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2003 19 November :: 8.35 pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: Cold - Go Away
Ahh.....yet another update for an unknown reason....
I am getting really tired of everything... and all of the objects sticking out of my back.... I know you all enjoy it but I really wish you would leave me alone... and all that I do...alone. If I stuck a knife in your back you would go screaming to everyone... Why can people just not keep to themselves? Why must you continue to make this rope tighter...pushing me deeper and deeper soon to an un retrievable level of nothing. I hate your ways... I dont like anything you do, but I put up with it merely for the fact of continuing humanity in the most normal form as possible...to keep everything more simple... If you would like to continue causing problems.. please do so to yourself... I no longer feel like puting up with you...any of you... I am tired of it all...
If you only knew......
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2003 19 November :: 5.10 pm
:: Mood: devious
:: Music: Linkin Park - In The End
Goemas is your Vampire name.
You are a dark Vampire who loves all things Gothic.
You present to the world the image of a true
Vampire: devilish, all powerful, mysterious.
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go here:
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What is your Vampire name?
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2003 18 November :: 8.55 pm
:: Mood: indifferent
Taproot
"Dragged Down"
I am just a person like you, I am just a fuck-up that's true,
but your the only one I'll turn to by my side everyday
and night its time to climb out of this big black hole
even if i can justify that i am alive
and alright your still the one i'll turn to by my side so I cry alone,
I can't believe you drag me down again,
just when i think i'm fine i always then realize
that i am the only one to turn to me inside.
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2003 18 November :: 5.01 pm
:: Mood: content
Korn - Falling Away From Me
Hey, I'm feeling tired.
My time, is gone today.
You flirt with suicide.
Sometimes, that's ok.
Hear what others say.
I'm here, standing hollow.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.
Day, is here fading.
That's when, I would say.
I flirt with suicide.
Sometimes kill the pain.
I can always say.
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.
Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
It's lost and can't be found.
(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
Slow it down.
Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Pressing me, they won't go away.
So I pray, go away.
It's falling away from me.
Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
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2003 18 November :: 4.30 pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Korn - Dead Bodies Everywhere
This is where I say I've had enough
And no one should ever feel the way
That I feel now....
Try to understand there's an old mistake that fools will make
And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away....
I can't fake it hard enough to please everyone or anyone at all...
So whats another day when I can bear these nights of thoughts?
And I'm thinking awful things
I'm pretty sure that few would notice....
I wont be a liar
I wont say that "everything's working" when everything's broken....
I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine.....
What you've found sure upsets you
Never saw it coming did you?
Its easy to be suprised with both your eyes sewn closed
Handeld with great percision, another thoughtless execution
You're the subject of this exhibition
A willing cadaver, a willing cadaver.
Scalpel, sutured.
Made whole again....
These cuts are leaving creases
Trace the scars, fit the peices....
Am i drowning you out?
Boasts of defection
If everything was up to me,
I would be gone by the first sight.....
I feel the shame.
I'm not insane.
The things I feel now.
Arent the same.
Who gives a fuck..
If my life sucks?
I just know one day.
I won't give up.
Everyone just let me be.....
This shit right here is for you.
On your faces I can see.
You all think it's up on me.
I'm about to break.
This is my fate?
Am I still doomed to a life?
Of misery and hate.
You would have never known.
What I've done for you.
What you may put me through.
I'd do it for you.
I could have never lived.
If it wasn't for you.
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