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2005 31 January :: 9.48am
:: Mood: congested
:: Music: postal Service-- Such great heights
My cat is purring on my lap. ^^
I think im sick though. My head is really stuffy and i have a sore throat. Its an attractive look on me. Haha. Soph and Mando went to a movie last night but i was really tired and so i stayed home and watched Saved. Wich is a pretty good movie. Even though it is... christian... to the max... Its still funny. Yah didn't go to da movie either. So we talked o[n the phone for a while and she might come over for a bit today.
I want a hair cut. I put my hair in braids yesterday and i looked like Pocahontas (i dont think thats how you spell it, but i just woke up so... yeah). I like computers. Whoa, that was random.
I had a dream that i had saturday school and i was sitting next to tanner. Ooh! and i also had that one dream that i've had before that there are a whole bunch of asian kids playing cards in my house and i cant find my dad. Theres more to that one, but i cant get it right in my head. Its scary though.
Gahh, i dont feel grood.
I told mom all i wanted for my birthday was a new cell phone (hopefully one that WORKS... and isnt shaped like a freakin brick!) so ima hopin' that i'll get one. You know, the kind you can talk on...
I have a doctor's appointment today.... unpleasant... i think i have to get a blood thingy. Erlack.
What do you get boys for Valentines day? I should consult with Tori.
Ooh! Gabe is a wild porn star, hahahahaha. I get it. Maybe Anya does too??
Ok, i should get dressed.
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2005 29 January :: 6.44pm
:: Mood: hoarse
talking to morgan and chris-- wait now just chris. I like morgan, but i always feel bad when i say i cant do stuff cuz i dont want her to think im ditching her... cuz im not. Except for once when she called and wanted to see a movie and i was like "Nope, sorry, im busy" But really i was just playing the sims 2... ITS SO ADDICITVE!!
Kill Bill is a sweet movie. I like hanging out with us four. The original lunch Quatro. Damn, i forgot to re-steal my Spice Girls CD..
Ah, Jim is here. better go do... stuff...
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2005 29 January :: 1.16pm
:: Mood: bouncy
Today is sa-weet, da four of us be hangin at mando's. Yay! I hope we're not a clique... oh well, its fun!
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2005 28 January :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: happy
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
Today was freakin awesome!! Heck yes i have a local phone number! Who cares if we're going out or not, im just soooooooo happy!! I think anya's mad at me though, but i can understand that. Cuz like this is the second time i've... taken him from her. I dont want to hurt her, but... i like him... :(
Me and mando were bad and snuck into Life Aquatic. It was like i thought it would be but it was still good. And funny in the arm touching part... hahaha
The casino is official. We .... named it ...? lol. i dunno.
EEE!!
Yoga with mom tomorrow... i know she "misses" me but 9:00?? I bet prisoners get to sleep later than that! Ohh well. I hope im not getting sick.. my throat hurts. Finals are over though *thank god* along with fitness, so now my clothes wont smell like Locker Room anymore. Its not as attractive as it may sound... yeah.
He's in whistler all weekend.. hee hee, kim had his pic on her phone and i emailed it to myself. Does that qualify under stalker?
Maybe i should think about someone else now.
Those cute emo guys were at the mall. I wonder if they're gay... I mean, he had a freakin scarf! Either way... i want cough drops... and some tweezers. But thats why i have sophie. This is really long and ramble-y, so ima gonna go....
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2005 27 January :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: hazy
:: Music: white stripes--in love with a girl
Finals are evil, if i was stressing about them... im gonna be a wreck for SATs, haha.
So i wrote him a note. I think he was kinda avoiding me... and i was scurred to make the first move... I mean, what would i say? He already knows i like him... yeah
But i couldnt find him after school, and i think he's gonna be gone tomorrow :'( so i'll have to hang on to it till tues.
Ive been kinda feeling like Tori hasn't been careing about me lately... Maybe not i dunno. Shes just... one of the people i like to talk to about things like this and she seemed really...un-interested
I feel like im obsessing over him... i should stop... psh, yeah right
OWL is awesome! We got to name parts and me and mandy made a song.. hee hee, thats how cool we are.
mmk, bye bye
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2005 26 January :: 5.41pm
mexican food and cramming for history, fun.
Grr, i keep thinking about him
I feel bad because its like, Anya liked him first, and i guess i kinda stole him from her, and she still likes him and here i am trying to take him again! But i really cant help it!! If i could not like him i would, but as it is... i do.
Ahh, his eyes are so pretty. Hes quiet though. And i hate akward silences more than clowns. Ahh well, Cest la vie.
OWL time!! Hahaha sex ed to the max!! w00t!!
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2005 26 January :: 4.17pm
:: Mood: silly
well today I ate lunch with Allyson today. Thats when I bought my ring at taco bell. So we come back and I go to the room where I eat most every day. Then allsyon leaves and I am there with tyler, david and that one guy... I am sorry I really dont know how to spell his name so I wont even try .... its an odd name but who really cares. So then he asks me out I felt so bad cuz I said no. I mean I like him as a friend but nothing more. Why cant the guys that I like also like me not just random freaky guys. oh well I am married so who really cares. Ha ha thats nice kt good for you.
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2005 26 January :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: cheerful
Married?
Last night I was on live and then I was with my friend. So he gets and invite to this other game. So we both go there and he says to this guy this is my wife... ha ha so I guess I am married. But I have to break the wedding off because I want to be ingaged instead because I just bought this ring today ( 25 cent ring I might add) and I like it.
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2005 26 January :: 3.19pm
:: Mood: pondering
is pity better than nothing?
He looked so concerened when he saw me crying
ohh god i hate boys sometimes!!
I really really want him though
and i hate myself for likeing him so much
I dont want another Danny type expeirence... Ugh, i dont want to think about that!! Ok i should really do my HW now.
Haha, yeah right
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2005 26 January :: 3.03pm
:: Mood: sad/ pissed
Cyler cant do anything right!! Grr!! I really didnt want mike to know that i was... i dunno, interested yet. It makes me feel vulnerable when i have my feeling on display. Now im not the pnly one with a battered soul. I sound dramatic and bitchy, but i dont care. I guess im a dramatic bitch. Im sick of being at my Dads.
That was random, sorry.
Anywho, he said "fuck no, maybe"
He talked to me in english, but i think it was just cuz i was crying. I dont want a pity date.
Mandy said he was kidding, but i can see it go either way.
Cyler didnt say he was kidding.
god today sucked
actually only lunch and 4th period sucked. 3rd was cool. We stole the final, which i should go study now.
OWL tonight!!
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2005 25 January :: 6.14pm
:: Mood: grumpy
Cyler is a fool.
Anya knows.
I didnt want her to... i didnt really want anyone to incase it backfires and all.
But ohh well.
now kim will know.
does HE know?
What will i do if he does?
More importantly... what will i do if he dosent...
friday is fast approaching.............
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2005 24 January :: 8.46pm
NVM, no i dont feel bad. Hahaha. secretly i do though.
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2005 24 January :: 8.41pm
crap is a strong word. crap sounds like cramp. i hate cramps. Ooh anya's on. i wonder what was wrong. I feel bad about chris. Damn.
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2005 24 January :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: annoyed
Gahd, i hate gear up!! On the other foot, i love cheesecake. hmmm...
My thumb hurts
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2005 24 January :: 5.48pm
:: Music: NPR
operation battered soul is undergo. Or.. something... DONT MESS IT UP CYLER!! Thank you sophie and tori for helping and Ashlee for the advice (even though you [ashlee] aren't reading this...). Haha im a dork.
I wonder if he knows? He was looking at me all through English. OMG, im so......................... i dunno what i am, but im totally......-insert feeling here-
Im at Dad's all week, wich is cool.
Gad im hungry, i dont want to go to gear up.
I wonder if he knows... or what he'll say?!?!? errg!!
HAHA
i thought of my feeling... IMPATIANT.. did i spell that right? Haha guess who's gonna fail finals...
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