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2008 27 July :: 10.37pm
Today was my day off for the week it was a good one too!
trying to get all that last minute bull shit for the wedding all together and my wonderful fience is NO HELP... boys suck balls
anyways, lifes great just chaotic such is such
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2008 27 July :: 9.06pm
party in newaygo was kind of a flop, everyone was passed out at 11:30 ish and it was a bunch of people younger than me.
andy called me around 12 and i met him at his g/f's place just acrost the river, i got there and fell right asleep.
next day we "did some wheelie's on the thumper" and then went tubing down the little muskegon river, i'm beat now. so yeah, probably hit the bed early tonight.
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2008 26 July :: 7.42pm
TO THE WOODS!!!
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2008 26 July :: 12.17pm
My mind is blank now. Every part of my body is sinking and empty. I don't have to think about anything, hear anything, say anything, feel anything, worry about anything.
...there are no job interviews, no hypocrites. I do not have to... socialize. I do not have to smile. I do not have to justify my beliefs. I don't have to wear dress shoes. I don't have to pledge allegiance to the flag. I don't have to use a number two pencil. I don't have to read the fine print.
...it is true that it is nonproductive. But when ninety-five percent of out-of-bed activities hold the possibility of pain, to be pain-free is simply the most delicious feeling in the world.
-not mine
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2008 26 July :: 7.31am
I just found $105 siitting on my apartment walkway. How badass is that? It's a beautiful ray of sunshine in this shitty week I've been having.
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2008 26 July :: 3.28am
do you ever wonder why you save things from the past that should have been disposed of?
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2008 26 July :: 12.37am
:: Music: Go Fish - Part of the Proof
seriously. i just want a day off. one fucking day off.
we filmed again today. james's room is fully dressed. but since our camera broke this afternoon, and they didn't get to the interior shots on the call sheet, they pushed them back to the end of the schedule, so that room didn't need to be dressed at all... so dumb, but it couldn't be helped.
i'm having lots of fun. but i'm so fucking tired. and i'm just getting sick of being there all the time.
and i'm smoking way too many cigarettes. this is killing me. neither softly, nor slowly.
but i'm determined to have fun, dammit. we're making a movie. it should be a good time.
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2008 25 July :: 9.45pm
April 18
the slime of all my yesterdays
rots in the hollow of my skull
and if my stomach would contract
because of some explicable phenomenon
such as pregnancy or constipation
I would not remember you
or that because of sleep
infrequent as a moon of greencheese
that because of food
nourishing as violet leaves
that because of these
and in a few fatal yards of grass
in a few spaces of sky and treetops
a future was lost yesterday
as easily and irretrievably
as a tennis ball at twilight
-Sylvia Plath
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2008 25 July :: 9.30pm
shitty day.
shitty night.
whoop-de-fucking-do
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2008 23 July :: 11.03pm
today was ok,,, worked till bout 10:30 and now i am sitting at home while tj makes HIMSELF something to eat and didnt even bother asking me if i was hungry...i would figure after 2 years living together he would at least do that.... wtf
wedding preperations are making way, the actual ceremony is all i really have left. im going to talk to pastor on sunday and pray the organist doesnt have plans that day or i am fucked!!!
no real drama to speak of today things are actaully going real well, me and tj are not fighting anymore and for the first time in a long time i am actually happy.,.. believe it or not i am.
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2008 23 July :: 3.48am
so, i've figured out my relationship problem.
the reason i can't ever get into a relationship that is good anymore is a trust issue, no matter how great the girl is, i don't think i'll ever be able to be in love, i was fucked over once along time ago, and now i've always got my defences up being prepared to shit to hit the fan, its made me cold. No idea how to fix this though.
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2008 23 July :: 12.33am
:: Music: tj random verses
ONE MORE MONTH TO GO...
Went and bought all the shit for the reception today and suprisingly only spent like $100.00 on candles and decor... yay me! all this stuff is coming together and it is awesome! we only have one more month and i cant wait. now all i need is the $$$$ and the marriage licence and a couple little things and i should be all set....
im so glad i finally got to spend the day with tj. its rare that we both have a day off now that he works a funny schedule. i do like spending time with him i am just stressed so i act mean.... he'll get over it right
Nathan called from fort lee today, he's doing good just really bored i guess. he's trying to get life straitened out but somehow he f's it up... i really dont know about him. its amazing what changes when hes hours upon hours away from all of us. And not to mention my mom.. she is a freaking nut. she messed up the invites so that everyone has till the 1st of aug to rsvp but i need to know today... and she keeps making decisions for me about my wedding that i really dont need her too...ah well i wont stress i wont stess
Over all today was a wonderful day and i hope i have many more of them.
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2008 21 July :: 4.49pm
Hooray! We now have internet again. =] So the apartment has just become that much more enjoyable, lol. I don't have to sit here and be bored on my days off anymore.
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2008 21 July :: 3.24pm
:: Music: Flobots - Handlebars
Chuck Norris can choke on dick. I watched a full show of his new WCL(world combat league) and it should be canceled. Who wants to watch a bunch of sub par fighters fight for only like two and a half minutes? Not me. Who wants to watch them fight with 12-14oz gloves? Not me. Anderson Silva would destroy every fighter on there with in 1 minute. What a worthless show. Id like to see WCL vs UFC so chuck can watch and cry about his worthless fighters getting annihilated. I hope his total gym breaks on him and he dies. He is now the biggest douche bag in the world of MMA.
edit: http://youtube.com/watch?v=bT2LB3hAz5Q Pound for pound the greatest fighter on earth.
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2008 21 July :: 12.43am
Just got back from watching the Batman movie and it was freakin awesome!!!! i dont watch many movies but i really really liked this one...
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