Dance 'til ya drop

:: 2005 1 January :: 12.08am
:: Mood: infuriated

Why do i let myself do this to myself?

6 were foolish.. | You wanna play?

:: 2004 31 December :: 2.50pm
:: Mood: drained

Thank you Tori, Tasha, and Chris. Y'all made me feel better last night. I'm feeling better about it. Sophie called and Anya talked to me and i feel better knowing i have friends. But this is especially to Tori and Tasha. Tori-- Even though sometimes we seem like exact opposites i can always talk to you about theese thing without fearing that you'll judge me. Tasha-- I hardly know you but you freakin rock. We have to hang out. Thanks for what you said. It made me feel un-whorey.

Ok. Now that thats out... Me and Danny had some fun yesterday. Morgans Par-tay was cool. Except for when the molestation turned creepy and i felt like a whore in front of my best friends and the guy that i like. Yeah that wasnt cool. Dont worry Cy-muffin. i still lobe you. That was just... one time thing i think.

Todays new years eve! Im goin down to first night with a buncha peoples. It should be fun. I hope Danny will come down. He's going snowmobiling so i cant call him... Hes leaving tomorrow. Sometimes i wonder if the happy-ness is worth it because the sadness is so... over powering of the happy. Ya know?

:: 2004 30 December :: 9.01am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: AFI-- the celluloid dream

Ok so i was a wee bit emotional last night. But i was thinking about me and danny alot last night and if i mean as much to him as he does to me. But i was talking to nate this morning and he said some pretty sweet things that kinda reassured me...
shpadoinklebunny: i just wonder sometimes if i mean anything to him..
poisonedheart235: You do Nora, don't worry
shpadoinklebunny: or if im the girl he gets action with
poisonedheart235: No, the girls he gets action with are the ones back in Federal Way that'll spread their legs in a split second for him
poisonedheart235: I think he actually cares about you
shpadoinklebunny: really?
poisonedheart235: yes
shpadoinklebunny: thanks alot, i kinda needed that
shpadoinklebunny: *hug*
poisonedheart235: AHHH
poisonedheart235: *dies*
shpadoinklebunny: lol
poisonedheart235: sorry, I'm deathly allergic to "happy"
shpadoinklebunny: haha
shpadoinklebunny: my bad...:-\

aww how sweeeeeeeeeeeeet. So i think im gonna go over to Mercedes house (who happens to be Dannys neighbor... what a conicedence!!) and umm.. do.. my.. homework.... Hahaha. then tonight is morgans Par-tay. w00t!

Last nights movie sucked ass. I fell asleep in the theatre! It wasn't scary at all.. then again.. i was thinking about other things.... *smile*

i do alot of ...'s. Ohh well.

2 were foolish.. | You wanna play?

:: 2004 29 December :: 6.24pm

fucker cant come

2 were foolish.. | You wanna play?

:: 2004 29 December :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: weezer--undone

im at sophies. We went and saw Irobot and then i went back to her house where we watched Mean Girls and Dogma and she did my eyebrows. Mandy called me and said that Danny had been looking for me all day so i called him and he said to call him in an hour so i did and he was gone so i called his cell but i was disconnected or something and i called mercedes and sophies retarded phone said the call couldnt go through or some shit. But whats evah. Eaurgh, im excited to see him! I hope mike isnt there...

:: 2004 29 December :: 10.20am

1)What is your favorite color?--res
2)Have you ever loved somebody outside your family? (or thought you loved them)-- yes
3)What is your favorite number?--9
4)What is your favorite word? (be serious)--platoon
5)Have you ever cut yourself?--yes
6)Are you depressed as you are answering these questions?--no
7)Are you only filling this out cause you have nothing better to do?--lol, yeah
8)If you had to choose Sex, Drugs, or Music what would you pick? (one of the three interview questions to afi you can view at mtv.com)-- right now? music
9)Is your life boring to you?--sometimes, but other times it can be very eventful
10)What is your favorite band?-- Prolly AFI or the spice girls
11)How many questions did the longest quiz have that you've taken?--umm, purple?
12)Did that last question make sense?--no not really
13)Can you see yourself snorting cocaine 14.3 years from now?-- talk to me in 14.7 years...
14)Do you think you'd ever do drugs? (assuming you havn't)-- smells like BACON... nice shoes.... *twitches*... lol.
15)Why are you still filling out these stupid-ass questions?-- because i feel like it
16)How far would you go with someone? (you don't have to answer..that's kind of personal)-- i dont intend on dying a virgin..
17)Do you care about yourself?--yes
18)What's your second favorite color?--blue
19)What's your third favorite color?--pink
20)What's your fourth favorite color?--i dont know....

:: 2004 29 December :: 10.04am
:: Mood: hungry

Hes here!!! Well not like here as in my house, but here as in, in spokane. Muwahahaha. Im going over to sophies today, i hafta ride the bus downtown, ugh!! I think i'll be late to meet her... oh well, lol. I saw meet the fockers last night. I was spazzing the entire time. I'd start thinking about him and go all spazzy and twitchy. I feel kinda bad that i didnt trust Vivi not to flirt w/ him. She knows how much this means to me. and how much i like him. I need to call Mercedes about tomorrow. I'm so excited!!

:: 2004 28 December :: 8.32pm
:: Mood: bouncy

ohh my lord...... an hour and 24 mins till hes here!!! I know i wont be able to see him for a while but just the fact that he's less than a mile away makes me want to run over there and jump on him and lick his face, lol. Mandy gets it, lol. Im twitching all over again, hfgkfkdhndgfjgdfjkbndfmg,

:: 2004 27 December :: 7.34pm

So i prolly wont see him untill thursday.. as hes getting here late tomorrow and going freakin snowmobiling on wednesday. That sux a bit but at least im still gonna see him! I freaked out when nate told me. Yeah, im a dork like that. But w/e. im at nanna and skip's i want to leeeeeeeeeeaaaavvvvvvvvvve. i dont like old people.

:: 2004 27 December :: 4.18pm
:: Mood: ecstatic

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!! HES COMING TOMORROW AT 10!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. im so freakin excited, im like, twitching. i can hardly type. hsoifhPAQEGFTujidgfdgvjftrl;gn

:: 2004 27 December :: 12.46pm
:: Mood: chipper

talkin to gabe and tori. I should be cleaning, but i wont. 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!! 2 DAYS!!!

:: 2004 26 December :: 10.02pm
:: Music: Eurotrip-- scottie dosent know

i was in a weird mood earlier and wanted to listen to rap, so i downloaded get low and milkshake, heh heh.

ATEENS ROCKS!!!!!!!

2 were foolish.. | You wanna play?

:: 2004 26 December :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: micheal Jackson-- Thriller

Im at mandys and we be kickin it old school, Micheal Jackson yo! Haha. Earlier we were playing nintendo and listening to mandy moore and S Club 7, then we watched Spice World. Its a total blast from the past. We went to the mall and just kinda talked. We saw Jordan and hung out with him for a while. Lotsa fun. Mom was being a bitch this morning. Thats not new though. Hahaha. 3 days!! wow i've been counting down for like a month. I need a life, hee hee.

:: 2004 25 December :: 7.41pm
:: Mood: full

I will never eat again.

I think sophie's mad at me. She hasnt talked to me in a while. Then again maybe i'm paranoid and need a life. All of theese are possible. I dont want to hang around with all the olds, but i feel guilty when im on the comp cuz they all know im avoiding them. Maybe i'll just go read my book... God i wish the sims worked. Im so pissed about that. You have no idea. Its sitting here staring at me and i wont be able to play it untill next weekend, if ever. I COULD buy a new video card, but thats expensive and might not work. GRRRRR!!!!!!! I'll go drown my sorrows in sugar now.