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2006 24 January :: 5.10pm
I can't forgive. I can't forget. I can't give in. What went wrong? Cause you said this was right. You fucked up my life. You'd rather watch me burn than break a sweat. You'd rather watch me drown than get your hands wet. You'd rather watch me fall than put weight on your hands. You'd rather walk away than try to understand.
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2006 24 January :: 11.04am
winter is too long.
and cold.
it's so wierd you wouldn't think that all this snow would make it cold outside. . .
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2006 24 January :: 12.08am
That's what makes me so crazy, the difference between us. You can be heart broken and you can just...move on and I am just....broken.
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2006 23 January :: 2.17pm
well my mother has limphoma of the stomic which is bad but not as bad as it could be but she needs to get kemothearapy so everyone wish her luck.
i talked to my friend chris reich who just came back from florida and he told me hes "probably" going to open a tattoo shop because thats what he does and he said if or when he does im getting a job with him as his piercer and eventually a tattoo artist even tho once i get the chance which isent going to be soon im going to open my own as well.
i havent really been doing much of anything except nothing.
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2006 23 January :: 11.36am
The year is half way over. I'm happy about it and also in a way, sad about it. Lisa and I now have our 2nd hour together. We're pretty happy about that. It most likely isn't going to benefit us considering we already got in trouble for talking and we weren't even in there for 10 minutes yet lol. Oh yeah, we can't forget this.... The one person that I basically hate is in our class too. Lisa and I about died when we heard her name being called. I don't know why but i've never liked her and after everything last year she gave me a reason to hate her. She's going to get on my nerves real fast. Ohhh I can already tell this is going to be a long rest of the year.
I just want to get this over and done with. The easier it will be for me.
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2006 22 January :: 12.48pm
It's all because of the way it was.
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2006 22 January :: 12.05pm
:: Mood: Tired
I can't do that to you. I just can't.
I would never hurt you like you hurt me.
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2006 21 January :: 5.50pm
I need a job, or a life, or something...
Holy crap, just finished Episode number 34 of Sailor Stars. I've been watching since like 9 this morning. All I can say to that is.....Pathetic. But fun! lol. So I have officially finished the entire show. No more episodes. And no more to come i dont believe. Oh well. Time to move on!
P.S. Yes, new icon again, if you can't read the sides, it says "Ville's Milkshake" lol.
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2006 21 January :: 1.05pm
Yikes.
Hmm....
Work in 2 hours. :-/ my elbow hurts for some reason.
Oh, driving was so crappy this morning. I got home around 1:30 or so. It took me FOREVER and I took all back-roads cause I didn't want to crash on the expressway again. So scary.
So I watch the news and it was so funny. They were showing a livecam of the s-curve and how bad the roads were. Then they said that it hasn't stopped people in grand rapids from enjoying their night. And they showed this clip of a clerk getting robbed! Whoops. hahaha they go "Oops, we'd like to apologize that was the wrong clip!"
2 papers to write tomorrow then Monday we have a tour of Spectrum Health.
And tonight I get out at midnight or later. whoo!
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2006 20 January :: 11.36pm
Aww I love Annalise!! She's too sweet to me!
Haha I love how someone will call me and then I didn't hear my phone ring and I notice that I have a missed call about two seconds after they called so I call them back and they are right in the middle of leaving me a voicemail and then listening to their voicemail cracks me up because sometimes they don't know if they should stop talking and switch over, or what. I don't know it just has happened to me a lot with many people and it's pretty funny.
Emily called me tonight and that happened, but that isn't my point. She wants to come over tomorrow with Logan and Justin to visit me. Afterwards she said she is feeling sick and she thinks she has mono from me.. Everyone who gets sick all of the sudden think they have mono lol. Let's hope not.
Thank god I only have like 10 minutes left. Robot mode is over soon Stacy lol.
Well this was pointless so I'm going to stop rambling on.
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2006 20 January :: 1.32pm
Last night I was in the hospital again. I was actually going to explain everything thats going on, but now I don't really feel like wasting my time. If you're important then i'll let you know what happened.
I can't believe I'm saying this, but I can't wait until I can go back to school next week.
I probably wont ever say that again.
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2006 20 January :: 12.14pm
does anyone else feel a little weird when they are in a computer lab and the clicks on your keyboard are quite a bit more spaced out than blazing fingers next to you?
whatever.
so i decided to go into pharmacy, and i talked to the councler yesterday. turns out that i need to take 2 bios and a microbio all with labs. 6 chem. classes with labs, and calc.
sometimes i think that i have the worst ideas ever. how in the hell am i supposed to complete that without going completely insane???
basically my life is going to suck for the next six to eight years. by the time i actually have my degree i wont have any hair. just clumps of it stuck in my fingernails.
no but, calc is going to be fun right? ha ha hhhhhhhhhh.
ok so it's not. whatever.
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2006 19 January :: 6.24pm
Oh my goodness! AHHHHHH It's killing me!
I just got a letter from GFS (Gordon Food Service) asking for chefs to work in their test kitchen. That was the job I was striving for! And get this:
$20/hr.
For only 4 weeks of the year, we choose which weeks. For 10 hours a day.
Add that all up, that's $1000 a week! $4000 a month.
And so I'm writing them back. I would love to work there. But I don't have all my years in yet for the requirement. But I'm writing them anyway so they keep me in mind for the future. I would've been able to work both jobs, too.
Dang.
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2006 19 January :: 2.46pm
i don't know. ugh. i don't feel good enough. tonight's going to be fun though.
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2006 18 January :: 8.42pm
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie- Passenger Seat
Wow. Crazy stuff happened today. I feel kinda bad... Oh well.
Char and I had fun today. It was just overall a really good time. I think we needed to laugh more. So that was good. :-)
We're in love. It's nice. I got some pics developed today, here's a creepy one I took...
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2006 18 January :: 6.59pm
Today was a long long day. I haven't slept very much today. I had a lot of friends come over to visit me :) I love them. They're too sweet.
Now my sleeping schedule is off track. At around 3:30 am my mom wakes me up to so I can take my medicine. I fall back asleep. Then at 7:30am she comes and wakes me up again so I can take more medicine. I sometimes get up and go visit everyone who's getting ready for work and school or sometimes I just fall back asleep. I sleep until around 11:30 when she wakes me up again. I get up..she makes me eat something..I watch a movie...I sleep until 3:30..usually by then someones here to see me..I see them for a while...I usally sleep some more..wake up..i'm forced to eat..I watch tv for a while then I sometimes fall asleep and at 11:30 before my mom goes to bed she wakes me up again and makes me take more medicine...
Haha im going to be addicted now.
I pretty much didn't do that at all today so tonight's probably going to be rough.
I'm going into my 3rd hour (drama) for like 20 minutes just so I can talk to H and see what I'm going to do about the play and I have to get all my homework from the rest of my teachers. Ugh..
Josh's letter he wrote me was so cute. I'm so sad for him. He has to face Ms. Eilola alone...oh well things happen. I'll write his letter tonight, and I can't forget to write Lisa's and Kelli's too.
When I got my picture taken for my license the lady was like "you could have at least smiled" since I was complaining about me looking horriable and then she said that and I just wanted to slap her and be like "umm maybe you should shut the fuck up I have mono and I've been in the hospital" and then I also just wanted to lick her or something so then she'd get mono too.
Anyways I don't really have much to say and too many people are talking to me and my brain still can't function very well and im getting too confused so I can't do all this at once.
~mCaLa~ says:
bummer....so H found out today, did u hear this story yet?
*ASH*-forget the things we swore we meant <3 says:
no
*ASH*-forget the things we swore we meant <3 says:
lol
~mCaLa~ says:
oh...well he was in shock..he's like "are you serious? lil one has mono?" we're all like "umm..yea" he let out a yell..lol
Hope this was fast enough Stacy!!
<3 ashley
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2006 18 January :: 2.15pm
well ive applyed at applebees in two differnent locations and at bufflow wild wings and at the outback steak house and im still looking but hopefully ill get a job soon because i need on so i can actually get the things i need. ive been really busy lately and by busy i mean ive been at eDen alot which is alot of fun. jimi if you read this which i think you do sometimes give me a call im sorry i havent called you i lost your number again. my mom is going to have to have surgery so everone wish her luck and keep her in your thoughts, theres something wrong with her stomic so lets say your stomic is the size of a football well she has a mass that makes it about the size of a softball and ofcours im very woried because i love my mom very much.
but if anyone knows of anyplace thats hiring please please let me know.
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2006 17 January :: 11.23pm
I'm not really mad at you. I just don't think you meant what you said. You lied to me and from now on I can no longer believe anything you say.
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2006 17 January :: 9.34pm
Tomorrow class is at 7:30. AHHH. Then Charlie and I are going out to breakfast together. Yippers. :-)
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2006 17 January :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: Painful
Well, my back isn't getting any better, if anything, it's getting worse. I might have to get a skin graph and some surgery done. we're suing the insurance company and the city of fort myers.. I had a meeting this morning with a lady from the insurance company and we talked about what happened and everything. I wish we could just get this all over with. This incident might just make me rich though. Last night I was really, really fucked up, i had to take these pills and i was puking and i couldnt even walk. I woke up this morning not able to walk or move really. I hope to god I get better soon.
On another note, I guess we're moving to Tennessee in a week or so. I don't really want to but that's what we're doing anyways. Yesterday we just got brand new 4-wheelers and im getting one once we move.
I guess that's about it for now. later.
Brad
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