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2004 14 March :: 1.17pm
:: Mood: silly
last night jim and i went with his mom. first we went to the permit place for jim, and he needs to get his contacts.. he can't see outta his right eye!
after that we went to fridays to eat, [jim payed for us!] i got chicken alfredo and cheese n' broccolli soup. it was good. jim got a swiss mushroom burger and i don't really know what jim's mom got. some sorta chicken & potatoes. after that we went to target- jim got a game for the computer and some lime tic-tacs for me. his mom got some things to. after that we went to the hobby shop in robinson- jim bought me Smart Mouth. [it's so fun!] and he got a little modle car thingy. i dunno what exactly it is. it's cute though. :) we finially made it to the hospital by 7:00 to see jims brother freddy. he's doing good.
we got home around 12. i actually got to stay at jims house! woohu! so i called my mom and she said it was okay. we all woke up around 9:00, and jim made some breakfast around 11. jims mom left for work around 11:30-12:00? and now we're just waiting for her to go to the mall to get jims contacts, then i don't know if i'm going with them again to see freddy, or if she'll just drop me off at home.
thats all. -yawn-
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2004 7 March :: 5.29pm
:: Mood: pissed off
what was supposed to happen this weekend:
friday- i was supposed to go over amys to do our history project.
what actually happened this weekend:
friday- amy went to her grams. so jim and i stayed at my house again.
saturday- i went to jims house to print pictures for our history. and amy was supposed to be home sometime that day. and then she tells me that she can't come home because her gram hurt her knee, her pap was at his sons for the weekend, and her mom wouldn't come get her. so okay.. i was screwed over. so i had to call my mom and have her come get me- which she is so pissed off because she was on her way to pittsburgh for the night.
today- i'm just lounging around the house actually LOOKING for pictures for our history project. jim should be here sometime tonight; he's going to see his brother in the hospital..
yeah, kelly and i are tired of getting fucked over.. huh kelly?
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2004 6 March :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: pissed off
you should never cry over spilt milk. unless of course, you are stranded on a deserted island and a magical genie shows up and offers you a lifetime of pleasure, fame, and fortune in exchange for your last glass of milk and you leap with glee and nearly spill your milk, then after you sigh in relief that it hasn't spilled, you step on a clam shell and drop the glass, causing the genie to disappear and leaving you to live out your days on a diet of coconuts and dead seagulls.
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2004 1 March :: 7.52pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: fingereleven - bones and joints
i actually had a pretty good weekend..
friday- went to jims around 5 or so. his mom got home around 6:30, we watched out cold together, jims mom thought it was so funny.. =D so then a little later we ordered from kuzins- jim & i drove up to get it. we ate then i went up amys around 9:30.
saturday- i woke up around 10:30. didn't get ahold of jim til around 12 or so? i went down his house from about 4 til 8 or something. amy had to go to the hospital to work or whatever. so we just chilled at his house. later that night jim amy & i took a ride out to bentlyville to subway- then we drove around cokeburg til around 10 or so. we had so much fun- haha. that was a good night
sunday- bad day.. huh jim?
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2004 25 February :: 11.03am
happy birthday jim, love you so much sweetie! :-D
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2004 20 February :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: drained
i'm at jims house right now, i'm going to rochelles later tonight though.
happy birthday amy. love you!
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2004 14 February :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: depressed
my pap died today.
..happy valentines day
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2004 12 February :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: finding nemo on dvd
i didn't go to school today, i felt/feel like shit. i stayed up my aunts came down the house around 6:00 a.m. i went back to sleep until 6:30 [i catch the bus at 6:45] and then i woke up and just told me mom that i wanted to stay home. so she let me.. and i didn't do anything all day except go on the computer and eat soup. blah.
my aunt bettys being layed out tonight and tomorrow. my mom wanted me to go tonight- but i told her i didn't want to because i'm sick, and just don't feel like doing anything. so i'm going probably tomorrow night. i don't know, i hate those things.. :(
my paps heart rate was only 27 today.. but my aunt said it goes up and down all the time, but this is the lowest it's ever been. my gram called her son [my uncle dave] he lives in flordia. she told him that he better come up to see him.. which means he's not doing well at all. it's kinda scary to sit and watch him like that, and not be able to do anything. everyones always crying- and so am i. i know everyone has to die sometime, but it's too soon. it's too soon.
i don't think i'm going to go to amys, jims or rochelles this weekend. i don't know yet- i guess i'll see how things go with everything. i don't want to leave my pap right now.
i wish jim was here with me. i need someones shoulder to cry on..
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2004 11 February :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: upset
my aunt betty died a couple days ago. her funeral is tomorrow and the next day i think.
my pap isn't doing well. he got back from the hospital last night- they put him on morphine pills to help him breath. his heart is so weak that it's hurting him to breath.. and they're only giving him a couple days i guess. but we'll see how things go..
todays my sister annas birthday. happy birthday anna. we're going up my aunts to have a little party for her so my gram and pap don't have to come down here. it's to hard for them.
no school friday. inservice day.
the staind concert was good, i had fun. i called jim and talked to him for about 5 minutes. and what people get mad over these days. i just laugh cause it's so trivial. amy and i didn't really even sit by each other. her mom sat between us so she could lean back. amy was talking to some guy anyways. we got home fairly early, and i went to bed cause i was a little sick and really tired. i called rochelle like 5 times and left her messages of staind playing on stage.
the guy from try again homes came to get an update from me again. he said "your attendance is good, but it looks like your grades went down in a lot of your classes." i was just like "yeah, i'm trying harder now" stupid people- stay out of my life. i'm fine.
everytime i call jim it's either busy, or no one answers. he said he'd come to annas party- but no- of course not.
thursday after school i'm going to amys to do our history project and staying til friday. later friday i'm going to jims and staying if his moms home, then saturday i'm going to rochelles, and coming home sunday night probably. valentines day is saturday. :) i got jim something cute.. i love his card i got him to.
my sister sams been sick, she went to the doctors the other day. now i'm getting sick. i think i have strep throat.. but i don't know if i really do or not. all i know is that i feel like shit.
oh, i was talking to doug [my cousin] up aunt loraines, and he said that he might be able to get a job for jim working with him in pittsburgh. that'd be great. buuuuuuuut- georges son matt and his friend dusty [doug got them a job there to] didn't come to work half the time, and didn't actually work when they were there.. so dougs boss might not want someone else that doug recommends. but i really hope they need someone else, and do hire jim. that'd be great for him.
thats all i can think of. that was a long entry.
xx.jena
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2004 9 February :: 10.57am
:: Mood: bouncy
yeah, i'm in school. jim went home last night, and i went to amys. right now i'm talking to nichole and becky. nothing is really going on, it's quite boring anymore.
1st period was boring, so was 2nd, 3rd we didn't even do anything.. and this period i actually did my work. and i'm almost done. yeah thats good.
going to history next..
later tonight is the staind & three days grace concert with amy! woohoo. can't wait.
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