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2004 28 November :: 6.31pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: ...
uhm...
well this weekend is sadly over. i hate school and i really dont wanna go tomorrow but whatrever. my mom had abunch of people over for dinner...and they were like torturing my poor cat...:( well i got peoples christmas presents so im set with that...its raining rite now...and there is nothing else to say lol...so yeah...
xox darien
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2004 25 November :: 8.30pm
today is thanksgiving!! YA REDMEN! we won baby! well me and kimmi went to the game with our faces painted red w/ white "N" 's on them! then we died our hair blue and blew our horns and threw confetti throughout the whole game! lol we are the inspiration for the team! lol it was madd fun!
now im so full im gunna explode!
-Nik
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2004 25 November :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: stuffed
i said i would put up a picture of me and here it is. i just got my hair cut so i thought it would be the best time to take a picture.
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2004 24 November :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: maroon 5: sunday morning
yeah...
yeah so i got my report card yesterday... i have know no one cares but i have nothing to write about but i got all A's ...fez is really cute...hes so lovable and im so excited lol. yeah so...i have today off of school and i love sleeping in. tomorrw im going with my dad to my aunts for thamksgioving. yep..thats my boring life...
xox darien
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2004 21 November :: 8.31pm
:: Mood: arrrrrrrrrg!
motha trucka...
work sucked. i got yelled and bitched at so many times today. i just kept doing things wrong. then they asked me to go find some "elbow grease" for the projector. i knew there was no such thing. they were laughin for god sake. so i went back anywaya... cursed em out back there... dawdled so i didnt have to go back and then told them theres no such thing. the only reason i did it was so i didnt have to be in consession for a lil. doug tried to shut the door while we were both in there. i was like... uh no... i dont think so. then i went back... my happy self and ignored them as they kept going: danielle go get the grease. then the phone rang and they were like, danielle, go get that. sure... the first time i answer the phone i get a prank caller asking for "mike kunt". f-ckers. yeah, so i volenteered to hold front so i didnt have to deal with it anymore. its ok. im all cool now. i dont hate anyone.
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2004 21 November :: 4.10pm
:: Music: new kelly clarkson song?
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wel tomorrows my bday and im happy. i get my kitten and im naming him fez i think lol idk y...hes 9 weeks old and orange and white. saturday i still went shopping and i went with michelle and caliegh and im glad we had fun still. i hope i get to come visit natick soon...i really miss u guys! ill find another time to have u come up to nikkie and julie..! i love u! well ill update later about my new kitten lol.
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2004 21 November :: 10.25am
ok sdo i decided that i only have like 5 Really good friends.. the ones that are always there for me and dont care when i get into bad moods or anything like that.. the ones that i know i can talk to no matter what shit is going on! like last night..
i really dont know whats whrong with me.. im starting to get really sepressed again.. and i dont know how to get out of it.. i just dont know whats whrong with me.. i have been thinking alot about suicide and shit like that.. and when i get into one of those moods.. anyone who goes near me BEWARE :/ it sucks becasue i dont realize what im doing until after..and i can like hurt my friends and the people i love when i dont realize what im doing.. (not in a violent way.. just like with words) i really want to go talk to my doctor or something this shit needs to stop.. i stoped taking my zoloft becasue it gave me chest pains so i think im gunna start taking it again.. i dont care what happens to me.. as long as im happy for a little while i guess...
anyways Gini.. Brittany.. Mada.. Julie.. and Amanda thank you girls so much for always being there.. i love you all so much and im sorry for anything that i have ever done to hurt you :/ i love you guys!
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2004 18 November :: 1.23pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: none
everythibg is going wrong..
i dont even know why i try in life anymore.. nothing ever turns out well.. i try in school.. and what does that give me ? F's? exactly.. i try even harder in cheerleading and what does that get me? a permanent spot on jv? i cant take it anymore.. no matter how hard i try everything turns out like shit! ikm done with it.. im not even gunna try anymore.. everyone on varsity is either gorgeous or really really thin.. and im not either of those things :/ honestly i wish that i was even one of those things.. its like the harder i try the farther i fall.. i just cnt take it anymore.. i truely want to die.. so i wont hurt my friends or my family anymore becasue im a fuck up! i hate my life and everyone involved in it :(
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2004 17 November :: 7.51pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: crazy in love: eminem.
...:(
yeah so it turns out that nikkie and julie cant come up this weekend...it would have been hard to plan rite neway cuz my mom is bein such a bitch about everything lately... i guess it can happen another time..
it feels like everything is falling apart...i hope i dont have to spend my birthday alone.
but my dad told me he'd drive me to natick sometime to see them... so i guess i happy bout that.
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2004 16 November :: 6.51pm
Code for linking pictures to a journal
close all spaces after you copy it.. excluding the one between img and src.
< img src = " URL tag goes here " >
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2004 13 November :: 5.39pm
:: Music: kenny chesney x when the sun goes down!
AMAZING SONG!
ok so this song started it all...
magic 5 baby!!!
Sun tanned toes ticklin the sand
Cold drink chillin in my right hand
Watchin you sleep in the evening light
Restin up for a long, long night
Chorus:
Cause when the sun goes down, we'll be groovin
When the sun goes down, we'll be feelin all right
When the sun sinks down over the water
Everything gets hotter when the sun goes down
All day long just takin it easy
Layin in the hammock where it's nice and breezy
Sleepin off the night before
Cause when the sun goes down, we'll be back for more
Chorus:
When the sun goes down, we'll be groovin
When the sun goes down,we'll be feeling alright
When the sun sinks down over the water
Everything gets hotter when the sun goes down
This old guitar and my dark sunglasses
This sweet concoction is smooth as molasses
Nothing to do but breathe all day
Until the big moon rises and it's time to play
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2004 13 November :: 10.55am
:: Mood: good
Happy Birthday Brother..
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2004 13 November :: 10.53am
New Journal...
www.livejournal.com/~nost_al_gic
Thanks :-)
<3 Emmy
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2004 13 November :: 8.55am
hahahhahaha
DARIEN BIRD!!!!!!
hey HO!!! its nikkie!!! whats up man! i decided to hack in and write you a little thing! read my comment in your last entry becasue its really long! your birthday is pretty soon! well actually im stupid and i forgot when it is but i know its soon lol!!
its SNOWING HERE!!!!!!!!!
T T T T T T T
yay i love you forever and ever and ever!
-NIKKIE
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2004 11 November :: 10.00am
:: Music: blake shelton x some beach
great song
Driving down the interstate
Running 30 minutes late
Singing 'Margaritaville' and minding my own
Some foreign car driving dude
With a road rage attitude
Pulled up beside me talking on his cell phone.
He started yelling at me
Like I did something wrong
He flipped me the bird
And then he was gone.
Some beach somewhere
There's a big umbrella
Casting shade over an empty chair
Palm trees are growing, warm breeze is blowing
I picture myself right there
On some beach, somewhere.
I circled the parking lot
Trying to find a spot
Just big enough
I could park my ol' truck
A man with a big cigar
Was getting into his car
I stopped and I waited for him to back up
But from out of nowhere a Mercedez Benz
Came cruising up, and whipped right in.
Some beach, somewhere
There's nowhere to go
When you've got all day to get there
There's cold Margaritas
And hot senoritas
Smiling with long dark hair
On somebeach, somewhere.
Well, I sat in that waiting room
Seemed like all afternoon
The nurse finally said the doc's ready for you
Your not gonna feel a thing
We'll give you some novacaine
That tooth will be fine in a minute or two
But he stuck that needle down deep in my gum
And he started drilling before I was numb.
Some beach, somewhere
There a beautiful sunset burning up the atmosphere
There's music and dancing, lovers romancing
In the salty evening air
On some beach, somewhere.
On somebeach, somewhere...
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2004 11 November :: 9.41am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: suds in the bucket x sarah evans
gr
ok so yesterday was the varsity competition at fucking shepard hill.. in west bum! ya so we go.. the varsity did good.. but they didnt place.. so then dj and bill get there and me and gini were gunna go home with them.. os i tell coach and danielle was like no you cant ride home with bill carr... first of all i was driving home with my 18 year old FUCKING brother.. second.. it was none of her fucking buisness.. third of all it fucking made coach say no which is bull shit becasue i could have been home earlyier.. been able to go to julies.. gotten glasses with her this morning nd` all that shit!!! i just think its a little rediculuos that people cant shut their fucking mouths and mind their own fucking buisness!!
shes a fucking ELBOW!!!!!
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She was in the backyard - they say it was a little past nine
When her prince pulled up - a white pickup truck
Her folks shoulda seen it comin' - it was only just a matter of time
Plenty old enough - and you can't stop love
She stuck a note on the screen door - "sorry but I got to go"
That was all she wrote - her mama's heart was broke
That was all she wrote - so the story goes
Now her daddy's in the kitchen - starin' out the window
Scratchin' and a rackin' his brains
How could 18 years just up and walk away
Our little pony-tailed girl growed up to be a woman
Now she's gone in the blink of an eye
She left the suds in the bucket
And the clothes hangin' out on the line
Now don't you wonder what the preacher's gonna preach about Sunday morn
Nothin' quite like this has happened here before
Well he must have been a looker - smooth talkin' son of a gun
For such a grounded girl - to just up and run
Course you can't fence time - and you can't stop love
Now all the biddy's in the beauty shop gossip goin' non-stop
Sippin' on pink lemonade
How could 18 years just up and walk away
Our little pony-tailed girl growed up to be a woman
Now she's gone in the blink of an eye
She left the suds in the bucket
And the clothes hangin' out on the line
She's got her pretty little bare feet hangin' out the window
And they're headin' up to Vegas tonight
How could 18 years just up and walk away
Our little pony-tailed girl growed up to be a woman
Now she's gone in the blink of an eye
She left the suds in the bucket
And the clothes hangin' out on the line
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2004 10 November :: 7.09pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: ...
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ok so this my mom announces that we arent going to natick this weekend...and tells her friend that i can babysit for 7 hours on sunday...? wtf! and now i cant even go for my birthday amnd the only reason i couldnt go then was because we were going thus weeknd...
and now i have to do leaf work for tomorrow when i alreayd had plans which i told her about a week ago.
ugh im so mad!
well that was my complaint. my birthdays next in 12 days...so maybe shell actually let me celelbrate it.
:-/
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2004 8 November :: 9.34pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none
none...
yeah so i figured i should update...but theres nothing really to say lol. well i babysat saturday and made 40$. then i slept in all sunday and today i went over cailieghs and watched shrek 2 i love that movie lol. well thrusday me and michelle have to work on our sceicne project and then hopefully go out..idk tho. well i just mite go to natick this weekend...and then next weekend im planning on julie and nikkie coming up for my bday. that should be fun..hope it all works out.
well thats really it for now.
x0x darien
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2004 8 November :: 9.31pm
:: Mood: ugly
im so upset with myself
these guys were callin me ugly today. it makes me so sad. i jus wanna cry. im sick of being ugly... i think some day soon i will post a picture of myself to show you and let you decide if im ugly or not...
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2004 7 November :: 11.10am
:: Mood: no other way to put it, happy
the contrastign of the tired trees never made the sky so blue...
today is such a nice day. the sky is cloudless. i looked out my window as i lay in bed and i see this tree. the leaves are a golden brown. through them, you can see the sky peeking out. the contrast makes the site quite lovely. i personally like the golden yellow trees that really stand out against the sky. it makes me have hope of finding good in this world. i plan to go to the movies today. im hoping that may be a very plesant experience. ill get to see him. happiness.
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