So maybe this time, I'll speak the words of life, with your fire in my eyes, but that old familiar fear is tearing at my words. What am I afraid of?

 

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eddy

:: 2006 5 June :: 12.24pm


I need boy problems

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swimfan14

:: 2006 5 June :: 12.11am

Weekend
Friday I went to Luke's house and then I went to Veronica's open house and then I went back to Luke's.
Saturday I went to Elyse's house and then we went to Annalise's and Stacy's open houses. This old guy at Stacy's was trying to hook up with my mom, until I told him she was married. Hmm. Later on we went to the Kenny Chesney/Dierks Bentley/Carrie Underwood concert. It was pretty awesome. It's always fun being surrounded by drunk people who are either stripping or hitting on you. There were limo's parked outside so Elyse and I went into one that was unlocked, but it turns out there was someone in there. I have no idea who it was.
Today I went out to breakfast with my sisters and then I went to Luke's for a while, went to the mall with Elyse, bought a pretty sweet Dior bracelet and got my new iPod since my old one had something wrong with the battery, and then I went back to Luke's and hung out with him and Ryan.

I'm pretty stoaked that it's Summer. Who wouldn't be?

Ashley<3

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 2 June :: 4.31pm

i was just reading some of my old entries. i should have seen this coming, and yet how naive i was to still be so happy.

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holiday

:: 2006 1 June :: 12.34pm

Yay! Wedding is tomorrow!
I still have a pretty bad cold.
Tried on my dress again today. Finished vows. Am going to finish packing. Yikes. :-)
Getting boquets tonight.
I lost a couple more pounds too. Crazy how that works.

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Tails

:: 2006 31 May :: 3.09am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: The Dresden Dolls - First Orgasm

Little bits And pieces of clouds.
Its been raining all day. on and off. then steady. now its raining.

I fucking love the rain it allows you to stop and think.
i went to the park alone and sat (not morely) a cop came up behind me and asked what i was doing out here.

Me: "trying to clear my head"
Cop: "troubling isnt it?"
Me: "yes it really is, especially when you cant decided on whats worth leaving and whats worthing taking"
Cop: "maybe i should just take your I.D. run it and let you sit"
Me: "that would be nice"
Cop: "ill be back"

(She runs my I.D. and all is well)

Me:"Thank you officer, Have a good night"
Cop: " you too matt, and remember something for me."
Me: "yes?"
Cop: "Whats left to lose?"

I stood stunned and in complete and utter awe at what just happen.
As she walked back to her car and took off all i could to what sit there and stare into the fucking trees as the rain picked up and fell warmer.
It was like i had been trapped in a fucked up movie.
it was perfect. It was honestly the answer i was looking for for so long.
But who was she? Why did she tell me that?
Why would she say that?
Why wouldnt she just be like get on out of here or something else rude and cop like?

Why did she tell me that profound truth?

Maybe she was sent to me from something or somewhere.

either way it was interesting and felt great to sit in the rain and think alone and clear my head of thoughts with a little assitance

BTW Becky, Run with the passing of the torch my dear. Run fast and dont stop.

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holiday

:: 2006 30 May :: 9.26pm

Ahhh I have a cold!?
Nooooooo
Not cool. I haven't been on here in a while. Bridal shower was fun. Moving is, well, moving. Baby is getting much bigger. Wedding is this FRIDAY!!! Honeymoon to who-knows-where! (Surprises!) Exciting. Work could be going a little smoother but ya know. I felt the baby last week and then we went to our appt. and found out the feet are by my belly button so it was definitely the bambino. That was exciting! And the heart rate went from 150s to 150s-160s. Girl! That's what I think at least. Alexis Evelyn Shick. Or for a boy, Caleb James Shick. Anyway, I have to go to bed for I am sick. And tired.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 29 May :: 10.51pm

This weekend was pretty good.

Friday I went out to dinner with my dad, Stacy, Luke, Mandy, and Danielle. Afterwards we went to Cold Stone and then Luke came over. We sat on my roof and looked at the stars! It was pretty cute.
Saturday Luke came over and we also had a cook out with some of our family. My little cousins all came over. They are so cute. Later I went to Mikki's bonfire. We played this game with April and her boyfriend against me and Elyse. I don't know what it was called, but it was really fun. They lost both times haha. Afterwards Elyse spent the night.
Sunday we went up to Brower and up on the Muskegon River on my uncles boat. It was pretty awesome. There was so many people from school there and we got chased by this crazy lady on the sandbar. Good times.
Today I had to babysit Kamie's baby Kelsie. She's so cute! Afterwards I went to Lukes and that is pretty much my weekend.

I'm pretty excited because my dad is getting a boat now! We used to have a house boat and we would stay in it almost every night at the marina, but I don't think he wants that big of a boat anymore. I don't know. We'll see, but I'm pretty stoaked about that.

Four more days left of school. Yesss!!

Ashley----<3

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eddy

:: 2006 28 May :: 10.45pm


Mmmmmm.......Cold Stone....




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eddy

:: 2006 27 May :: 11.04am


Okay. Maybe a strange choice for a first time club, but it was still excellent. I went to Rumors last night. A few things I enjoyed.....
1.Hott guys
2.Hott, half-naked guys
3.Hott, half-naked guys, making out (It's a gay club)
4.Hott stripper guys dancing

SO....yeah. I've never been in a room with so many gay people before, it was strange. Very entertaining however. Why do I love gay guys so much? I really don't know. =S It was foam night too! Crazy stuff I tell you what. There was foam everywhere. It was actually very annoying because we didnt know it was foam night, and as we had clothes on, compared to most of the people, we weren't enjoying it so much. So ummm...yeah. Other than that, I got Fable the other day and I've been playing it, and I love it! lol.

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stinko

:: 2006 26 May :: 8.43pm
:: Music: angels and airwaves

i cannot live i can't breathe unless you do this with me
so underoath were sweet.
and now i have to wait like a month for their new cd to come out.
damn. that show was kick ass!
as cities burn were great too.
and mi hermono had a good time too.

holla!

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holiday

:: 2006 23 May :: 2.29pm

Bachelorette party was Saturday. Tons of fun! I won money too :-) Thanks Becca! ! !
Ahhh I don't feel so well today.
Lots of stuff to do. Charlie and I still have to finish registering at Bed, Bath, & Beyond. Got my hair done last night. Friday is another doctors appt. :) And Saturday Charlie's mommy and sister want to take me out for corset shopping! :-) Lots of fun. Sunday morning Char and I have to finish registering and then the Bridal Shower is in the afternoon. Then I have to pack. Monday we're going to the flea market and then I have to start moving more stuff. I can't BELIEVE next Friday I will be living in a new house and married. Then next weekend is our honeymoon which I have to pack for.
Oh man there is so much stuff to do! I bought Charlie's ring yesterday but they have to special order it. So it's supposed to come in time.
I'm just babbling so that's about it...
Oh and I'm pretty proud of myself, I actually lost weight, not gained, lost! Crazy.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 21 May :: 7.06pm

This weekend was pretty fun. Friday I went over to Lukes and had dinner and I stayed the night. Saturday we woke up at like 5:30am and we had to leave for Three Rivers because that's where his AAU tournament was. They won all three games and they won against one of the best teams in Michigan so that was really exciting. He claims that I'm his good luck charm because if he's thinking about me then he'll do good and if I'm there then they win and since they haven't been winning at all these last few weekends and this was the first one I went to then I guess that is true haha. We went out to eat a lot since there was a huge gap in between games and then Saturday night I stayed the night at his house again and on Sunday he had more games so we went back, but this time we didn't have to wake up so early. They did really good this weekend and I'm really happy.


Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know that none of them have felt this way.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 18 May :: 10.32pm

Omg.

I can't believe Marissa died on The O.C.

That pretty much ruined the whole entire show.

She was my favorite person, ever.

*cries*

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 17 May :: 4.01am

open house

june 10th 2:00-5:00
my house.

be there.

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tonyp.

:: 2006 16 May :: 10.39pm

TATTOO PARTY THIS FRIDAY

BIG BIG PARTY
anyone want a tattoo or piercings replay or call

520-1993

please we need your help and support.

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holiday

:: 2006 16 May :: 10.34am

So my internet hasn't really been working.
But I've been working. A lot. Tiredness.
I got this really neat baby-bath thingy. It's a shower/spa bathtub and it looks really nice. I wish I could fit in it. haha.
I almost peed my pants driving home from work Sunday. You know what's the worst? Sneezing while you're driving. You know what's worse than that? Being pregnant and sneezing while you're driving. hahaha.
I just feel like sleeping. Yesterday I was sooooooooooooo excited about watching the Grey's Anatomy finale. Ahhh I even put a reminder in my phone. haha. I love that show! It was so sad :(
Well other than that nothing really is happening. Still getting stuff around at the new house. I can't believe I'm going to be moving out and married in about 2 1/2 weeks. AND WE HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN OUR MARRIAGE LICSENSE YET! That could be a problem...

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swimfan14

:: 2006 14 May :: 3.43pm

Sometimes we just have to let some things go.


eddy

:: 2006 12 May :: 9.25pm


Oh my god. I'm crying right now. For those of you who didn't think Eddy could cry, Im am now proving you wrong.

My dad brought our dog in today and had him put to sleep. I don't know why. And the worst part is he didn't say anything to any of us, and I've been at school and work and my mom's now, and I didn't get to say goodbye to him. He took him in while everyone was gone. I'm really upset.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 12 May :: 12.09pm

$1,000 spent all on pain for me.

And now we also only have one dog.

This day has probably been the worst experience ever.


iron-cipher

:: 2006 12 May :: 7.49am

Okay I know that both are important but which one is more important?
College Education or Ambition

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