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2004 6 July :: 8.47pm
:: Mood: wonderful :)
:: Music: burning up - madonna
little things ya may not know..
i love things with hibiscuses on them.
(journal doesnt hit any does it?)
i love things with black and white checkers on them.
if i could find something black and white checkered with a hibiscus on it then i would be a happy camper.
i am asking and asking for a drumset for christmas.
and asking and asking for an american bulldog for my birthday.
i go to get my permit in 9 days.
i want a pair of aviator sunglasses.
if i moved to daytona beach i would totally buy a mint green or tan and orange vespa or a 74 vw thing.
if i ever get really rich and build a house, i will have a room just for me to paint in and the floors will become an art cause there will be so much paint on them.
i love 80s music.
i love my old madonna tape from 1983 that i found yesterday.
i love to wear clothes that dont really match but actually do.
i love bangs.
i hate when they grow out and get all in your face.
i have been told that i dress like a beach bum.
i didnt take is as a bad thing.
if i had tons of moolah to spent i would spend it on roxy and billabong shtuff from surf shops.
i dont know what i wanna be when i grow up.
i always go back and check to see if i locked the front door when i leave to go somewhere.always.
i love to travel.
ireland is very high on my places to travel to.
i cant type with my watch and hairtie on my wrist or my ring on my finger.
i cant stand necklaces that are too big and plummet down your neck so i take all the beaded ones i get and cut them to make them fit around my neck.
i always flip-flips.always.
excpet when i have practice.
i love lacrosse.
i am not too fond of the ball though.
i love taking pictures.
i love art.
i love love music.
it should be a crime to make a remix of pink floyd's 'another brick in the wall.'
if this was true then the music people at express would be in jail right now.
lindsay and i have thought of jumping the miracle mascot.
'what are you two in here for? i killed a man with just a straw.'
"we jumped the miracle mascot."
i am constantly drumming on things.
i am pretty unlucky.
i am definitely clumsy.
my neighbors probably hate me for playing my music to loud.
not my fault i love music.
:P
i am going to go eat a healthy dinner of a slim jim and a hi-c.
yum yum
andie andie oxenfree***
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2004 6 July :: 3.45pm
hey it's kayla.
bailey gets really nasty comments.
so anyone who wants to leave a lil comment for bailey,
leave your name.
and your address.
and your phone number.
lol. just playin.
me and b went to the mall today.
with dawstin.
i bought nothing, ::gasp::
im bored.
and hungry.
im gonna go get some more chees sticks.
yumm yumm.
leave some love.
love...
-x0.
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2004 6 July :: 10.53am
:: Mood: bwuahahah
:: Music: down - 311
the plan
ive been living out of a suitcase for days
trying to see the good in things but i cant see through the haze
not understanding why they still ask what my problem is
instead of being in my life she chose his
everyone knows of the problem that larks
on the cruise, we are gonna throw him overboard and feed him to the sharks
andie andie oxenfree***
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2004 6 July :: 1.33am
Crying till i cant see two feet in front of me.. But nothing new..
Cant tell why because someone will just go off and tell him. But a short version is i dont think me and garrett will be together for much longer.. seeing what he has told me in the last few times we have talked but i guess we will see what happenes when he gets home...I dont want to make the same mistake that one of my best friends has made. Kayla i love you s000 much if it wasnt for you i would have already made that mistake.. WEll i relized thatyour teh only one who really cares enuff to figure out that there was something wrong and to figure out what happened to me ...well im going to go and cry on Kaylas shoulder becauase she is always here for me.. buh bye
-x0x0-
Bailey
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2004 6 July :: 12.01am
crying. no idea why.
ive been thinking so hard.
about everything.
and all the thoughts= the tears rolling down my cheeks.
i cant remember the last time you cared about ne thing.
the last time you allowed yourself to be seen.
listenin to trapt now.
emo is mine.
all mine.
chris is gonna call me and make me feel better.
just pray it works.
all im thinking about is making my stomach curl.
and im thinking about just so much. that it would be impossible to type it all.
and all my thoughts change so fast.
everything from kayla velente.
to brittany.
and everything happening with chris and calli.
and bailey.
and mia.
everything is my fault.
nothing would have happened with mia if it werent for me.
everything would have been ok, if i hadnt come along.
i cant escape walking down these halls.
have to find a place where there are no walls.
definitly an emo girl.
screwed
and i love all my friends.
but all of their wrongs.
have something to do with me.
crying.
still..
and as for you,
your wasting your time reading it.
-x0
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2004 5 July :: 11.33pm
Name: kayla
Birthday: 2.24.91
School: gms
Color of eyes: hazel
Hair: dark brown and blond
Height: 5'1
Shoe Size:7ish
Righty or Lefty: righty
Brothers/Sisters: 1 brother
Who lives with you?: my mom, my dad, my brother
When's your bedtime?: whenever im tired
------------HAVE YOU EVER------------
Been so drunk you blacked out:iunno. bailey?
Missed school because it was raining: nope
Kept a secret from everyone: yea
Put a body part on fire for amusement: uhh..?
Had an imaginary friend: actually, no
Had a New Kids on the Block tape: no
Been on stage: yeah
Cut your hair: yeah..ive cut it
---------------FAVORITES--------------
Color: red
Day/Night: night
Summer/Winter: summer
Fave food: basgetti
Fave ice cream: the soft ice cream
---------------RIGHT NOW---------------
Wearing: roberts shirt and red cheer shorts
Hair: wet from the shower
I'm feeling: ok.. i guess.
Eating: nothing..last thing i ate was a slice of cheese though
Drinking: last thing was sprite.. mah fav
Thinking about: puh i dunno
Listening to: yellow card and trapt
Talking to: britt
Watching: uhh..my computer screen
--------IN THE LAST 24 HRS.-----------
Cried:yeh
Worn a skirt: yeh
Met someone new: no
Cleaned your room: no
Done laundry:no
Drove a car: nope
----------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-----------
Santa Claus: no
Tooth Fairy: no
Ghosts:iunno..
-----------FRIENDS AND LIFE-----------
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? nope
Like anyone? not really
Who's the loudest: lol uhhh thats easy.. ME! Who's the shyest: hmmm...becky
Who's the funniest: mia and kayla
Who do you go to for advice: kayla and britt
Who do you cry to?: bailey
When you cried the most: when im depressed i guess...
What's the best feeling in the world:ok ok, not to sound corney or anything like that but prolly love both ways
Worst feeling: being alone
Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon? california.. my future hood
Last person you talked to on the phone? uhhh...chris and mah bro
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes and personality
Your favorite drink? sprite and pina coladas
Favorite alcoholic drink? bailey's dad's shots!!
How do you eat an Oreo? i bite off the top choclate part n then i eat the frosting on top of one of the cookies.
Relationship or one night stands? relationships
Chocolate or vanilla? both
What's on your mouse pad? no mouse padd
Least favorite smell? umm shit?
Favorite sound? guitar
Which finger is your favorite? middle!!
What is your favorite lunch meat? umm turkey. bock bock
Any bad habits? swaring
What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? n*sync...i dunno why i have it..i should burn it
Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? yupp
Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no but i think ur on crack or soemthing
Do fish have feelings?yeh i was a fish in my past life
Where is your second home? mia's house.
What was your favorite toy as a child? uhh.. i guess i liked barbies..
Do you have a journal? ....what does it look like?yeh, like 5.
Have you ever been in a mosh pit? yeh, close, got bumped into at the blink concert! dude they f***in rock
What are your nicknames? lala and diddy and kay-kay :(
Would you bungee jump? yeah, i have...a cheap version though..not actually off a bridge...i wish!
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? no, my shoes arn't even tied when they are on
Do you ever wear overalls? no lol
How many people have a crush on YOU right now? oh wow.. lol. just playin like 0.
-----------ON THE INSIDE-------------
YOUR HERITAGE~ american, irish and german
GOALS YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE~ college... lol
*YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW*
YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AIM~ uh. lol
YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP~ "f*** you, let me sleep"
YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE~ hair..?
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY~ a lot of stuff:-(
ADIDAS OR NIKE~ Nike
LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA~ dunno
CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE~ coffee
*DO YOU*
SMOKE~ uhh.. mia can answer thaT ONE..
CUSS~ yeh.
SING~ yeah. not that i can, but yeh i do
TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY~ of course
WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE~ yupp
LIKE MIDDLE SCHOOL~ i guess.
WANT TO GET MARRIED~ yeah..not now though
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK~ ha, no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS~ uhhh...?
*IN THE PAST MONTH*
DONE A DRUG~ what do you mean by drug?
MADE OUT~ nope
GONE ON A DATE~ yeh i guess. group of ppl
GONE TO THE MALL~ yup
EATEN SUSHI~ ew
BEEN ON STAGE~ no
BEEN DUMPED~ nope
MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES~ yeh but, i ate all the cookie dough
STOLEN ANYTHING~ ...no.. had someone steal something for me
*EVER...*
PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING~ iunno.. i dont think so
BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING"~ iunno
AGE 2 GET MARRIED~ 20's
NUMBER AND NAMES OF CHILDREN~ 2-3...names..umm ...brooke, travis,kalia, WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE~ cali, wif kayla.
WHAT DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GROW UP~ iunno.
*IN A GUY*
BEST EYE COLOR~ dark
BEST HAIR COLOR~dark
SHORT OR LONG HAIR~ kinda long
HEIGHT~ taller then me
BEST WEIGHT~ umm good fer the height
BEST ARTICLES OF CLOTHING~ umm...shoes:-p
BEST FIRST DATE~ somewhere nice
*IN THE NUMBERS*
NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME WAS IN THE NEWSPAPER~ a cuple
NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY~ a lot
WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? stayed wif mah girlie kayla and watched frieworks
HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?hott -n- dark
HAIR COLOR? mine? brown and blond
EYE COLOR? answered that.
SUNRISE OR SUNSET? sunrises occure to early sooo sunsets
FAVORITE HOBBY? iunno
____ im not gonna fill out the rest. so this other girls answers are from here on, her names emily._____
Zodiac Sign? Pisces
ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT
Boxers or briefs: boxers
Curly or straight hair: prolly staright
Tall or short: tall
Six pack or muscular arms: if i had to choose then....6 pack
Hat or no hat: either
Ears pierced or not:nothign overboard
Tan or no tan: not too picky about that
Stubble or neatly shaven: shaven! hate stubbles
Accent or not: not unless it's french;-)
Glasses? dont care
Smart or dumb: smart
What sport should he play? snowboarding, surfing, skateboarding
Dependent or independent? independent
Pick One:
Lights on/off: uhh off
Mickey D's or BK?Bk
Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? they are both fuckin fags
On the phone or in person? in person
Paper or plastic? umm plastic bags have handles....
Sausage or pepperoni? pepperoni
Milk Chocolate or white chocolate: mmmm they are both good
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr.pepper
Glass half full or half empty? half full
Tape or DVD: DVD
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: mud
Cake or pie: pie
YOUR FAVES
Candy: skittles
Animal: penguins
Number: 22
Scent: lilu
Here/there:there
Cold or hot: hot
Pool/Hot Tub: pool
Open or close: depends
Open or Empty: dunno
Pop or Milk: milk
Water or Tea: water
Fruit or Vegetables: fruit
Radio or CD: radio
Email or Instant messenger: IM
Phone or IM: IM
Cookies/cake: cookies
(To watch) Baseball or Soccer: Soccer
(To watch) Football or Basketball: Football
Blonde or Brunette: Brunette..the whole blonde thing is going overboard
Ocean, lake, or pool? umm ocean or a pool
Flordia or California: ive only been to florida
Old or young: young
THE LAST TIME YOU...~*~
Danced: while ago
Fell: i dunno
Kissed someone: not long ago
Hugged Someone: yesterday
Showered: i dunno... an hour or o ago
KISSED A GIRL: fuck no
KISSED A GUY: yeah....dah
Can you touch your nose with your tongue? no
Buttered, plain, or salted? which food are we talking about?
Can you juggle? haha no
Who would you hate to be trapped in a room with? ummm lol a few ppl
~~~Most Disliked~~~
food:....shit?
condiment: mayonnaise<-- thats what liv put -n- im sticking to that seeing that i dunno what a condiment is
Drink: alcohalic...
Attitudes: preps
~~~history~~~
how many people are in your family (extended family): thats funny cuz i have no fuckin clue
What's your blood type: no clue
Your pin #: specify...
How much do you love your job on a scale of one to ten? i will be getting a job soon
Love someone so much it made you cry? funny question..yeah
What color is your bedroom carpet? blue-gray
How many times did you fail your drivers test? im only 15
What do you do most often when you are bored? work out, ride my bike, listen to music, draw, read, computer, eat, umm...sleep..wow, i actually do a lot of stuff when im board...
What do you like to do in you spare time: write, go places, i duno, do something entertaining...
What kinda grades do you get?: low 80's
Do you work?: not yet, but soon
Do you like coffee?: yeah..it's got cafeen in it...what do u think?
Write down what comes first to your mind when you see these words.....
SCHOOL: fuckin jail fer kids -n- a good way to waist the first 20 yrs of ur life.
BROWN: ...shit?
FOOD: yum
WOODLANDS: don't go in them alone, u might get raped...
MONARCHY: i dunno..soemthing about global?
TEA: leaves
POWER: magical powers...which is faggishly gay lol
BUTLER: ur rich -n- lazy
YELLOW: the sun
WAR: iraq
FREEDOM: puh, not what we are livin in
RED: my fav. color
TELEPHONE: good way to evesdrop..i dunno how to spell it...
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2004 3 July :: 11.08pm
yellowcard-- only one
britt, i love you. i can talk to you about ne thing without you judgin me or tellin anyone. i love you To0o much!! thanks for being ther.. <3
broken this fragile thing now,
and i cant i cant pick up the peices.
and ive thrown my words all around.
and i cant i cant give you a reason.
i feel so broken up
and i give up
just wanna tell you so you know
here i go
scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go
therrs just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only my only one
made my mistakes
let you down
and i cant i cant hold on for too long
ran my whole life in the ground
and i cant i cant get up when your gone.
somethings breaking up
i fel like giving up
i wont walk out until you know
here i go
scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go
theres just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only my only one
here i go
so dishonestly
leave a note
for you my only one
and i know
you can se right thru me
so let me go
and you will find someone
here i go scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go
theres just no one, no one like you
you are my only my only one.
my only one.
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2004 3 July :: 8.27pm
gonna be changin my icons a lot.
check the journal.
everyday.
i have so many icons.
not as much as kayla tho.
but a lot.
and i need to show them off.
but they're copyrighted by me.
dont take them.
i lOVe HaPPy pEoplE.. arE yOU hApPy?.
I <3 yOU.
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2004 3 July :: 7.24pm
look at her go,
useless and torn.
at this point in time,
she'd never been born.
so many friends
the other ones had.
this case is so sorry,
hopeless and sad.
sat by herself
at the table in school.
watching those kids,
their label was "cool"
thinking about her fantasy
realizing it wont come true.
she'd found her solution,
her problem will be through.
got home round 4
dad was there,
drunk tired and sore.
grabbing the knife
she went to her room.
this lovely place,
would see her doom.
up from heaven she stares,
happy and free
up here, in heaven, everyone cares.
smiling bright,
not a care in the world,
shes happy now, everythings right.
i made that up.. feelin in a depressed mood, no idea why.
kayla's coming over later.
maybe calli.
her mom's pms'ing. lol.
gotta go!! kayla's coming.
i love kayla.
i love you.
-x0
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2004 2 July :: 11.59pm
Today was fun i went shopping with my sister and my mom.. I got a bunch of new stuff.. then i came home and Robbies mom picked me up and took us to the mall it was funny i was so hyper.. lol Then my parents picked us up and the car ride home was interesting.. Robbies going to come with me and my family to Red White and Boom.. Its going to be funny.. we will probably walk around for like hours.. lol.. Everyone is going to be there. Its going to be mad crazy.. lol.. well im gunna go t bed.. good night
-x0x0- Killer Keller
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2004 2 July :: 5.21pm
im at mias. fun... cept shes leavin me for like 1o days. why is everyone leavin?! well i think goldman is comin over tomorrow. goin to a 4th of july thing. miss moore, you should spend the night with me n kayla. or do somethinng with us.. hows bout tomorrow during the day? ya free? lol. bailey, mia wanted me to tell you that you have her pants. she sed you wore them to our b-day party. the pants with the balls. well.. i guess ill just get them the next time i see you. me n mia got our eyebrows waxed today. we got this 80 year old lady who did it. and she sucked. omg im gonna miss mia SO much!! SO much!!! more then anyone! lol. she walks in on mark and daniela.. and mark comes out and trys to grab mia and she jumped and screamed "DONT TOUCH ME WITH THOSE HANDS!!" lol. i love her. she enjoys walkin in on her brother. lol. no knockin.
just wanted to give out journal sites to ppl..
www.woohu.com/~bugga3
bailey
www.livejournal.com/~kayla_g
kayla goldman
www.livejournal.com/~tipsybabii
mia
www.livejournal.com/~_canes04_
callis
www.woohu.com/~thoughtskill
britts
.::love you::.
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2004 30 June :: 12.26am
oops i did it again
i played with your heart
got lost in the game
"oooh" baby baby
oops you think im in LOOOVE
that im sent from aboooovvveeee
im not that inecent (h/e you spell it)
you see mah problem is this (i think thats it)
im dreamin away
wishin that heroes they truly exist
i cry watchin the days
cant you see im a fool in so many ways
but to lose ALLLL myyyee senses
that is just so typically me!!
ooooooh baby baby
^^^ me n lacey wrote that song!! lmfao!!! i love you laceeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
ooh baby baby (she seems to say that a lot) (actually, we say it a lot b/c ya know.. we wrote it lmao)
how was i supposed to know
that somethin wasnt right here
oooh baby baby
i shouldnt have let you goooooooooo
but now your outta sight yeah
show me
how you want it to be
tell me baby cause i need to know now
what we got
my lonliness is killin me
"aaaannnnndddddd iiiiiii"
i must confess i still beleive
"STILL BELEIVE"
when im not with you i lose mah mind
give me a SIIIGGGGGNNNNN
HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME!!!
^^^ n therrs another one
we decided to make a remix of one of britneys famous songs "im not a girl not yet a woman" (beleive it or not.. we didnt write that one)[[question by kayla:: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU?!]]
i used to think
i had the answers to everything
but now i know
that lyposuction doesnt always go my way
yeaaahhh
feels like im caught in the ________ (open for suggestions)
thats when i realize
im not a chub
not yet bulimic
all i need is time
a tiolet that is mine
while im releasing
im not a chub
there is no need to feed me
its time that i learn the new carb diet on my own
i've weighed so much more then you know nowww
so dont tell me im oversized
im not a chub
not yet bulimic
all i need is time
a toilet that is mine
while im releasing
im not a bulimic
there is no need to judge me
its time that i seek profeesional help before it kills me...
we're still workin on it.. but if you have ne suggestions please PLEASE let us know!!
thank you
sincerley,
the next... uhhh.. really big song writer people. yeah.
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2004 24 June :: 2.51pm
:: Mood: thinkin..
:: Music: hero - foo fighters
there goes my hero...
hm hm hm.
i was listenin to this song and i wondered who is my hero..
well actually i dont know at the moment.
but who do the kids of this generation have to look up to, other then at their parents?
who do we lucky kiddies have?
britney spears?...thats just peachy
i just dont know.
where are the neil armstrongs of this generation?
where are the respected presidents where your dad sits and reads the newspaper and he say, "that there kids, is a good president."?
where are our heroes?
in new york city?
yes i believe they are heroes, not just the nypd and fdny but all of the policemen and firefighters who put their whole lives on the line for us.
me
i think my hero is my dog clancey
who is still at the pet store just beggin for me to come and buy him.
maybe soon clancey, i will be your hero and buy you..
one day.
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2004 24 June :: 2.37pm
:: Mood: bouncy
i lo0ve y0ou!
Hey tatter t0t .. its Britt .. i fixed y0ur j0urnal =] .. im not done with it cuz i dont know what else you want but i hope u like it s0 far .. im tryin t0 find some more stuff t0 find if u find any drug quotes / blink quotes tell me cuz i have some really cool affects.. and tell me if u want me to change anything okie love ya s0o0o0 much <3333333
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