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2005 20 June :: 12.20am
You know how in The Sixth Sense you don't notice that no one ever talks to Mr. Guy-with-an-irrelevant-name until the very end?
I want to know how he failed to notice. I used to have days in high school where I would be in a room with other people and only one of them would acknowledge anything I said or did, like she was the only one who noticed me. From time to time (like after every two hours or so, or after more than one instance in a single day) I would request that she turn to someone else, point at me and ask, "Can you see her?"
Just to make sure I'm there. Because some one of these days, I won't be. If that happens and I don't notice... well then we'll know that it's easier than it looks to forget to confirm your existence with actual evidence. And I'll laugh at myself. Because at that point I deserve to be forgotten anyway.
I think that at field school I'll be a little glad to be away from instant messenger. Sure, I'll be cut off from a source of entertainment and communication. On the other hand, I'll know that everyone I'm talking to is talking back. The reason I try to reply to IM conversations and chats so quickly is because I'm trying to stave off one major fault of instant messenger: you know damn well no one is really paying attention to you. You know they all have something more important to do. Talking to you is something they do while waiting for a page to load or a CD to finish copying.
So... every now and again ask yourself. "Can they see me?"
Maybe they can't. Maybe they haven't for a while.
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Jaganshi
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2005 19 June :: 2.32pm
Because Dave told me to...
Fathers Day post about... my fathers, I suppose.
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jredmon
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2005 19 June :: 1.59pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Crossfade - Colors
Fuck you and the beat up Ford Bronco II you rode in on.
When it's Father's Day, you invite family to whatever you're doing. It's a family thing. Well, it wasn't this year, so I made it one. Mike's ex-girlfriend's parents showed up uninvited because they wanted to talk to Mike. I myself found this incredibly rude and uncalled for. It's father's day, and I'm not putting up with it.
I was told to not say anything to them? Why? Because they're fucking back-mountain hicks that live off of welfare and whatever junk they can sell? Because they think they've got the lay of the land no matter where they go? If you're going to be pompous enough to invite yourself to something that to me, and the rest of my family, is family only - you'd better be somebody. Who are they? They're definitive nobodies.
I walk outside and there they are - some pig-faced bitch, pig-faced bitch's daughter, and pig-faced bitch's husband. I ask them why they're here, and I think they may have taken it jokingly. "We just need to talk to Mike." Too fuckin' bad. Do it on your own time. We didn't invite you. I don't remember what happened from there. I remember them all looking like they'd just gotten a notice in the mail that their welfare check is going to stop coming 'round, or like the Dukes of Hazzard just got cancelled again. They left, and all was good.
I hope they don't cancel the Dukes of Hazzard... again... I liked that show. Maybe I don't like "good 'ol country folk", maybe I don't like hicks, but I liked that show.
How them Duke boys gonna get outta this one?
Dunno, but they better get out of my yard.
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shinoakurei
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2005 19 June :: 12.42am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Damage Plan-- Fuck You
From Hence Forth...
...My journal will be restricted for the most part with some friends only entries in there from time to time. Why? Personal reasons. That all? No. What other reasons are there? Well your just going to have to ask wont you...via the phone or in person. If you really want to read my journal, comment and i'll add you to my friends list.
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jredmon
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2005 18 June :: 12.00am
Happy Father's Day.
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Jaganshi
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2005 18 June :: 3.52pm
I ordered a tent a few weeks ago and I just found it. It must have been here for days, but instead of leaving it at the front door, they left it in the garden by the back door. Read: in the garden.
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jredmon
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2005 18 June :: 11.38am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Foo Fighters - My Hero
All your smile are belong to Yahoo(!).
As I went to log into Yahoo Instant Messenger this morning, it was taking forever, I noticed. I click on the window, and you know that happy, bubbly yahoo smile bastard? It was just sitting there... pulsating... staring at me. That smile permanently affixed to it's yellow body. I could feel my soul being sucked out of me.
Do you Yahoo?
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jredmon
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2005 18 June :: 12.44am
:: Mood: Malicious. Aggravated. Discontent. Dissapointed.
:: Music: 3 Days Grace - Just Like You
A few minutes after I get home from Cory's I get a call from Mike saying that he needs me to come to Culpeper to pick him up since his truck broke down. Well, of course I will. Then he ends the conversation with "and hurry the fuck up" and just hangs up on me. Yeah, goodbye. I'm in Culpeper - I've just crossed over I-64. I get another call from him. He called his uncle to pick he and his truck up, since his uncle has a wrecker, and didn't remember to call me until they had already begun their way out of Culpeper. Fucking wonderful. I don't even get a sorry. I just get hung up on again.
I come home and the first thing I hear is "Where have you been?" I was supposed to be home at 11:00. I'm always supposed to be home at 11:00. I always am. I'm about an hour and fifteen minutes late. Time for my grandma to piss in my already soggy-with-urine cheerios.
Somewhere along the lines I must've subconciously done something to deserve what I get. I've always said that people get what they deserve, so I guess I'm getting mine.
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2005 17 June :: 11.26pm
:: Mood: Exhausted
:: Music: The TV behind me
Crash!
Oh lord I'm tired. These past two days have been nuts.
We'll start with yesterday.
Get up super early cause Elaina started screaming in the next room. April leaves around 2 cause she's managing. Cleaned for a few hours, watched Elaina, tried to get her to nap. That in itsself is tiring. Then mom decided to take the two of us to Busch cause we were stuck at home doing nothing with no one around. So I go and ride Apollo, BBWolf and Alpengeist with Koda. I got a bee caught in my skirt in the middle of Alpengeist and didnt get it out before it stung me 4 times. My leg is now puffy, itchy and red. Got out of the park at around....8:30. Went to my moms for a little bit and got something to eat then around 10:40 headed back to Cheryl's. We were coming by the shopping center where Shackleford's(the restraunt that April works at) and we saw a fire truck pull into the parking lot, lights and siren's blaring. We figured that Shackleford's was the only thing open that late at night in that shopping center so we fot really worried and pulled into the back entrance and sure enough the firetruck was at the restraunt along with an ambulance and a few police cars. Why do you ask were they there?
Well...
Someone had run through....not into...through the building. I suppose a BAC of .197 and a prosthetic leg will do that to a person though. Considering the legal limit is .08. Yeah...it was crazy. And...theres more...the woman also had a thing of open liquor in teh van she was in and was trying to drive away. Oh...and she wasnt leaving the bar either...she was coming to it. o_o;
yeah. It was odd. We got freaked so I went in the door that didnt have crime scene tape and found April to make sure she was oka. The damage was worse from the inside...everything was smashed.
The good news...
No one was sitting in the section that was ran into. It was Kareoke night so everyone was in the other end of the restraunt! Great huh? Scary.
But yeah..taht was last night. I didnt actually go to sleep until about 3:30ish when April finally got home. Poor girl. She was really upset. Out of work for a while.
Got up this morning at about 9ish and cleaned up some and played with Elaina while April and Cheryl went out. April to Shackleford's to get some stuff straight and call the servers and stuff to tell them they weren't working any time soon. Gave little one a bath and got her dressed, went out with April and Cheryl to lunch and then came back for a while and took a nap. Mom and the boys showed up around 4:30 and we all went to Busch.
I separated from everyone and decided to go ride Pompei, then walked around some. After a while I went on Roman Rapids and was stupid and went on Apollos. I nearly froze...o_O;
After that I went and grabbed something to eat and then headed to pizza hut and yeah I'm tired. I'm going to bed now. I'll come back and actually explain this day tomorrow.
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jredmon
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2005 17 June :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Crossfade - No Giving Up
I'm sitting here, and the phone rings. I take off my headphones, and the phone's already stopped ringing. I keep them off for a few seconds incase it's for me. Oh, but it isn't (at least I don't think...). All I hear is "GODDAMNIT!" and the phone crash back into it's hook.
You tell those bastards, grandma. You tell 'em good.
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