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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.48pm

tori says i don't update enough...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.47pm

tori says i don't update enough (THIS IS VERY UNLIKE ME, I'M A LAZY ASS, TOO LAZY TO TURN OFF THE CAPS LOCK AND TYPE THIS RIGHT!)...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.47pm

tori says i don't update enough...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.46pm

tori says i don't update enough...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.46pm

tori says i don't update enough...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.46pm

tori says i don't update enough...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.45pm

tori says i don't update enough...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.45pm

tori says i don't update enough...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.45pm

tori says i don't update enough...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.44pm

tori says i don't update enough...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 6.32pm
:: Mood: amused

ok, so tori wanted to see the entry, so here.

"As my ashes fall in her field of paper flowers, maybe..... ah fuck, i don't know, i had a vision today, and it was failry plesent... well, yeah, i think i scare her...(i'm not telling you this part)... so yeah, my mom still isn't over me cutting myself..."

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 10.48am
:: Mood: rushed
:: Music: timer music on the FFVII CD alex gave me.

shitty lay out

hey people look, i know it's ugly at the moment but i don't have time to fix it right now, so when i get a chance i will, m'kay???

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 10.32am
:: Mood: sad

GIVE ME EMO!!!
it has been a long time since anyone posted a commment...:-(

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 12.18am
:: Mood: Crushed

i wish i could be watching those movies with tori........ yeah, a little kid for a moment, wouldn't that be great? yeah, yeah it would........*sighs*..............

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 12.15am
:: Music: Mr.bojangles

"Living in the past is like driving and only ever looking in the rear view mirror, you're going to crash"-Madleine Lee Mahugh. well, I know deep inside that this is going to turn out OK, some how, some day this is over. The only thing i won't let end is my love for Tori, i hope she feels the same way...

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 12.12am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Mr. Bojangles

"when the world crumbles and falls away, will you still be there for me?"

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Aaron

:: 2003 26 October :: 12.09am
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: Whiteflag

I hear tori talk about suicide and it scares the shit out of me because i know that she really is capable of it. i feel like i should be doing something about it, but what can i do? i feel almost like i'm not being good enough for her...... I told her i loved her at the movie, and on the bus, i think i'm creeping her out...

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 10.26pm

i saw alex's face in the movie theater, and i almost cried. i feel so wreched, but i think about it and realize i've done nothing wrong, i just feel guilty. i know she loves me, and i know she's really not happy for me and tori. i know it's eating her away, but what can i do? swallow my love for tori and curl up in some corner and die? some times i think that's what she wants...

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: calm

I deleted the entries about madeline. Tori and Morgan cried when i told them. they really are the closest friends i have. my mom asked me why i hang out with girls and not guys, and i told her most guys piss me off. they do. i get so sick of them... well, yeah, my dad told me today that i have proved that i am no longer a boy, but a man. i find that strange. what have i done that's so manly? i told madeline she needed to get some one to help her, but what does that prove? why is he so convinced that i've become an adult at heart? hmm... he really is a strange man.

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 2.27am
:: Mood: awake

the hippies are fileing out, so yeah, i will be rid of them soon. but i think i'm getting off the computer for the night, but yeah, feel free to call if you can't sleep or something because i probably won't be asleep until one or so.

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 2.25am

for those of you crazy enough to call, go right ahead, and tori i actually need to talk to you about tomorrow and times and our scheduel and stuff so if you could call that's be totally possum, so yeah, thanks.

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 1.50am

well that didn't work for the picture anyway, and i'm going to go hang out in my room and listen to music but i'll probably be on later, and my sister currently has the phone, but will be off eventually.

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 1.48am
:: Mood: accomplished

ok then, i'm a nazi computer genious.
You're Grant
Congratulations. You're Grant. The Koolplace site nazi, and resident computer genius. Wear this comparison with pride my friend, for Grant is yet to do something really stupid. Watch your temper though, because you're probably prone to random mood swings. Now go get me a ripped copy of Photoshop 6.0!

Some interesting facts
Out of the 25492 people who have taken this test

43% are grant
7% are ed
41% are mike
6% are bob saget




I'm Grant, who are you?
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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 1.36am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: hell's national anthem, me.

oh yes, i am satan, i feel so proud, and i would like to thank all the people that made this possible. *whips away tear* ... i love you america! NOW EAT MY NUKES, FUCKERS!!! *large mushroom clouds in backround, starts singing the badger song *
well, yeah, that was fun.

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 1.34am

72% evil 28% good



Hell is your destiny.

72% evil 28% good






Put this on your site
Copy the code below into your pages.















I am 72% evil.
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On the test..
Out of the 442993 people who have taken this test

19% hibernate in winter
15% are perverted
28% enjoy going on murderous rampages
27% think they are god
13% cause car crashes on purpose

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 1.11am
:: Music: Mr. Bojangles, Yohan Anderson

Tori, breaker of cycles.

mmm, cookies, no wait, i think i shall explode, tori... so i'll sit here, thinking about tori, get bored and go listen to the hippies play Mr. Bojangles (I fear as to what the inspiration for that song was) and then i'll get bored, come back up here, the i'll get bored and go sit in my sister's room and molest her sheets, and then get bored and go to bed, or maybe tori will call somewhere within that cycle and i'll talk to her. i love her...

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 1.01am
:: Mood: artstic
:: Music: mrs. robinson, Simon and Garfunkle

well that matches a little better. i kinda like it though i still need a more purplish or blueish white to go with the pictures outer space.

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 12.49am
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: In your vain - MM (maralyn manson)

purpose

I feel like practicing Tony, but there are all the hypies down stairs... i'm glad tori called. i was scared i had done something wrong. at the begging of the phone call she sounded a little depressed or pissed or something, but after a while she sounded alot happier. she is my purpose. protect her young one. i will. i know that she'll never fit in this world. it's systems and problems just don't work in her mind. they don't in mine either, but i can deal with them. they rip her apart. i love her so much, i'll keep her forever, but yeah, i have to fight for that. but i'm not afraid. i'm not afraid of anything but maybe madeline commiting suicide. that always scares me...

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Aaron

:: 2003 25 October :: 12.28am

this is a government weapons test, fear not, it will only hurt for the short moment in which the flames pass over you. then you will die almost instantly.

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Aaron

:: 2003 24 October :: 11.32pm
:: Mood: aggravated

you are all so dear to me, all of you, and you are all more than good enough. don't ever think you're not.

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