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2005 19 September :: 6.16am
Ruined anniversarys.
Either way I lose.
Why can't you ever help me?
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2005 17 September :: 9.18pm
I went to some strong man show at the Ressurection Life Church in Rockford. Saw some big, sweaty guys break bricks and rip phone books in half, haha. It was pretty cool though, better than sitting at home like usual.
Dan proposed to Molly before the show on the stage. It was soo cute and I'm glad I was there to see it. Her ring is beautiful.
Things are good lately.
That's all.
Night.
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2005 15 September :: 4.03pm
Death is but another beautiful begining.
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2005 13 September :: 3.54pm
I don't know what's wrong with me lately.
Everything in school is really hard. I don't understand anything and I never can just get my homework done. It never makes any sense to me. And I'm not even in difficult classes with tons of homework.
I'm not happy. I don't know why. As soon as I am it only lasts a day or so. I'm not trying to be negative, it's just..this year seems way too hard for me to handle.
Everytime I try to do my homework or just understand what a teacher is saying I'm on the brink of tears because I feel so lost and stupid.
Everyone around me gets it and if I ask for help I am treated like a complete dolt. I'm just stressed out. Nothing makes me happy anymore, I wish I knew what could do it.
I hate being at school and I hate being here.
I don't know what to do.
Oh, and I fucking hate Econ.
In other news I am very dissapointed about something going on. It frustrates me so much. Erika, Mishy.. you know what I'm talking about. I don't know what to do, it goes in one ear and out the other. It's like I'm just a broken record..
I guess I am.
Nothing ever comes easy, I should get used to that.
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2005 11 September :: 7.49am
The bonfire was fun.
Not a lot of people showed up, but it didn't even matter.
The main group was hilarious and I enjoyed it.
I like smaller groups better.
Though it is sad that none of my "closest" friends even showed up.
Whatever, just don't expect me to bother anymore.
Other than that I feel sick and I needed a lot more sleep than this.
I get today to write an essay then tomorrow it's..school.
I hate saying that.
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2005 10 September :: 12.08pm
I'm sick of this shit.
See everyone at the bonfire.
I hope another unnecessary scene doesn't occur.
Ha! Riiight..
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2005 9 September :: 3.54pm
:: Music: BOB DYLAN
Why does every party have to have drinking to be fun?
I thought a lot of people got over that..apparently not.
Whatever.
Anyway, I've been good. I'm happy lately.
School sucks, but it doesn't seem to go as slow as it did last year.
It's fine. I have to just suck it up and remember I only have to make it through the year.
And I seriously need help in Econ. I'm doing shitty with the stock thing. Does anyone know the "loop-hole" in the game? Ah fuck it..
I realized that being an office aid is like saying you're their slave for the hour. I'm so the office bitch.
I love Bible as in Lit. First we drew pictures of God, then today we played with Clay. Hard work.
Ummm...I love my bunnie.
And life is good.
Remember to come to the bonfire tomorrow.
8:00pm!
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2005 9 September :: 12.45am
:: Mood: angry
Mario's
Its 12:45 a.m., its the end of my second day. Work ended at 10. Nope, not for me, I had to do the devilery guy's job because him no findum addresses at all!
THen I get back, and have to argue with my boss about how i don't owe her $54.36...she no addum numbers goods...My Co-Worker Hope, she apparently cant read the floor map very well, and doesn't graps "Hope you have an elderly couple thats been sitting at on eof your tables for 15 minutes!" Nope..none of that for Hope. Well after i waited tables till 10, I was heading out the door, then I hears my boss Janet say, "Tucker can you help the delivery guy finish up?" I think One or two deliveries can't be bad...nope 14...and there spead all the way over this god forsaken county.
12:00 am: I return to work, and argue with Janet about how much I owe her.
12:45 am: I come home. My back is in so much pain I am on the verge of tears, and I can't even lay on it, if I move at all it hurts...so instead of getting to go to a doctor or chiropracter I have to fill in shifts for all you stupid fucking whore who told janet you couldn't work tomarrow cause your feet hurt...Fuck you, all of you. I get to work 13 mother fucking straight hours cause of you whores. Thanks a fucking bunch.
10 am: Hell begins a new for me, Im out of here.
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2005 7 September :: 7.54pm
Bonfire at my house this Saturday.
8pm-12am or whatever.
It's not really a party, nothing is planned. I just want whoever that wants to be there, be there. To just chill, talk, and hang out.
My dad dug a new fire pit out by Brad's current home (camper) haha. So, please if you wanna come and hang for a while do.
Let me know if you are coming!
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2005 7 September :: 5.08pm
Today in 3rd hour (office aid) I was told to make a copy of a paper.
First of all I have no idea where that fucking machine is.
So, I find the room and there's like 8 machines! I know, I know..a copy machine doesn't seem to be a complicated thing to spot, but their machines are EVIL! And the copy machine was the worst. It's so confusing, it's not like normal ones where you just put the paper on the glass.. Anyway, the lady tells me to make one copy and to type in her code '4994' so I do it and it starts printing '1 of 4,994' and I was like, "Shit!" So then I hit stop and it stops after printing like 10 sheets. Then I see that I copied the wrong fucking side. So I flip it over and try to copy it and it copies the same wrong side and I tried to stop it, but once again it copied like 10! So I finally went and told them I had no idea what I was doing. They weren't too mean about it.
I'm sorry, you must think I'm an idiot, but it really is more complicated than it sounds.
Being an office aid is scary.
Anyway, I hate school. Today was a little better, but it still sucks.
And today was the bad day..the day when actual work and homework starts..bleh! ;(
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