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:: 2004 20 September :: 4.59pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: baby einstein's "baby bach" - #3 on the cd (it's a long title to type out!)

the music is on my belly with head phones for the baby.

i stayed at jims house all weekend. just got home about an hour and a half ago.

i don't know, theres nothing really to say- i never feel like updating in here anymore. i guess because i really don't do anything to write in here.. haha.

we rented some movies, barber shop 2, thirt3en ghosts, and the butterfly effect.. that was an awesome movie- we watched the different endings and i didn't like the directors cut. :(

my mom and i are going to go to baby depot today to exchange some things.

jim got a job at psi- it's a trucking company. i'm so happy :)

*yawn* i'm so tired anymore. the baby kicks constantly and keeps me up all night.. i'm ready for her to come out! :-P
only 8 more days!

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:: 2004 17 September :: 1.03pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: yellowcard - ocean avenue

so my gram and i were looking on the calendar the other day and we noticed that the 28th [the day the baby's due] is a full moon! i dunno, i really think i might just have this baby exactly on the due date- that would be neat.

<3

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:: 2004 14 September :: 8.19pm
:: Mood: excited

i went to the doctors today..
and i'm 1 centimeter dialated!!!!! omgosh! i'm so excited! :-D

the doctor gave me an excuse to not go back to school until after the baby is born.

only 14 more days!

<3

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:: 2004 13 September :: 12.35pm
:: Mood: bitchy

only 15 more days til the baby's due.

i stayed over jims house for the weekend.. i had a good time. i don't really feel like typing out what we did though- i'm tired and i want to go home and take a nap. only 2 more periods after this one.. i don't know if i'll make it though. i stayed at jims house last night and went to bed about mindnight.. so i'm falling asleep in class.

i have my doctors apointment tomorrow- *yawn* it's after school this time which is good.

i'll guess i'll update more later.. maybe not- i don't know yet. depends on how i feel.

i can't believe it was 9-11 already.. 3 years.

<3

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:: 2004 9 September :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: CSI on tv

survey
Read more..

<3

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:: 2004 8 September :: 3.52pm
:: Mood: tired

give me lots of hugs!

give me hugs!
(click that!) ^^

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:: 2004 5 September :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: orgy - stitches

i'm sittin' here over jims house.. the baby is kicking. it's getting closer and closer to the due date- only 24 more days, i'm scared!

i've been over here since friday.. yesterday we went down to the park and the coal miners were having a picnic so we got something to eat and hung out with some people. i saw my sisters [they're at their dads house this weekend] there because their dad is a coal miner. and it was my sister sams birthday yesterday so i got to say happy birthday to her. :)

we didn't really do anything today- we were going to go fishing but then our ride didn't show up. so we just chilled at jims house. we made pork chops, green beans and white potatoes for dinner. it was good.

tomorrow we're going with my brother and his girlfriend to the renassiance festival tomorrow.

we're going to watch some tv..

<3

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:: 2004 3 September :: 12.49pm
:: Mood: stressed

right now i'm in 6th period study hall.. blah, it's been a long day. i didn't go to school yesterday, and i wasn't going to go today- but at the last minute this morning i changed my mind and went.

i'm going over jims house tonight; i can't wait to get out of the hell hole of a house. i hate it there, and i hate watching my little sisters. god i almost had a break down last night and almost killed anna. [jim, you know what i'm talking about.] i can't handle all this anymore, it's to much stress. i've been a wreck the past couple of days.

our periods are shortened today because we have homeroom/activity period.. so that's cool. i can't wait to go home and go to jims house. i miss him.

:(

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:: 2004 2 September :: 8.59pm
:: Mood: content

Bored?
     
Why not pretend that you're going to kill yourself?
Support?

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:: 2004 1 September :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: bored

haha, the funny things i find.
when i bite into a york peppermint patty, i feel the cool rush of skiing in the alps, skating in alaska, or bobsleeding in lake pacid! but while i'm enjoying my york peppermint patty, the rush makes me oblivious to the chocolate melting in my hands.

the chocolate gets on my keyboard, my mouse, my desk, and every to every other spot to which chocolate can stick.. and when i go to throw away my york peppermint patty, i trip over a shoe because im to bussy looking for a paper towel. i fall over and hit my head on the corner of my desk, cutting it deeply. the sight of my own blood causes me to regurgitate my york peppermint patty. getting up and runing to the phone to call 911, i slip on vmy own vomit, fall down again, and break my neck.

and so my warning to all: dont smoke pot before eating a york peppermint patty.

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