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:: 2004 11 June :: 4.15pm

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hehe.. i got hugz from britt's journal!! love ya <3 frosti!!
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:: 2004 10 June :: 11.15pm
:: Mood: :)
:: Music: hate to say i told you so - the hives

i found this today and it made me chuckle about what a geek i am
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------walking through a deserted house humming some 80s song that was just on the radio.."there is always something there to remind me" well thats the song...right now i just feel like writing. when this writing spell comes over me i just write about nothing. if i ever become a writer im sure insomniac doctors will prescribe it to their patients cause it will be so boring that everyone will fall asleep while they are reading it. terri said that tomorrow everyone is sleeping in but i dont think that is really going to happen because her chitlins wake up at like the crack of dawn and like to play this lovely game called "Let's Wake Andrea Up." well, i hate that game. i am not tired at all...i took a nap today which is quite odd for me. so right now i feel like running around the block. or maybe it's all the sugar in the altoids tangerine sours that i have been inhaling for most of the day. anyways i am just not tired. the scariest thing happened yesterday, terri went to have her a/c checked at this one auto shop and the mechanic never closed her hood all the way. so we (terri, rachael, ryan, and i) were driving down the road going about 45 mph and all of a sudden the hood flew up. that is the second time that i have been in terri's truck and the hood flew up. there is a moth flying around in here. a couple of nights ago there was a huge moth lying around terri's back porch and terri and ryn were just standing there watching it. ew. speaking of bugs, last week when it was non-stop raining, these cricket things kept coming into the computer room where i was. well at least i think they were crickety things, they looked like a cricket but they didnt jump and their heads were huge. anyways i hate squishing bugs so i vaccumed one up. so i was in here on the computer and terri threw a piece of catfood on me and i thought it was on of those cricket-things. i screamed bloody murder and i somehow hit the thing that slides out of the computer desk that holds the keyboard and mouse and that was on the floor. terri was cracking up. it was pretty funny. well, after all this writing all of this useless information in which you probably dont want to know (overshare!). i haven't tired in the least bit. hmmm what other useless information can i write down here to bore you all? we were all in the car and rachael had a picture of the jr's '69 chevy engine. and he said something like "isnt that andrea's engine." well, something like that, i have short term memory loss, dory. ha ha ha, im just messing with you all. back to the chevy that i love. oh i love that truck. oh i want that truck. that would be so nice. oh yea, yesterday after the hood flew up and left dents in the hood, we went to the mechanic shop and there was a chevelle malibu 350. say it with me now everyone! ahhhhhhhhhhhh. hmmm what on the radio you ask? where are you going?- dave matthews band. :) thats me happy cause i like this song. nope, i'm still not tired. maybe i shoild read one of my books. i would probably fall asleep in 2 seconds flat. well i have this poem in the back of my mind but i just cant get the words but i know it's there. it's kinda like when you have the name of something but it is just on the tip of your tongue. well this poem thing is on the tip of my brain. have you ever gone through which i call poet's syndrome. well anyways poet's syndrome is when you think about how to get your thoughted to rhyme. kind of like "i want to get a slice of pizza and a coke but i only have 5 bucks so then i will be broke." its quite hard to explain. do any of you know what i am talking about or am i just sounding like a nut case over here? yay! this writing thing is starting to work. not only are my poor little fingers aching but i am actually starting to get tired. after reading this little novel, i am feeling very very tired. you see? i told you that my writing would make you all fall asleep. well it is july 2nd 2003, 1:02 AM and i am finally going to go to bed.
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andie andie oxenfree***

:: 2004 10 June :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: happy :D
:: Music: growing on me - the darkness

i was on a happy spree tonight
tonight i had practice
i wished for rain the whole day
no rain=me at practice

we do this drill where we go against another player and try to get the ball
and i got the ball every single time it was my turn
ah, that made me feel so good, so powerful

the rest of the practice was great after that
i had felt so accomplished
and i was so focused on the game

so practice is over
my mom picks me up
the boy aka brandon aka little brother plays on the playground for a bit
we leave

have the radio blasting
windows down
brandon hollering at us to roll them up

so we are at the light to turn into our neighborhood
windows are still down (sorry brandon)
the cars song 'just what i need" came on

i was shakin my head
and drummin on the car, drummin on an invisible drumset
singin along

i was just so happy

so light is green
and this guy comin outta our neighborhood
and gives me the "you crackhead, you" look

ah! what do i care! i am way too happy to fret about that!!

so we drive by the pool
window still down
brandon still whining
'just what i need" still roaring

i stick my head out the window
and yell "HEY!" to the swimmer in the pool
she waved back
and was probably wondering who the heck was waving at her

my mom asked me, "do you know her?"
"no", i replied.

and i smiled a big happy smile

and we headed home.

andie andie oxenfree***

:: 2004 10 June :: 11.01pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: the scientist - coldplay

Midnight Storm
walloping winds shake the
umbrella tree, which creates a lullaby
this here, baby, will be my last final goodbye

angry rain pelts my window
lightening strikes up my empty room
while numerous dark memories of you again gloom

in my bed, i toss and turn trying to
get you off my mind
trying to forget just how you left me here behind

i sat up in bed and suddenly realized something about me and you
for we are the storm and as soon as it is over
the sunshine will shine through

andie andie oxenfree***

:: 2004 9 June :: 6.37pm
:: Mood: ok..
:: Music: free bird - lynyrd skynyrd

If I leave here tomorrow, would you still remember me?
nothing but a memory.

like a raindrop that falls on to the blacktop, evaporating in the hot summer breeze.

i was never here nor there.

i never gave my heart away for that was all a dream.

even though it seems more like a nightmare, the sunny parts of it fight off the dark ones.

sometimes once in every blue moon when i am awake at night and i look at the sky i can hear your distant laughter as it echoes off the stars.

i still get that nervous feeling, the rising bubble in your stomach that is filled with butterflies.

that only happens when i think really hard about my long past.

i like to trick myself and say that things happen for a reason and in this case they happened for the best.

then i remember how lonely and cold i am at the moment.

and how you came and warmed me right up.

though at the moment that is nothing but a memory.

like a raindrop that falls on to the blacktop, evaporating in the hot summer breeze.

andie andie oxenfree***

:: 2004 9 June :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: :/
:: Music: come together - aerosmith

sandals
i can still remember
the sound of your sandals
as you walked down that
empty, lonely hall
each clippety-clop
reverberating off the walls
translating into the
uncertainty of tomorrow

as the sound drew nearer
my breath was caught
somewhere in between my
heart and my brain
the wave crashing inside me
became a tsunami and beat upon my heart
that was beating the same rate
as the clippety-clop of your
sandals

no words were said
as you stood by me,
just my heart yelling
trying to get through my skin
it was then that i realized
i still missed you when
you were standing near

as you walked back down
that lonely, deserted hall
the sound of your sandals
were the same rate as
the tears coming down my cheeks

andie andie oxenfree***

:: 2004 9 June :: 4.01pm

hey yall.. sowwy havnt ^dated in awhile!! this ones for you britt!! lol. [[my older sister that takes me to nifti places]].. um. this week has been well not that exciting. been @ baileys for 4 days in a row. we have vball camp at mariner.. learnin lots of shitt. baileys sister brooke takes us every day cuz shes coaching. i miss brittany.. she needs to come back now!!.
baileys pissed right now b/c rach lied to her mom and got her in trouble. lol.. i think every thign will be 0ok.. god, i need to go to california.. its fukkin awesome, been therr.. and i love it. i think thats where im a gonna move! lol <3333.. maybe my older sis who takes me to niftii places will live wif me and we can be "roomies".
g2g.. -x0x
� � � � � x � � �
- you - are the only one that leaves
me > ` c o m p l e t e l y ` < breathless..
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:: 2004 9 June :: 3.25pm
:: Mood: okie dokie artichokey
:: Music: miss you - blink 182

hello there, the angel from my nightmare..
i'm wandering round this house again
feelin the ghost of you on my skin
why is it that you still haunt me in my dreams?
why, when i hear your name do i rip apart at the seams?
i tried to forget you but youre a disease on my mind
i tried to meet another but you were the only one i could find

andie andie oxenfree***

2 White Bikinis | Tanned With...

:: 2004 4 June :: 9.38pm

i love mia.. to the stars and back
hey kayla this is mia..umm i just wanna say that im really sorry bout this hole thingy i meean i know that u were just trying 2 tell me that im being stupid n im sorry 4 saying that u didnt care when i kn ow u did ur els u wouldnt hav stopd me..n thatz how i know that ur my best friend n we hav been 4 3 yearz n 5 mounthz..i think around ther..but n e wayz i dont want all of that 2 change over a lil thingy like this...n i justr wanna say thank u so0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0 much b cuz i could hav just mad e a mistake that could hav changed my life in the worst way ever n im so happy that u told me not 2 n i dont even know what i wwaz thinkin if i didnt think u cared n if u dont think that i care 4 u n e more that ur nuttz b cuz i care 4 u more that the world.. n u should know that by now..n if u didnt well now u do i luv u kayla ur my best friend ever ur more importent 2 me than the air i breath..i dont know what i would do w/ out u n 4 i second i thought that u didnt care n i think that once im done writeing this im gonna go n slap that shit out of my self 4 thinkin that...well i g2g cuz itz like 3:09 n i g2 get ^ at 9:00 so yeah but i wont b able 2 sleep evry well w/ a big red mark on my face..lol..but really g2g now ttyl..~xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0xox0x~
i love you bubyezz

:: 2004 4 June :: 1.35am

for a reason
i hate skanks.. friends are supposed to care.. i care. i did care. not ne more. she doesnt care. her life.her desicions. her stupidity. she will. she does. he say he cares. he doesnt care. why would he care? its only her. he leaves her. she cries. her best friends there. for a reason

:: 2004 1 June :: 12.04pm
:: Mood: b0red..
:: Music: adams song

i never thought id die alone. i laughed the loudest whod have known? i traced the cord back to the wall. no wonder it was never plugged in at all. i took my time, i hurried up. the choice was mine, i didnt think enough. im t0o depressed to go on. you'll be sorry when im gone. i never conquered, rarely came. 16 just held suh better days. days when i still felt alive. we couldnt wait to get outside. the world was wide, too late to try. the tour was over we'd survived...

summers been 0ok.. nuttin much.. mias been at jessicas and um.. we went to winn dixie yesterday dressed like wiggers.. me and jessica were "hollerin" out the window to these girls that passed by and this one sk8 boarding kidd matt.. he was makin fun of us.. meanie. um. sunday i think it was.. bailey and me met chris and mike at the sk8 park and we were gonna go ice skating but we didnt have money$$ so we threw rocks at eachother instead. um.. kayla goldman came over on friday and spent the night.. we were crackin on catherines boots.. combat. lol kayla.. um.. today hillary ad lacey are coming over and were gonna go to the movies.. again for the 2nd time this week, i went with bailey last time and we saw shrek 2 again lol. today we're gonna see raising helen.. with my favorite actress.. kate hudson i think hillary looks like kate.. a lot. in the eyes.. and ive been puttin a lot of periods latley.. <<< see?!?
lol.. well.. lacey just tryed callin me but since my celli sux she couldnt hear so ima go call her back!!
-x0x [[since calli took my -x0]] lol love ya girlie!!
wuvv yall!!

bugga3

:: 2004 30 May :: 4.47pm
:: Music: Usher

Saturday Night
WOW pretty much says it all ...only if you all knewwhat im talking about.. lol... Well I had a great weekend lets put it that way... Rachel & Kristi i love you so much and i miss you and being with you two i used to be with you every weekend before i meet Kayla and i just wanted to let you know i still love you all.. Very very much We have to spend time together this summer still tho... Kayla goldman i love you to sooo mucho and after Basketball stops maybe you will have time to hang out with me again. lol.. me Have lots of fun... Robbie you will find th4e right person eventually You will always be my playboylol....
Markis is gay dont worry about it ~~Garet~~ Garrett... lol Garrett dont hurt me..Dont play with me PLEASE I went to the gym today to loose wieght and to loose my butt... I Hope but i dought that it will happen....Lucky GARRETT..lol .. well Heather and Lauren i had fun friday it was fun other than the fact that i like broke my ankle well i didnt Frankie did .. lol.. I love you both and i hope to see you again sometime this summer and Lauren good luck with Frankie... Hope everyone has a good MAmorial Day Everyone....
luv ya B@iley