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:: 2005 24 May :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Savage Garden

I didn't really get the chance to update about my weekend, I'll just name a few things..
- Went to Alicia's
- Took photo's downtown Holland
- Had an awesome italian soda
- Walked around for a bit
- Hung around Alicia's house

Yep, I didn't feel like going into detail.. buut, I'm sure you get the gist of it.

I was listening to music with Sye, and man, I'm getting hooked to Savage Garden.. they're pretty awesome. I haven't heard a lot of them, only bits from when my sister would listen to them, and then the radio hits.. but I didn't know I'd like 'em as much as I do.
Thank you Sye, for reintroducing me to them. : )

fearthainn

:: 2005 23 May :: 3.11pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: Zeromancer - Send me an angel

I'm sick of you taking your anger out on me.
I'm sick of you being selfish.
I'm sick of your excuses.
I'm sick. of. you.

"All you care about is your goddamn computer, and your stupid pictures! Fuck you!"

No.
Fuck you.

I've had enough of this.
All you do is think about yourself, you don't care about any other.
I've asked you to take me to the doctor for my headaches. What do you do?
"Oh, it's nothing."
You try to make things better with purchasing me things.
Enlighten me, how is that going to make things better?

Please, look up the word "mother" in the dictionary.
You shouldn't have the honour of being called by that name.

- - - Edit- - - 5:48 pm

I apologise for all of you having to read about how my mom angers me, but she just crossed the line yesterday, and I needed to take it out somewhere. I figured this was the best choice.

I'll update tomorrow.

fearthainn

:: 2005 16 May :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: Darude - Sandstorm

Today was.. alright.
Nothing worthy of posting about, happened during school.
But after school today, Carl and I were talking about how I am incredibly intimidating, you know, when I turn around, throw my gum on the ground, puff my self up, and then slowly turn back around.. you cannot tell me that is not intimidating, you just can't. Hah.
Well, yeah awhile back when there was still snow on the ground, there were kids throwing ice chunks.. and they decided to throw one above my head and it smashed, and fell all over me.. well, I threw my gum on some kid standing next to me, puffed myself up and turned around real slowly.. all of the kids stopped dead in their tracks, and stared at me.. well, then they noticed it was me. This is how Carl put it..
*they all stop*
"Ohh, it's alright, it's just Hillary..we don't have to worry about her."
Then they go back about their business of throwing ice.
They did too, that's the sad part.
But c'mon.. you have to say that's at least a little intimidating.

But on to other things..

I went to my cousin's lacrosse game tonight, I suppose it was alright, besides the fact that I was freezing, and still am. *shivers*
Hm. I don't think I've much else to say right now.

fearthainn

:: 2005 13 May :: 5.50pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Old School Hollywood - System of a Down

System's new stuff is awesome, I suggest you all listen to it.
I've just downloaded two new songs.. the one I'm currently listening to, "Old School Hollywood", and also, "Sad Statue", both are incredible.
Counting down the days 'til their album comes out, which would now be 4.

There isn't much to say.. I'm just glad it's the weekend.
I'll be taking some new pictures tonight, ask if you'd like to see them.

fearthainn

:: 2005 13 May :: 2.40pm

Toby's Birthday!
Happy Birthday Toby!