he...amusement...
Ah... I love being a smart-ass... it is awesome... expecially when you are sarcastic around [dumb] people... they just dont understand.. clueless...

My dad stabbed me with a fucking fork earlier... I hate when he touches me... it makes me feel very..very.. violated??? I think that would work... I yelled at him for touching my shoulder today..
*shudder*

I am never marrying a man with hair... except for normal.. you know... ugh...

I cant wait for tomorrow... I get to go take fucking family picture "just in case someone dies" ha...fuck you...

my grandpa made me listen to a song called "Hot Corn, Cold Corn" today... lmao... I didnt stop laughing throughout the five times he played it... Dumb Fuck...

I cant believe Ozzy had a song on 'O Brother Where Art Thou' ha ha....that is fucking hilarious...

Agh....I would reccomend divorce... but then you would fucking complain about that too... You yell about senseless shit all of the fucking time... and you wonder why I am always on the computer.... hmm??? Wouldnt guess... God Damn

...I hate everything about you, why do I LOVE you....

I want you to know that, I miss you, I miss you so...

I am ready to go back to school... less shit to put up with... much easier to block stupid people that you can get away from... rather than your fucking stupid parents... they are hard to escape from if they wont let you leave ... and complain about all you do....

me and my complaining... it does no good really...*sigh*

what else is left to say?
Just another day... with an assumed normal ending...

Worked...Drove at dangerously high speeds... Wrote a poem... Went to Wal-Mart... Saw Drama Queen... Listened to music... Yelled at random family members... painted finger nails... three times... talked to Bryan on the phone... and currently the best thing to happen all day....Talking to Ellen...

...and in this moment I am happy.. I wish you were here...

I wrote a letter today... No one shall ever read.. except possibly Ellen... I dont care if she does.

Anyways.... today.. was horrible, imagine that eh? Yeah. It fucking sucked. If I were to give you details it would take forever. Because I would have to involve every minute of the entire fucking day.

I accually got to think alot today. I needed time to think... really bad. Relived a few memories.. I am not too proud of.

I have to work tomorrow... Early.... It sucks.

Well... I better not get started or this would be a neverending journal... I guess if you wanna know whats goin on with me you can ask me...sound good? Alright well......Im leaving it at that.

Happy Birthday Bryan I miss you... and of course Love you... Have a good rest of the day....