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2004 11 September :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: nooo
:(
still soo unsure about everything.
i can never tell how people feel. i guess people play too many games. or do they? i dont even know.
im just sick of always not knowing
tell me how you feel.
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2004 11 September :: 8.15pm
Havnt updated in a really long time! well i hae alot to say but im to tired to say it!
wow school sucks but i love being with my friends all the time!
Wow i must say that Yesterday was the best day of my life! wow grape is my new favorite flavor from now on... rightt lizzy! i love lizzy and amanda and all of the new people i met yesterday!
i ahd so much fun with those people... i wish that they could like teach the scumbag guys in our school a lesson! (that sounds kinda sexual... its not dont worry) anyways...
had natick days today so we had to wake up wicked earlyu after the game last night kinda a bad day to have it... 9/11! ohh well..
i painted faces for a while and then we threw up some stunts.. and did an amazing job!i have never thrown up a stunt that good. that was awesome!
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If tomorrow all the things were gone I’d worked for all my life,
And I had to start again with just my children and my wife.
I’d thank my lucky stars to be living here today,
‘Cause the flag still stands for freedom and they can’t take that away.
And I’m proud to be an American where at least I know I’m free.
And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me.
And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today.
‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless the U.S.A.
From the lakes of Minnesota, to the hills of Tennessee,
across the plains of Texas, from sea to shining sea,
From Detroit down to Houston and New York to LA,
Well, there’s pride in every American heart,
and it’s time to stand and say:
I’m proud to be an American where at least I know I’m free.
And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me.
And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today.
‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless the U.S.A
IN LOVING MEMORY OF ANYONE WHO DIED DURING THE TRAGEDIES OF SEPTEMBER 11TH 2001, OR DURING THE WAR IN IRAQ
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- NikkiE
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2004 11 September :: 7.05pm
i fixed dariens background and icon becasue i love her and miss her.. i love julie too!
<3 NikkiE
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emmyd
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2004 11 September :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: tupac..
wtf
ahh this fucking family party shit is gunna drive me fucking crazy!! my dad is in the WORST mood ever, which is bad cuz then tonite hes not gunna enjoy anything...baa wtf and hes ignoring my mom, again...ahh she did so much for this fucking party, for him...hes gunna see so many ppl that he hasnt seen in forever...becuz she figured she would do sumthin nice for him and hes fucking being an asshole!! omg and i fucking cleaned the house this week for this thing and-- BAA im so pissed rite now...my dad is such a fucking ass...
and my mom today asked me in the car..
"If your father and I seperated who would you live with, me or him?"
i was like UMMM....?!?!?!but yea prolly my mom...but if i never got arrested then i would say my dad...cuiz b4 that he would let me do anything and we never fought....now we yell at eachother every fucking day and i hate him most of the time....baa rite now i really dont care if they get divorced..i hope they fucking do..ahh im sooo mad
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2004 11 September :: 2.27pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: breakaway...
fuck everything
so sad....
so confused...
and theres i can do about it.
id like a comment...
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2004 11 September :: 9.32am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: oldies..
its so early
last nite Ryan, Gui and Ben came over....we TRIED to watch the girl next door..but yea i hate my tv and i donno how to use all the plugs, so we spent forever trying to do that, then we just called katie to have her help us haha but we still didnt really watch it lol
they had to leave early cuz gui was gunna chill with sarah at her house...
haha then after they left katie called me to tell me that she saw WALLY at the football game..hahaha omg i havent seen him since like....the last basketball game! haha or was it that nite at the mall...?? haha i donno but yea i definately need to see him, cuz um Wally is haha nvm...
hmm so today i have to go to the Dentist, then The Orthodontist...ughh then either i have to stay here and clean my room lol, or i can go to natick days...haha but i gotta clean cuz yea the cousins are comin tonite and they always go into my room, so yea...but i wanna go to natick days to see ppl....then around 6 is wen the big italian family will be coming haha...only like half of my family is coming tho cuz sum ppl are away...but i just hope that my cousin Steven is comin cuz i havent seen him in forever, and i miss him
hmm...soo sooo tired rite now my mom fuckin woke me up at like 9...FOR NO REASON baa wtf!
well imma go do sumthin, but i donno wat
leave love
-emmyd
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2004 9 September :: 4.44pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: who will save your soul
....
what is the point in lying if the truth would hurt less anyway?
and whats the point in pretending?
why cant people ever be real..or genuine
why cant people ever mean what they say.
stop playing games, tell the truth.
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2004 9 September :: 2.52pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: welcome back..
ehhh
hmm classes this week are alright...a lot different from last year, i got no classes with helena...but i have english with manda so thats goood got 2 classes with vinnie and joe...one with mike and jamie....one with heidi and jackie and ellen...yea but umm i hate having to do work lol im SOO lazy omg its crazzyyyyy
lol i talked to anthony today in the hall (yes amanda ur ex) lol he was standin in the hall wen i was in spanish and he was laughing at me haha watta dork...
umm so today...we thought it was a fire drill..but yea it wasnt haha cuz we walked out and we were like umm where are the trucks and fireman? so then we found out sum stupid defective smoke detector went off so yea we were outside madd long...all the lunches got messed up lol i had like 20 mins of 6th period,but a really long 5th period..very confusing day
and yea the bus driver today like completely rode by my bus stop haha so me and steve were like umm wtf...so steve yelled at him to stop :-) haha thanks stephen! lol yea so i only had to walk like 1 minute :-) hehe
tomaros friday....i donno if i can go out tho :-\ baa i wanna!! theres a NHS Football game, but ehh i am NOT watchin that shyt in the rain lol so maybe ill go out with sum pplz...but i donno my mom said i mite not be able to cuz we have that whole family thing on saturday....erg GAY
well im out...
Gangsta E (as kelly would say)
yea cuz im SO black rite....? haha um no
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2004 9 September :: 11.22am
She puts her head down and stares beyond to an open space. Her thoughts were confusing and you could read it upon her face. A bit of sadness made her frown. Her hair perfect, perfect and maybe too wild. Chaos of a mess, yet oddly something she favored.
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2004 9 September :: 9.10am
:: Mood: meh
the who what now?
Save a horse, ride a cowboy?
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2004 7 September :: 6.34pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: not rite now
well...
since i got here..i kept thinking things were gunna change.... like idk..people just calling me..or writing to me... it feels kinda like i dont exist...or like i dont matter any more. its no ones fault. i couldnt help that i was moving.. nobody could. what i eally wonder about is what if i had stayed... would my friendships had lasted like id expected...or would they have faded any wya as i feel them doing now? i tell myself that i would have been happy...but maybe i would be just as sad. i miss u all so much.. more than i can even say. but i wonder is the feeling returned. it hurts to think about because it could be true. am i as much of a loss to u as u were to me? did u care liek i did.
i dont know why i go on and on like this. i guess its because i have no where else to say this.
1 508 277 4424
my new cell, please call me
comment if you can
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2004 6 September :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: Vertical Horizon-
hmmm
I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
[break]
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
^ love that song for some reason... manda knows the deal LOL
Yea soo schools started back up again... fuckgin can tell u right now i didnt miss it... but w/e i guess its somehting to do insted of sitting on my ass all the time at lest...
this weekend manda and i had fun.. lol managed to get shitfaced last night... hahahaha that was a fun time LMAO!! yea MANDA!!!! and we were high like all weekend.. but what else is new...
well i got school tomorrow (blows) and im soooo burnt out.. im off to bed...
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2004 6 September :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: tired and sad
:: Music: blahhh
none...
went to canobie lake park today...just got home.
i feel so weird not being in natick...like not in school today..or even with all of the people i was with. idk what im talkign about
i just miss u
please comment.
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2004 6 September :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: hey mama...
:-)
so last nite Katie came over and got to FINALLY see all my camp pictures! lol then Ryan and Alix came later on..they only stayed for a lil bit tho. . .
today i went shoppin with mi madre :-) ahh one of my favorite things :-)
Happy 19th Birthday Mark!!!
sooo...tomaro i start classes..i only wanna go cuz i wanna see whos in my classes, and to see certain people ;-)
well im bored...so im prolly gunna go bug mark cuz its his bday and i need to annoy him like.. 10 times more :-) im the greatest sister
byez
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2004 6 September :: 1.16pm
for all the members of xanga:
i have a freakin xanga, go to it ok? thats where my life is going. i dont want you ogign here and readign this shit.. i need to have somethign private, so fuck off!
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2004 6 September :: 1.06pm
i wish a certain perosn wouldnt read this
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2004 6 September :: 11.32am
boooooored
Hiding. You deal with your depression by wearing a mask. No one ever knows your depressed, so no one can ever pity you. On the outside you're calm and collected. Inside, your blood boils... But that's ok, as long as everyone thinks you're normal.
How do you deal with your depression?
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2004 5 September :: 11.02pm
Jus4fun06
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2004 5 September :: 2.19pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: worlds greatest :-)
la la la
so yesterday i went out to lunch with Nikki and her family, for her last day in NaTiCk lol then i went back to her house and chilled there until like 10 or sumthin...my wifey has left now :-( she left this mornin at like 5..
I ALREADY MISS YOU!!!!
haha yes and for all u people that didnt read her comment for the entry b4 this one hahahaha...shes havin MaH bAbIeZ!! mwahahaha....
wow nikki good times, good times!
yupp so today i donno wat im doin. . . .
tomaro is Marks 19th Birthday!! lol i got him a card, cuz im so nice like that!
no school tomaro :-) shweeet!
well im iz-out! haha wow good times....
oOoBuBbLeSoOo
leave love!
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