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2006 18 May :: 1.42pm
blah blah blah school is done . hooray hoorah.
now if only something good in my life were happening. you're a meany.
i was supposed to be moving to jackson tomorrow.
maybe..... i will.
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2006 17 May :: 7.35pm
:: Music: Death Cab for Cutie
Clouds....
I feel like I am walking on air. I just feel like the possibilities for life are endless and that I will never feel sad again.
But come on lets face it, nobody can be happy forever. I guess I just realized that there is more to everything than what the eyes see, but I just don't look that far most of the time. I figure if I keep low key about most things then everything will work out alright.
Forget me because I am already lost with no way to find my way back and you cannot save me.
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2006 16 May :: 10.47pm
fuck
i am in way over my head.
way over.
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2006 15 May :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: dirty
:: Music: Nelly furtado- promiscuous
i can see you with nothin on.
So four more days huh?
Thanks Gunnie for all the four years of having woohu for me. I used it every day practically, all throughout high school. Some day I'll have to read every entry I've ever made. HA! right.
Ugh. everything kinda sucks. I am pretty much only excited a little bit for college. But I am REALLY looking forward to getting an apartment. It should be really nice.
I got to leave Rosie's early tonight because Cory is so nice. GOOD! i didn't make much money but it was so slow and it's just nice extra cash in my bank account.
I think we'll be alright. eventually.
ASHKLD
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2006 14 May :: 10.20pm
god it's not like you fucking care anyway
leave me the fuck alone.
ask me about something that's actually good , how bout. ugh
dumb
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i will never have a family like this.
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2006 14 May :: 12.42pm
I am so incredibly lucky to have Jake in my life. He is truly the best thing that has ever happened to me. I have never gotten along or clicked with anyone the way that him and I do. He is the world to me, and I would be totally lost without him.
Sometimes life takes you where you never thought it would go, and I figure there's always a reason, and a better plan for you, so you just have to roll with it.
I don't know, I'm so happy with my life.
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2006 13 May :: 8.29pm
jessica that's okay
I absolutely love my boyfriend.
he is my everything. and i am so selfish i'm not even going to share anything more because i want to keep it all to myself. i'm not even going to say anything that happened because it is mine to treasure and you can't take that away. i never get to see him but at least you can't take this away.
bastards.
i love the movie crash.
and i cant even rant and rave about anything that is bugging me because you people might actually then be let on to what a complete and utter loser i am.
and how i have no one to walk with on graduation and how i am afraid that no one will show up to my open house.
i have everything i need i guess just not everything i'd like to have.
ugh.
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2006 11 May :: 1.26pm
ugggghghghghhghghghg
I CAN'T STAND YOU!!!
HOW LOUD MUST I SCREAM IT?!
inside my head that is.
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2006 10 May :: 10.02pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie
I do love you....
Katie---- I don't know if you are thinking it but I don't hate you and I am not mad at you in any way. I don't know how often you are on here but I thought I might let you know if I don't get a chance to talk to you. I am almost out of school which means that I will be able to spend more time with you hopefully. I have many things to tell you, good and bad. I swear to you that I love you with every last bit stength I have and dont let anybody tell you any difference because frankly they are dead wrong.
On a lighter note I have a free feeling and I absolutly love it. I can stand being attached or held down. I don't want to belong to somebody because that is not who I am. I will flirt but unless something magic happens the odds that it will carry on to something more are slim. I love being single.
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2006 8 May :: 10.23pm
god today sucked so fucking much. i can'twait to be out of high school and fucking livingo n my own with my sweetiepie.
i was in a GOOD MOOD all day, can you belive it? and it was only beacuse i KNEW i did not have to work today
WELL GUESS WHAT
i'm happy as can be, on alpine just shopping my little heart out, i go to menards buy some stuff for the apartment
tra lalalala
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i head to walmart
i see these adorable little bowls and cups and matching silverware
i go to get a cart
and ring ring a ding ding
my phone is ringing
it's amber from menards.
i was supposed to be tehre at 2:30 pm today she said
BULL SHIT i'm thinking. but twas true.
i wrote down my effing schedule wrong. but at least i have friday off.
god so then i had to go home and change and drive all the way back to work. i was bawling my effing eyes out the whole way there and back . i was so furious because it was so nice out and i was looking forward to getting SO much stuff done and then me and my mom were gonna go to the algoma park and i was gonna rollerblade with my new roller blades. i was so effing exctied and then it all got RUINEd
ugh. but anyway. i'm home, i'm still alive and i .... i duno. i'm tired.
oh and i guess besides everyone hating me and everyone at menards thinking i'm so fucking dumb and absolutely humiliating myself every fucking day...
i'm just peachy.
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2006 8 May :: 4.33pm
Well, it's been awhile now since I've updated. Not a lot is going on, well actually a lot is but...ya know. Anyways, I finished my first year of college, now I'm working two jobs, at Awesome Tan still, and now I'm doing my third summer at Jenny's Grill and Chill. Jake and I are still as wonderful as ever, in fact, I stayed at his house all weekend, and we went to Cedar Point yesterday. It was opening weekend and there was nobody there, I rode everything, even Millenium Force, and if you know me at all, I don't ride roller coasters. But I DID IT!!! ahah! We didn't have to wait for more than like 15 minutes for anything, and by about 6:30, we could walk on to anything we wanted. It was perfect, we left yesterday about 5:30 am, got in the park about 10, and left Ohio about 10 that night, getting home around 1 am sometime, then I just stayed the night at his house again. It was SO much fun, the best date that I have had so far!!! Seriously, I cannot get enough of him. Now I'm at Awesome Tan, and have to be here till close tonight. But I don't mind. I'll be fine, I'm just kinda bored. Jake and I went this morning to my hair appointment, and I got my highlight and my lowlights re-done, then a trim. It looks good. But other than that....I don't know, I can't think right now. I'll have to type more later.
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2006 7 May :: 9.19pm
well mutha fucka!
i'm done with work and i am so READY for a day off. tomorrow.
oh but wait i still have to go to school.
well mutha fucka.
oh and i dont want to forget what this crazy guy said yesterday.. I was just beeping his little fricken FAMOUS DAVES BBQ SAUCE and he goes "WHAT IN THE LORD'S NAME?!?!?!" he like screams it and grabs the sauce from me (lol) and he goes "..oh, okay spicy" and puts it in the bag.
i'm like hahahahahahaaaaaa. lol
i like jumped a foot when he screamed it because i didn't know what the hell was the matter.
it was so funny. that wwas the only enjoyment i had. really.
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2006 7 May :: 10.16am
everything is shit.
as usual.
and i really realy don't think i can take seven more hours today of just standing in one spot. standing in one spot and listening to beeps. and pushing buttons. and saying the same exact fucking thing over and over and over and over there's your reciept have a good day. hi how are you hi how are you hi how are you hi how are you credit or debit credit or debit oh sorry sometimes it goes right to debit.
i am going insane it is such a mundane job and i can't take it anymore. EVERYONE: never be a cashier! I'm sorry i got you into this beans.
i wish i had said i wanted to work in a department and wear gloves and a toolbelt.
i hate being a cashier!! i hate it!
oh and tra lala off to work i go until 7 oclock . another beautiful day completely fucking wasted.
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2006 5 May :: 11.35pm
"Goodnight Nurse"
My mom used to say that to us when we went to bed when I was little. it's from a movie or something.
I dont know. All I know is I got up at 6:30, went to school, came home and went to work at 2 pm until 10:15 and I'm tired as hell.
Like I said, Goodnight, Nurse.
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