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2004 24 June :: 10.40 pm
:: Music: Soudgarden - Black Hole Sun
Fuck this.
Why am I trying.
Fuck trying.
I am gaining nothing. Im only fighting against myself.
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2004 22 June :: 10.00 pm
the feelings are still here
the ones i have always held for you
i will always love you
no one can fill the void, this complete emptiness
im sorry i fucked it up
im sorry ive made you change
im sorry i make you hurt
im sorry i cant tell you... this... everything...
anything at all
i cant help you
i cant help me
i cant do a god damned thing
and for everything.. i am so sorry.
the worst part is it now means nothing
it is worth nothing.
i am worth nothing.
[:.Edit.:]
Sorry you guys have to put up with my stupidity.
I just enjoy killing myself with this.
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2004 22 June :: 10.10 am
..but..
..don't think it's over..
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2004 20 June :: 10.50 pm
:: Mood: blah
Hoo-fucking-ray.
Fathers fucking day.
Yay!
Yeah... now onto other non-important matters.
I ran away for a few hours yesterday. I had intentions of staying gone but.. I came back.
I have nothing important to say.
No matters that would ever concern you.
...they say you haven't really lived until you have alot to regret...
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2004 18 June :: 9.20 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: A Perfect Circle - Weak and Powerless
By mere request...
My journal is being updated.
With nothing, basically...
Nothing important happens..
I talk to no one,
I do nothing,
Thats my life!
So there you are.. an -update-
Now aren't you sorry you asked?
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