ethics class. IT'S OVER!! because it's an accelerated class so its all done. yay

annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd

tomorrow i'm going to florida with jessie G.!!!!! yayyyyyy i'm so esssittttedddd.

yay yay yay hot and saucy fun in the sun! woo!

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:: 2007 16 February :: 10.28pm

seriously what did i do that was so wrong.

ugh i am fat and i want to lose weight but yeah i never will. i like food too much and its too cold to run and i wont do anything else. god i am pissed off. pissed of at you for not being my friend. pissed off at you for not talking to me, and pissed off at the world for sucking so much.
i need some friends.

yeah but at least i got the day care job.

ugh.

:: 2007 14 February :: 9.41pm

all i know is she best stay away from MY flower. bitch.

:: 2007 13 February :: 9.30pm

how'd i know it was too good to be true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blown off once again. just like always.

:: 2007 12 February :: 12.46pm

me and my homie and best friend in the entire world Jess Hazen (Pappy) are SO going to Florida, SO staying at my parent's BRAND NEW HOUSE, SO gonna use their BRAND NEW POOL AND JACUZZI and SO gonna get to drive their BRAND NEW MALIBU (with extra care of course) and SO gonna go get our tan on in florida on the beach.

yayayyayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. okay i am super excited because we both never get to do stuff like this!!! yayyyyyy febuary 23rd!!! hooray bitches!~!!!#@$!@#%!

is it weird that my spring break starts on feb 23??? weird huh? everybody else's i think is later. what is everyone else doing for spring break?

:: 2007 12 February :: 8.21am

yeah i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail this test.

...hmmm...

oh well!!

:: 2007 10 February :: 10.24pm

i am so pissed!!!!!!!!!!

I have an online class and we had to write a paper and we had to send in the draft yesterday. Well it is worth 75 points and I got my grade on it today and my teacher gave TEN out of 75. The reason for that is that she says that she put my paper through turnitin.com and she says it "came back with a big red spot" whatever the fuck that means. She says 90% of my paper is "directly from the internet"

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!??!? Anything that I copied is QUOTED and cited. She is full of shit and i am so fucking pissed that she is trusting a stuipd computer site saying that I fucking plagiarized!!! She says that I have to redo the whole assignment. Has anyone else ever been accused of plagiarizing when they really didnt?!?!?!

I am so pissed. I need my grades to be kept up or I will lose my scholarship. I am so angry right now. I wrote my professor an email and I told her how mad I was and that I DID NOT plagiaize . I know that she and most professors use that website and i'm not that stupid to copy shit.

GOD I AM SO MAD. has anyone else had this happen? Please tell me.

:: 2007 9 February :: 2.48pm

okay okay i'll fucking admit it already. i'm not happy i fucking hate myself i want to quit school and i swear to god i want nothing more than to move to a different country. ANY different country. anywhere. i just want to GO AWAY. for a very very long time and i dont want to have to worry about money ever again.

i am fucking going in sane and i am about to sanp. to put it lightly.

i have got to get out ofhere.