My face hurts...
Ok, operation successful... now for the real fun...

Daylight savings is over!
Man, I feel like I have serious jet lag... 7:30 and I want to sleep... strange things... Before the halftime show on Friday, I had an *accidental* stare down with Tyler... yeah, when we're at attention, we pick out one thing in the distance and basically glare at it... well, Tyler was in the distance, and he noticed that... :P one of those stupid things in life.
Ok, so I'm feeling a little nervous because quarter ends on Friday, and I have oral surgery on Thursday, which means I have to get all my school work done by Wednesday, and there's a band concert Tuesday that I'd like to go to along with Science Olympiad, and on Monday I have Science Bowl and piano... yeah...
I'm kind of annoyed with Kirsten, because she wouldn't answer my email, so now I don't have the email address that I needed...
things just aren't working out right now...

OOO!! I got another saying!!! (cause I'm all creative and such) :
The strangest of creations have a familiar face to those that either love or fear them.

eh?
Ok... I don't know if I totally agree with this quiz, because I looked at all the results... and a few of them remind me of me.... anyways... here it be:


You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver.

"And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from
the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets
and used them to peer into the souls of those
on trial to make a judgement. He knew that
with endless knowledge came endless
responsibility."

Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena
(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya
(Indian).
The Dragon is associated with the concept of
intelligence, the number 5, and the element of
wood.
His sign is the crescent moon.

As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and
wise individual. You weigh options by looking
at how logical they are and you know that while
there may not always be a right or wrong
choice, there is always a logical one. People
may say you are too indecisive, but it's only
because you want to do what's right. Dragons
are the best friends to have because they're
willing to learn.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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more school...
I don't know why all this free time has come upon me today... but hell. At least I have some time to clear my mind. Ok, I'm in Bio, and we're supposed to do test corrections. Mr. Davis is giving us 35 minutes to get done. And (oh, the irony) the only test question I missed is a T/F. So continues my journaling from the emptiness of school. Davis is a great guy, but God is he a lax teacher. I actually have less homework from him than Mrs. Thomas (and she let you work in class). If the rest of my day is like this, I might go home sick. I seriously need something to happen, yeah... I guess I want to distract myself from these girls that think they love me. It's pretty obvious they've got some mental illness (yeah, here at CMR everyone is extremely unaware of how open a book they are).... plus I'd like to ignore my soccer game... yeah, in the last one I played 7 minutes (for reference, 80 minute games in our division...). Yeah, it's our last game today... last day I'll sit and watch... and oh, could there be a lot of cursing... If Adam tries to come back next year, I'll be sure to get him banned from coaching any team.
Between these walls and darkened halls
I've done my time.
If I should die before I wake
Then you'll know why.
Sorry.... Garbage moment. You get that every once in a whill. GWS- Garbage Withdrawl Syndrome... yup.

School Stuff....
I guess you could say this is a bost from school, even if I'm writing it on paper and typing it up later... Anyways, homecomeing's over (puh-raise God fur vittory!), but GFH has theirs now. I'll probably show up for something.... I just don't know what since I don't have the times for things...
Ah, so is life... I'm sitting in English class writing this because of... complications... We were supposed to work on the portable lab to research for our Odyssey projects, but the librarian went to a funeral and the laptops aren't charged yet. Basically we're left with some unexpected free time crap, so I figured I should write a post.
So, Jessika, I've been thinking about the LD case, but I forgot your arguments, so no help from me!! OOoooo.... I just got the rubric back for my paper bag speech (you take 3 items that represent you and make a three minute speech from them), and I got a perfect score! Ok, so nothing special, except for the fact that a lot of my writing has received B's and C's (and on F), so English is a grrr subject right now.
Arg! The White Stripes won't get out of my head! I need to purge them... Purge! That reminds me, I watched House on Haunted Hill yesterday, but it was the cheap edited version (you scared the STUFF out of me!)... yeah, so that made the movie crappy. Maybe I should put this post in my REAL journal, as it only has three entries in it. I'm so unorganized in that way... Oh, sweet Jesus, I just remembered! Aly was seen making out with some kid... So *hopefully* she'll lay off of me. Wow... my thoughts are really scattered right now... I don't think that I'll make it to Science Olympiad this week: LOGOS starts Wednesday, and I'm teaching hand chimes there; piano is Thursday; and on Friday, I may be in Bozeman... which means I'll miss the game and/or dance...:(
I'm so annoyed... the Garbage journal hasn't been updated for about 3 weeks... and it's been interesting because Shirley's in the studio finishing up #4, and I WANT UPDATES!!! I guess I'm a little hypocritical, but hey, such is life. Imperfections are beautiful. Happy is a boring feeling. Love, hate, depression, war, etc. ... That's the real fun, no matter how dead the heart feels.

I liked this one

You're Most Like The Season Winter ...

You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.

Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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Andy's birthday is coming...
yes, I'm chatting on the on-sight chat (which is really ok) and andy's birthday is coming... so we should do something....

Andy's birthday is coming...
yes, I'm chatting on the on-sight chat (which is really ok) and andy's birthday is coming... so we should do something....

heh...

Morpheus
Yet another quiz where Jessika, Michelle, and I get the same result.... ooo aah.




?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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School Post
Following in the *all so wise words* of RaaB, I'm posting from school.... Yeah, but I'm doing it on my dad's computer, so.. big risk here... anyways, my soccer practice got changed without me knowing, so I'm stuck here for the next four hours.... eh.

blah
ok.... another stupid yet funny quiz....


Quark -- You are subtle and mysterious and people
know very little about you. You like hanging
out with small groups of friends (usually 3)
who you are very close to. You are usually
friends with other quarks like yourself.


What kind of subatomic particle are you?
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Came off of a serious high this afternoon....
Wow, felt like I dropped from a skyscraper too... but that was probably because I had to go to soccer practice right after it went away...
Anyways...
Things just seem to be falling in and out all over.... School started out OK, then for the past three days it SUCKED A MONKEY'S SWELLING COCK.... and now it's back to being ok.... I guess it's probably the whole *weekend, yay! No work worries!!*
Yeah, I really am missing you guys (as you guys is everyone not going to CMR...) It's strange... somehow I've ended up right on the outer ring of the preps.... scary, yet nice at the same time.... My other group is the *Mormon group* (they dominate CMR... help...) ... ah... yeah, they're not necessarily all churchy and stuff, but they're a lot sunshinier than some old friends (which is where my high came from today)... yeah, but it just sucks because all those dark, moody people I know at smer I don't get to see during the day.... so it's just blah... And class projects have been too fucking often for me... God, I really don't want to be writing an essay a week, but that's what it's feeling like....
Oh! I have a stalker.... yeah, Aly won't get off my back, because she doesn't understand I don't fucking want some cheap-ass, cuddle-up relationship. Oh, I want to strangle her! I already told her "I don't want a relationship right now." But of course, she didn't hear what she wanted. She must know if it's yes or no.... so she follows me everywhere. It's so fucking sick. I'm about ready to say "Get the fuck away from me, you sad shit. Find yourself some other fuzzy object to cuddle with, because I'm beyond that love by now. Listen and GO AWAY!!!"
gah...
And then there's the whole *everyone's life sucks right now.* Yeah, that's the general way of life, but it's hard when I'm not there to see it... Maybe I should've gone to GFH... but fuck it... things can be screwed, because it's gonna end that way anyway.