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:: 2005 5 October :: 9.09pm

Im sorry for anyone of you who is my friend. I'm such a roller coaster of emotions it must suck for those of you who think im cool enough to still hang around. I found a way to get the money but now im so broke i cant get gas to get to school tommrow...(gah im lame) so anyway. I'm really glad i dont mean the shit i say or id have been dead years ago lol. Well i love all of you cept mish cause she wont get off my ass for quitting arbys even though it was the best thing i could have ever done. i have a new job at 9 bucks an hour so at the end of october life should be sweet again. with this new job ill have enough money to start saving up and get a cushion underneath me for occasion like a 100 dollar book. or something else that is stupid and makes me hate life. money makes me really really really sick to my stomach. i threw up yesterday cause i was thinking about it so much. but then i read my favorite book and life seemed in order again. so yeah i guess im back to another pocket of contentment with my stupid silly stupid fucked up life. *gasp* for fun i did that. ok bye bye kids.

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eddy

:: 2005 5 October :: 7.00pm
:: Music: None

This has been a wonderful week :D
Yes it has. Red Flannel last weekend, got my braces off today!!!! Well, the top ones anyway, have to wait for some spaces to close on the bottoms still. Gawd!! Them drilling the bond stuff off was the worst experience of this whole braces process! I swear! I would rather redo my surgery than do that again! And it sucks cuz i do :( Anyway, on with my week. WEEZER CONCERT TOMORROW!!!! WOO!!! I CANT WAIT!!!!! IM SO EXCITED!!!!! and finally Homecoming on Saturday!!! Yay!!!! And I'll probably stay the night Chelsea :) just so you know.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 4 October :: 9.56pm

Wow..so much for going for the whole "month" thing.

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tonyp.

:: 2005 4 October :: 10.03am

my back hurts soo frickin bad, i pulled like ever muscle lifting the front end of my car off of a curb (long stupid story..dont ask). at first i though i was gona get a hurnia because i got that sharp pain in my crotch but i just pulled out my hole lower back.
going to milwaukee in two weeks, its gona be a freakin Blast!
so i think im gona get a emprior scorpion, mabye not i dont know.
things are getting better but they still could get even better. but im going to homecoming:)
gona start playing d&d again. i need one more person so does anyone want to play?
well im gona go curl up in pain.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 3 October :: 7.20pm

tonights laguna night, im waiting for keegan to get out of work so we can go over to stacys. that kristin... dirty little skank. giggles

im excited for homecoming, especially since i wont be so pale.. thank god for bronzing tanning lotion.

yeah, so algebra 2 is kicking my ass... anyone care to help me out?!

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swimfan14

:: 2005 3 October :: 5.13pm

I have something to say but i'll probably regret it so I will just keep my mouth shut. Your really making this alot easier for me and your definately giving me plenty of reasons to move on and not to care anymore so nice work. Don't try to think you know what im talking about.

Friday I went to the game with Emily and Lisa then afterwards I went to Sam's house with Lisa and Kayla. We stayed the night there. I seen someone at the game who I haven't seen since 5th grade so that was a little weird and he remembered me because he came up to me and was like "hey Ashley"..I couldn't believe it.
Saturday I went to Red Flannel which was boring like always. Then we had our powderpuff game which was pretty fun I guess. Then I went to Brittanys little party thing and hung out with everyone. Then I went to Brittney Themm's and stayed the night and then Sunday I went to the soccer game with them and hung out with Cohen, Ethan, and Tj then we all went to the mall afterwards and then I went to Megan's house and I ate dinner with her mom, dad, and brother because she had to leave for two hours to go to work. Then later on that night Kourtney, Lisa, Emily Esch, and Brittney all came over too and we all stayed the night and talked and hung out. Emily and I are morons lol. We all skipped first hour today and then it was wacky hair day and Megan forced me to do my hair really weird and wow did everyone look at us but I did get alot of compliments on how awesome it looked.

Today I didn't really do anything besides play practice. I think the play should be really good this year. I had dance tonight but I didn't go because I need a break. I always have something to do every day after school and it's getting old, real fast. I didn't sleep much last night so I'm really tired. I guess this is all for now.

Sometimes I wonder what it is about you that makes me try so hard.

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holiday

:: 2005 3 October :: 4.40pm
:: Music: Still Remains- White Walls

Yipppeeee finally 18.
hooray.

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holiday

:: 2005 2 October :: 11.03pm

So are the yearbooks out yet?
And does anyone know if I can pick up the senior dvd at school?

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holiday

:: 2005 2 October :: 10.42pm
:: Music: Grey's Anatomy

Holy fuck'n crap. That was a fun birthday. Even though it's not truly my birthday until tomorrow. Only now am I getting excited. Even though it's not a huge deal or anything.
We went to Sand's tonight and played pool and stuff and it was fun. I got a really....well....that gift was CRAZY ! ! ! hm...and funny.
Tonight has been fun. Woo.
I'm going to apply at Sam's Club. Probably on Thursday. I'm really hoping I can work there. Robby said I could get a raise already just for having food experience. That's cool. And Becca works there too! And it's close to el apartmento. :-) home. That's also cool.
Anyway. goodnight. tomorrow i have to work on a crappy english test. blahhhh.

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eddy

:: 2005 2 October :: 4.36pm

Woo, its been a while. I dont really know whats different now...cant remember what ive talked about and what i havent. I got a job at burger king like two weeks ago but have yet to work any lol. Ummm...gosh.....i just cant think right now. Red Flannel was fricken awesome. I had so much fun. Can't wait till homecoming this week, going to Chelsea's homecoming instead of ours. Uhhhh.....Nope. Can't think of anything else at the moment. Geesh.

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holiday

:: 2005 2 October :: 12.45pm

Gahhhh. 18 tomorrow. I'm buyin lottery tickets. bahahaha. whatever. This weekend i'm getting tattoos. I have to go w/my friends and w/Char and his family so I suppose that means I get a couple. hehehe. ooooh welll. His mommy made me birthday dinner and his dad brought him into a room and shook his hand and told him congratulations. It's really cool. I have to leave in a second if Charlie will ever get here. I may be going to the Bayside concert tonight at el intersecto. We'll see. GAHHH Where is he?!?

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swimfan14

:: 2005 1 October :: 1.20pm

Maybe I can't be just friends with you.

Lately I've been so busy I don't have time for anyone, or anything.

It sucks but I have to get ready so sometime this weekend I'll make time to actually write a serious update on what's been going on, besides these little two minute ones.

Ashley

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tonyp.

:: 2005 30 September :: 4.26pm

im really excited, me brad and david are all going to wisconsion to go to a bog tattoo convetion in two weeks. its gona be sweet. were getting a hotel room and were gona tap the whole trip from start to finish.
but i still feel really sad and down. im just not happy with whats going on erica and i. i feel like its pointless to even try and let her know that i love her... but i still do.
ive tryed everything to be a better person but i guess nothing worked or is working.
im gona go draw some pictures.
if anyone wants to hang out give me a call, i hate being alone.

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holiday

:: 2005 29 September :: 11.36pm
:: Music: Senses Fail- You're Cute When You Scream

"All I know is revenge is sweet when you know that you are worthless..."
And all I know is you're cute when you scream...
I'll take you
Up to the top
Of this building and just push you off...
~~~~

AHHHHH
Charlie got a ring the other night!!!! It's on layaway right now.
I'm just excited to get our married lives started. Even though it won't happen for a little while and what not.
I'm sitting here curled up in my comforter because it is soooo cold in here. Lalalala. I don't really have much else to say I just felt like posting. I had my nutrition presentation today. I think it went okay. . . eh.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 29 September :: 9.43pm

play tryouts, powderfuff practice, tanning *FINALLY* (and yes you STILL owe me 20) and now hopefully a LOT of shut eye. say hello to another crazy busy weekend... SHOOT me.

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swimfan14

:: 2005 28 September :: 9.09pm

I'm at Sam's house right now.

Practice was stupid since it was raining the whole time and then Elyse thought it would be hilarious to pance me in front of all the guys and I was wearing Brianna's shorts that are about 10 times too big so I'm pretty sure I don't like everyone seeing my ass lol but oh well.

So then after that we went to my house but I got into a fight with my mom so I left. It was the dumbest fight ever and someone went into my room and took my phone charger and then I yelled at everyone and their like "oh well we didn't take it". Nooo..they didn't take it, thats why last night and today I charged my phone in MY room next to MY bed where my phone charger always has been and then it just goes M.I.A. Yeah--okay someones magic around here. Right.

My mom was like "do you need lunch money?" and I was like "no, I'm going to starve" and I slammed the door and left with Sam. I don't know why but I flipped out on my family but I'm in a sucky mood tonight.

I'm soaking wet from practice so I should get going.

Ashley

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tonyp.

:: 2005 28 September :: 4.46pm

well i got the outline of my chest piece done today. it fuckin hurt but if it dident hurt it wouldnt mean anything. well in october im probly gona go to a tattoo convention in wisconsion. theres gona be miget wrestling and the lizard man is gona be there. GOD DAMN its gona be fuckin awsome. and there are gona be tattoo contests and im gona enter my chest if its done by then but im not sure if it will be, it stil need to be outlined again and then it has to get colored. but enough of me. how are you doing?

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swimfan14

:: 2005 28 September :: 3.33pm

I trust you, more than I ever have before and that's something that doesn't happen often. Somehow I actually believe you and I don't care what anyone says/thinks. I'm happy about how I feel.

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holiday

:: 2005 27 September :: 10.48pm

Man, I am doing pretty damn well in my classes, I must say. Today went kind of fast for being a longer day... I guess....if that makes sense. I'm going to try to get a new job...somewhere...
We'll see.
I'll tell you what I do know though... There are a lot of ellipses in this entry, and I love Charlie.

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